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kdXir rpWfijfs; MrpupaH MrpupaH MrpupaH MrpupaH - re;jputjdh nry;tF re;jputjdh nry;tF re;jputjdh nry;tF re;jputjdh nry;tF
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MANAOSAI A Collection of Shortstor Author – Chandravathanaa Selv
(Chandra Selvakumaran
First Edition – August 200
© – Chandravathanaa
Illustration - Muunaa Cover Design – Muunaa
Chandravathanaa Selvakum
Schweickerweg 29 74523 Schwaebisch Hal Germany email - chandra1200@gmail
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MANAOSAI ollection of Shortstories
handravathanaa Selvakumaran handra Selvakumaran)
st Edition – August 2007 – Chandravathanaa
Illustration - Muunaa over Design – Muunaa
dravathanaa Selvakumaran
Schweickerweg 29 4523 Schwaebisch Hall
Germany - chandra1200@gmail.com
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rpy thHj;ijfs;
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ve;j thHj;ijfshYk; Mw;w Kba nghOJfis vdJ vOj;Jf;fs Njw;wpapUf;fpNwd;.
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vd;dhy; jhq;f Kbahj> my;yJ ek tplaq;fisf; fz;L ehd; ntFz;nlO Nfhgj;jpd; njwpg;GfshAk;>
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rkaj;jpy;> ,ayhikapd; nrhupTfshAk;>
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shYk; Mw;w Kbahj Mw;whikg; vdJ vOj;Jf;fshw;whd; ehd;
w;Nf vd;wpUf;Fk; NghJ> vd; trg;gl;l ehd; tho;e;J nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghJ> rpy d epiyFiya itj;jd. me;jg;
Jauq;fspd; tbfhy;fshAk;>
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kapd; nrhupTfshAk;>
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Fk;gpL NghLk;> vq;fs; CH rhTr; giwabf;Fk; khzpf;fk;...
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kjpj;jh.
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fjpukiy vq;fs; tPl;by; Foe;ijfS ntl;l Ntz;Lnkd;why; kl;Lk; xl;by ntl;Lthd;. kw;Wk; gb vl;lj;jhd; ,Ug;gh
 ́xl;L ́ vd;why; vd;d vd;w Nahrid cq vdf;Ff; $l Muk;gj;jpy; Vd; me tpsq;ftpy;iy. tOtOg;ghd vq;fs; tpwhe;ijAld; NrHj;J xU nrhUnrhU fl;lg; gl;bUe;jJ. Mdhy; mJ tpwhe;ijapypUe;J miu mb gjpthfNt rpd;d tajpy; mJ vdf;F njhq;fp rhjfkhd rhjdkha; ,Ue;jJ.
vdf;Fs; rpe;jidfs; tpupaj; njhlq tplaj;jpYk; G+uhak; Njlj; njhlq;fpa Nfs;tpfis kw;wtHfsplk; mLf;fj; fhyfl;lj;jpy;jhd; ehd; vdJ mk;kk;kht gw;wp tprhupj;Njd;.
“mk;kk;kh> Vd; mJf;F xl;L vz;L nga tpwhe;ijia tplg; gjpQ;rpUf;NfhZk;?"
mjw;F mk;kk;kh nrhd;d gjp Mr;rupaj;ijj; je;jJ. ek;g Kba gQ;rkHfspd; ngaHfis meharkhf m te;jhy; ,Uf;fpwJf;Fj;jhd;" vd;W nrhd
cz;ikapNyNa ehd; Mr;rupag; g mjw;fhf vd;Nw xU tpwhe;ijia vkJ xl;b tpl;Ls;shHfsh! vd;d kdpjHfs; ,
“Vd; mk;kk;kh! mitas; ,e;j Nky ,Ue;jhy; vd;d?"
“rP... nkhf;Fg; gps;is khjpupf; fij ,e;j tpwhe;ijapiy ,Ue;J fij mitaSk; ,jpiy ,Ue;jhy; vd;d k vq;fSf;Ff; fPiojhd; ,Uf;NfhZk;."
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; gb vl;lj;jhd; ,Ug;ghd;.
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ehd; Mr;rupag; gl;Lg; NghNdd;. xU tpwhe;ijia vkJ tpwhe;ijAld; sh! vd;d kdpjHfs; ,tHfs;!
mitas; ,e;j Nky; tpwhe;ijapiy
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fhupaj;jpYk; gq;F nfhs;Sk; mt jho;j;jp itj;Jg; ghHf;Fk; ,e;jf; FNuhj vg;gb te;jJ? Vd; ,tHfs; ,g;gb ele;J vdf;Fs; gytpjkhd rpe;jidfs; vOe;jd
mjd; gpd;jhd; ehd; xt;nthd;iwAk; $ njhlq;fpNdd;. vdf;F vJTNk gpbf;ft vd; tPl;Lg; ngupNahiur; rPHjpUj;Jk; m taJ Nghjtpy;iy. vd; nrhw;fNsh> n vLgltpy;iy. vd;d fijj;jhYk; “nk Ms;jhd; tsHe;jpUf;fpwhNs jtpu , tsNuy;iy.." Nghd;w Myhgidfs fpilj;jd.
mjdhy;> vdf;Fs; vOe;j rpe;jidfs mit ,d;Dk; ,d;Dk; ngupjhf tpupe;jd NfhghYNth tPl;Lf;F te;jhy; mtHfS vd;w epidg;NghL mtHfNshL ehDk ,Ue;J fijf;fj; njhlq;fpNdd;. ,i mk;kh vd;d epidj;jhNth njupahJ. nrhy;ytpy;iy.
mt nrhe;jkhd ve;j rpe;jidiaAk ijupak; ,d;wp mttpd; ngw;Nwhuhd mk;kk;khTk; tFj;j gb r%ff; fl;Lg;gl;L tsHe;jpUf;fpwh.  ́,J jg;G> gFj;jhAk; jd;ikAk;> jpwDk; mtTf  ́,itjhd; epajp ́ vd;W vz;zp mj kdg;gf;FtKk; mtTf;Fs; jhuskhf ,U mttplk; rhjpj; jPNah> kdpjHfis kz kdpjky;yhj FzNkh ,y;iy. mjdhy;j nrhy;ytpy;iyNah!
Mdhy; ehd; mg;gb rkkhf ,U ghl;lhNth> mk;kk;khNth fz;L tpl;lh mtHfspd; fLikahd Nfhgj;J tirkhupfis thq;fpf; fl;bf; nfhs;Nt gw;wpf; ftiyapy;iy. mk;kh Ngrpdhy; k mOif tUk;. kw;wtHfs; Ngrpdhy;> ,y;iy vd;W njupe;jhy;> kdk; nfhz kdRf;Fs;NsNa mtHfisj; jpl;b tpLNtd;.

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hd; xt;nthd;iwAk; $He;J ftdpf;fj; f;F vJTNk gpbf;ftpy;iy. MdhYk; Nahiur; rPHjpUj;Jk; msTf;F vdf;F y. vd; nrhw;fNsh> nray;fNsh mq;F ;d fijj;jhYk; “nkhf;Fg; gps;is..! pUf;fpwhNs jtpu ,tSf;F mwpT ghd;w Myhgidfs;jhd; vdf;Ff;
; vOe;j rpe;jidfs; mWgltpy;iy. d;Dk; ngupjhf tpupe;jd. fjpukiyNah> f;F te;jhy; mtHfSk; kdpjHfs;jhd; mtHfNshL ehDk; Ngha; xl;by; ; njhlq;fpNdd;. ,itfisg; ghHj;J dj;jhNth njupahJ. Mdhy; xd;WNk
ve;j rpe;jidiaAk; ntspg;gLj;Jk; mttpd; ngw;Nwhuhd vdJ ghl;lhTk;> j;j gb r%ff; Nfhl;ghLfSf;Ff; ;jpUf;fpwh.  ́,J jg;G> ,J rup ́ vd;W kAk;> jpwDk; mtTf;Fs; ,Ue;jhYk;> p ́ vd;W vz;zp mjd; gb thOk; tTf;Fs; jhuskhf ,Ue;jJ. kw;Wk; gb jPNah> kdpjHfis kz;bapl itf;Fk; Nkh ,y;iy. mjdhy;jhd; mt vJTk; !
mg;gb rkkhf ,Ue;J fijg;gij k;khNth fz;L tpl;lhy; NghJk;. ehd; Likahd Nfhgj;Jf;F Mshfp hq;fpf; fl;bf; nfhs;Ntd;. vdf;F mJ ;iy. mk;kh Ngrpdhy; kl;Le;jhd; vdf;F kw;wtHfs; Ngrpdhy;> vd;dpy; gpio jupe;jhy;> kdk; nfhz;l kl;Lk; vd; mtHfisj; jpl;b tpl;L ,Ue;J

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md;W rdpf;fpoik. ,w;iwf;F 30 tUl Ke;ija fhyfl;lk;. fjpukiy te;j jk;gpkhH> rpj;jg;ghkhH.. vd;W xt;nthU fjpiu Nghl;L mku> fjpukiy epd;w g jiykapH ntl;b tpl;lhd;. fdNgUf fisj;Jk; tpl;lhd;.
mk;kh> md;W ,uz;lhtJ NjePH mt tpl;L> toik Nghy> mtDf;nfd i rpul;ilapy; Cw;wp> vd;idf; $g;gpl;Lj vd;dNth Nghy ,Ue;jJ. mk;khNt Vw;nfdNt fijj;jpUe;Jk;> mk;kh nrhd;dhNt jtpu nraw; gLj;Jtjha;j vdf;F NfhgKk; ,y;iy> ftiyAk; ,y ,ilg;gl;l VNjh xU czHT.
“mk;kh> ,z;ilf;F ehd; mtDf;Ff; f FLf;fg; Nghwd;." vdJ me;jj; j mk;khitr; rq;flg; gLj;jpapUf;f Nt mk;khtplk;> jhd; epidg;gijj;jhd; j nra;a Ntz;Lnkd;w jpzpg;Gj; jd;ikN vjpHf;Fk; jd;ikNah ,y;yhjjhy; vd;i ghHj;j gb epd;wh. mtitAk; gQ;r ,e;jg; gz;gw;w nray;fs; Gz; gL vdf;Fj; njupatpy;iy.
ehd; vq;fs; tPl;by; vy;NyhUf;Fk; fpshi] vLj;J> mjDs; me;jj; nfhz;L Ngha; fisj;Jg; NghapUe;j “,e;jh fjpukiy> Njj;jz;zpiaf; Fb.."
mtd; jPg;gl;ltd; Nghyj; Jbj;Jg; g me;jg; nghl;Lf; fpshi]Ak;> vd;idAk tpupa Mr;rupakhfg; ghHj;jhd;. vdf ,Ue;jJ. xU [Ptid mirj;jpUf re;Njhrkhf mirj;jpUf;fpNwd; vd;w re;N
“gpb fjpukiy> cdf;Fj;jhd;."
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k. ,w;iwf;F 30 tUlq;fSf;F (1972) ;lk;. fjpukiy te;jpUe;jhd;. vdJ hkhH.. vd;W xt;nthUtuhf Kw;wj;jpy; ku> fjpukiy epd;w gb mtHfSf;Fj; tpl;lhd;. fdNgUf;F ntl;bajhy; ;.
uz;lhtJ NjePH mtDf;fhfg; Nghl;L ghy> mtDf;nfd itj;j Njq;fha;r; p> vd;idf; $g;gpl;Lj; je;jh. vdf;F ,Ue;jJ. mk;khNthL ,J gw;wp jj;jpUe;Jk;> mk;kh Nahrpg;gjhfr; nraw; gLj;Jtjha;j; njupatpy;iy. ,y;iy> ftiyAk; ,y;iy. ,uz;Lf;Fk; xU czHT.
;F ehd; mtDf;Ff; fpshrpiyjhd;  ́uP ́ " vdJ me;jj; jPHf;fkhd Ngr;R lg; gLj;jpapUf;f Ntz;Lk;. MdhYk; ; epidg;gijj;jhd; jdJ gps;isfs; d;w jpzpg;Gj; jd;ikNah> fz;lijAk; Nah ,y;yhjjhy; vd;id nksdkhfg; ;wh. mtitAk; gQ;rkiuj; jho;j;Jk; nray;fs; Gz; gLj;jpapUe;jdNth..? ;iy.
Pl;by; vy;NyhUf;Fk; gpbj;j nghl;Lf; > mjDs; me;jj; NjePiu Cw;wpf; fisj;Jg; NghapUe;j fjpukiyaplk; Njj;jz;zpiaf; Fb.." vd;W ePl;bNdd;.
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“,Ue;J Fb fjpukiy"
VNjh xU re;Njhrk; mtd; Kfj;jpy; gf;Ftkhfg; gpbj;Jf; Fbf;fj; njhlq md;W kdR epiwe;jpUe;jJ. mk;khjhd; “ fz;lhy; Ngrg; NghwhH" vd;W gae;J nf
“VJk; xl;bf; nfhz;L te;jpLk; vz ey;yhr; rhk;gy; Nghl;L kpDf;Fq;Nfh Nghl;Lf; fOtpj; Jilr;R itAq;Nfh." te;j thHj;ijfis ntspNa rpe;j KOq;fpf; nfhz;Nld;.
md;iwa nghOJ vdf;F Mde;jkhdjha; ,Ue;jJ. rpl;Lf; FUt vdf;Fs;. mLj;j ehs; tpba vOk;gp NghJ Frpdpf;Fs; mk;kh Ml;Lg; ghy; thrk; fpzw;wb tiu te;J %f;ifj; nj
MirNahL NjePUf;fha; Frpdpf;Fs; “nghl;Lf; fpshRf;Fs;isjhd; vdf;F NtZk;" vd;W jk;gp mlk; gpbj;Jf; mk;kh xd;Wk; Ngrhky; NjePiu fpshRf nfhz;bUe;jh. mitfSf;Fs; nghl fhztpy;iy.
mJ Frpdpf;Fg; gpd;dhy; ntspapy; itg;gjw;nfd ,wf;fg; gl;l gj;jp %iy fOtpf; ftpo;f;fg; gl;bUe;jJ.
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fhz;L te;jpLk; vz;L gankz;lhy; Nghl;L kpDf;Fq;Nfh. my;yJ  ́tpk; ́ Jilr;R itAq;Nfh." njhz;il tiu s ntspNa rpe;j Kd; mg;gbNa ld;.
hOJ vdf;F mHj;jKs;sjha;> ,Ue;jJ. rpl;Lf; FUtpapd; rpwfirg;G ehs; tpba vOk;gp gy;Y kpDf;Fk; ; mk;kh Ml;Lg; ghy; NjePiu Mj;Jk; iu te;J %f;ifj; njhl;lJ.
PUf;fha; Frpdpf;Fs; Eioe;j NghJ f;Fs;isjhd; vdf;Fj; Njj;jz;zp jk;gp mlk; gpbj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhd;. rhky; NjePiu fpshRfSf;Fs; Cw;wpf; mitfSf;Fs; nghl;Lf; fpshirf;
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nuapdpd;; me;jr; rj;jk; $l ,ir gpbj;jJ. gak; vd;id mg;gpapUe;j rj;jj;ij ehd; urpj;Njd;. mJNt gh jOtpaJ. jhyhl;baJ.
ehd; ,g;gbj;jhd;. N[HkdpapYk; xt;nt Ntiyf;Fg; NghFk; NghJ me;j ];n nuapy;Nt ];Nuridj; jhz;Lk; NghJ VN vd;id Mf;fpukpf;f vd;idNa nfhz;bUg;Ngd;.
vdJ mg;gh ];Nurd; kh];luhf ,Ue;j nuapDk;> nuapy;Nt ];NurDk; vd vg;NghJk; Rfe;jk; jUgitahfNt ,Uf;f ghlrhiy tpLKiwf;Fk; FLk;gkhf nuapdpy; gazpj;jij vd;dhy; kwf epidf;Fk; Nghnjy;yhk; Fg;ngd;W v thrid tPRk;.
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rj;jk; $l ,ir Nghy vdf;Fg; vd;id mg;gpapUe;j NghJk; me;jr; urpj;Njd;. mJNt ghlyhf vd;idj; aJ.
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urd; kh];luhf ,Ue;jjhNyh vd;dNth ;Nt ];NurDk; vd; tho;f;ifapy; ; jUgitahfNt ,Uf;fpd;wd. xt;nthU iwf;Fk; FLk;gkhf> FJ}fykhf ;jij vd;dhy; kwf;f Kbtjpy;iy. jy;yhk; Fg;ngd;W vd;dpy; re;Njhr
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nghl;L itf;fNt Jzptpy;yhj ghoi FYq;fpr; rpupg;gij kwe;Nj Ngha; cwTfisj; njhiyj;J tpl;L Nrh Jizahf;fpf; nfhz;l nrhe;jq;fs; vd jkpoHfs; vy;NyhUNk Kfkpoe;J epd;w vy;NyhUNk tTdpahit Nehf;fpj;jhd;.
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rpypg;gNul;]; nfhk;ghHl;nkz;l; fjTf ,Ue;J ahuhYk; jpwf;f Kba nfhOk;gpypUe;J tTdpah fhilaHfshy; jkf;F ve;j tpj Mg mtHfs; ek;gpdhHfs;.
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vdf;Fg; gfy; nuapdpy; tTdpah nra;aj;jhd; tpUg;gkhf ,Ue;jJ. Md jha;ehl;by; elkhl vdf;Fg;  ́ngh Ntz;Lkhk;. tpkhd epiyaj;jpy; itj;Nj
“Vd; mg;gpb? vd;dl;il N[Hkdpag; gh] Irp ,Uf;FJ. ,J NghjhNjh vd;i fhl;l..!" rw;W vupr;rYld; Nfl;Nld;.
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vd; vupr;ry; ahiu vd;d nra;jJ? n vLf;fj;jhd; Ntz;Lk;. NtW topapUf;f

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hk;ghHl;nkz;l; fjTfis ntspapy; k; jpwf;f KbahJ vd;gjhy; tTdpah Nghtjw;fpilapy; kf;F ve;j tpj Mgj;Jk; Neuhnjd
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jpUk;GtJ tof;fkhk;.
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l;il N[Hkdpag; gh];NghHl; ,Uf;FJ. ,J NghjhNjh vd;id milahsk; ;rYld; Nfl;Nld;.
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,uz;L jukhfg; nghyp]; ];Nurd; tiu upg;NghHl; vLf;ifapy; xU ehisj; n ,d;DnkhU ehisj; njhiyf;f tpUk nuapdpNyNa khkhitj; Jizf;F mi Gwg;gl;L tpl;Nld;.
Xbf; nfhz;bUf;Fk; nuapdpd; ad;dy xspe;jpUf;Fk; vd; jhafj;jpd; moif ghHj;Njd;.
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gd;dpuz;L tUlq;fspy; khkhtpy; epi njupe;jd. jsHe;J NghapUe;jhH. nfh vd;whYk; nfhLikfspy; kdk; FKwpg; N
khkh kPz;Lk; J}q;fpg; Ngha; tpl;lhH. rpq tPLfSk; ,Uspy; Xbf; nfhz;bUe;jd. v nuapy;Nt ];NuridAk; ghHj;j gpd; ,Ue;j gQ;rpAk; gQ;rha;g; gwe;J tpl;lJ.
FUehfy; Nuhl;by; ehq;fs; mg;ghTl ele;jij tpl> mLj;J tug; NghFk; nuapy;Nt FthHl;lH]py; ehq;fs; vy;Nyh te;J epw;Fk; NghJ FUehfy; tiu Njq;fha;g; G+uhd; vq;fSf;F thq;fp t mjpfk;.
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; nfhz;l khkh Nfl;lhH “vd;d re;jpah> fhs;Nsy;iyNah? New;wpuTk; nrf;fpq;> ;jpiuNa ,y;iy. ,dp tTdpah Ngha;r; puz;L tU\f; fijais mk;kh> jf;NfhZnky;Nyh..!" ehd; khkhitg; jd;.
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me;jf; Fsj;jpy;jhd; mg;gh vdf;F ePr;r “ehd; khl;Nld;. vdf;Fg; gakh ,U vd;idj; jd; iffspy; Ve;jp ,uz;L njspa itj;J...
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ehnfhy;yfkTf;F mg;gh khw;wyhfpa ,u vq;fSf;Fg; ghlrhiy tpLKiw. mg;gh te;J vq;fisAk; $l;bf; nfhz;L ehnfhy;yfkTf;F te;J NrHe;Njhk;.
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rz;bq; &kpypUe;J ntspNa te;j r nfhLj;J “ey;y Nuh]; ghZk;> thiog;goKk; thq;fp th" vd;W mg nrhd;dhH. mz;zd; vq;fs; tPl;Lf epidj;Jf; nfhz;L rpuprpupnad;W r mtNdhL NrHe;J rpupj;Njd;.
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“mJ rupahd Mok;. ,q;fhiy thq;N cil khw;Wifapy; ad;dyhy; vk;ik mg;gh rj;jk; Nghl;lhH.
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ok;. ,q;fhiy thq;Nfh." miwf;Fs; py; ad;dyhy; vk;ikf; fz;L tpl;l ;lhH.
;Nld; me;j kuj;ij. mJ ngupa Nghd;w rpwpa kuk;. mjd; fPNo gf;fk; rptg;Gk;> kWgf;fk; fWg;Gkhd
p kuk;. ́ tho;f;ifapy; Kjd; Kjyhff; jf; fz;ljpy; vd; vl;L taJ kdk; hd; Js;spNdd;.
y. Mdhy; gapj;jq;fha; Nghy ePsk; ; rpd;dr; rpd;df; fha;fs; me;j kuj;jpy;. ;Jg; ghHj;Njd;. cs;Ns Fz;Lkzpfs;. ;. mnkupf;fhitf; fz;L gpbj;j jhrk; vdf;F.
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Fz;Lkzpfs; fhahky;  vg;gb xU Fz;Lkzp fha itj;J CUf;Ff; nfhz;L Ngha;r tPl;Lf;Fs;Ns fha itj;jhy; Fz NghfpwJ. ntspapNy fha itj;J> gyj Fz;Lkzp khiyfisf; FUtpf;Ff; nf vg;gbj;jhd; xspj;Jf; fha itj;jhYk tpLfpd;wdNt ,e;jf; FUtpfs;. tpLKi kuj;jpYk; Kw;wpa Fz;Lkzpfs; Kbe vQ;rpapUf;fpd;wd. jk;gp ghHj;jpgDk; nfhQ;rk; gq;F vLj;Jf; nfhz;L Njbj; Fz;Lkzpfs; nghWf;fpj; je;jhd;.
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itj;J ntapypy; fha tpl;Nld;. ehDk; fha;e;Njd;.
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Ngha;... vd;d fz;Nld;> N[Hkdpapy;..!
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xU fbjj;jpy; “mf;fh> me;jr; rz;lhsH thw nghOJk; cq;fil mYkhupai FilQ;R nfhQ;rk;> nfhQ;rkh vy;yhj nfhz;L Nghwhq;fs;. rhwpas;>

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Kbahj xU efuk;.
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rhkhd;fs;... vz;L xz;ilAk; tpltpy;i
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kw;wtd;> ikj;JdH uhFyidg; gp Jtf;fhy; mbj;J> ,uj;jk; gPwpl;Lg; nfhz;L Nghdhd;. Ie;jhtJ Mkp toik mYkhupaisf; FilQ;R vijnay;y nfhz;L Nghdhd;. me;j Neuk; ntspapy jkpo; Mkpahy;jhd; vq;fs; fw;Gk;> c

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gl;ld. vy;yhUk; Ngha; ehq;fs; XusT , jpUk;gpa gpd;jhd; ghHj;Njd;. cq;fil mWe;J> uhFyd; rpe;jpa ,uj;j NghapUe;jij..!"
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NghuhLk; me;jf; fdkhd NtisapYk; Vq;fp top Nky; tpop itj;J vd; htpy; fhj;jpUf;fpwhH.
khNfhit Nehf;fpj; jd;ghl;by; Xbf; vdf;F VNdh neQ;R nfhs;shky; J. khkh ghHj;J tplf; $lhNj vd;W ;f tope;jJ.

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gps;isfisAk; NrHj;J vy;yhkhf 32 f;Fs; mOj gb ,e;j tpkhdj;Js;. ;F Kd;dH fl;Lehaf;f tpkhd yq;fhtpy; Vwpa NghJ ,g;gb vy;yhk; Uk; epidj;jpUf;f khl;lhHfs;. ehd; $l tDf;F Risahf 75>000 &gh kdpa khHf; vl;L &gh ngWkjpahf z;by; ,e;j 75>000 &gh nfhQ;rf;
hupd; gpiojhdhk;. rupahf tprhupf;fhky; H 32 NguplKk; fhir kl;Lk; Risahf tpkhdj;jpy; Vw;wp tpl;L> `hahf Hfs;. nkh];Nfh tiu xU .
l mtH N[Hkdpapiy vq;if py; ntWkNd rpupj;j rhe;jp ,g;gbj;jhd;

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vd;Dld; tpkhdj;Js; fijf;fj; njhlq juk; fbjk; vOjp> fbj ciwapy; mtup mQ;ry; nra;jpUg;Ngd;. MdhYk; me;j EioaNth> epidtpy; epw;fNth kWj;jJ.
ve;jr; nrf;fpq;fpYk; ahH fz;zpYk; tpyhrj;ijr; RUl;b vdJ rl;i nrhUfpapUe;Njd;. ehd; N[Hkdpf;Fj;j vd;gJ ahUf;Fk; njupaf; $lhJ. nga;& Nghyj;jhd; vy;yhk; Vw;ghL nra;a N[Hkdpapy; /gpuhq;NghHl;(Frankfurt) tpk tpkhdk; jupf;Fk; NghJ ,wq;fp mfjp Ntz;Lk;.
tpkhdj;Js; te;j xt;nthU jkpoUk; ,lq;fs; Rtp];> ghup];> n`hyz;l;> NtW gl;bUe;jhYk; vy;NyhUk; n Nghyj;jhd; ghrhq;F gz;zpf; nfhz;bUe
/gpuhq;NghHl;(Frankfurt) ,y; vg;gbf; fij ntspf;fpLtjw;F Kjy; ehs; ,uNt njhiyNgrpapy; mioj;Jr; nrhy;ypapUe;j
fl;Lehaf;f tpkhdepiyaj;jpy; nrf;fpq;f rpwpa Gifg;gl my;gj;jpy; ,Ue;j v ghHj;J mtH ,Uf;Fk; ,lk;> tsk;... v mLf;fpdhHfs;. tha; $rhky; “nga;&l nrhy;yp itj;Njd;.
“jpUk;gp tUtha; jhNd..?"
mjw;Fk; “Xk;" vd;W ngha;jhd; nrhd;Nd
tpkhdk; NknyOk;gpa NghJ Ciu> c gpupAk; Jaupy; kdjpd; xU gf;fk; fd ,d;ndhU gf;fk; fdTfs;> fw;gidfs fl;bg; gwf;fj; njhlq;fpaJ. N[Hkdpf;F tpLNthk; vd;w ek;gpf;if epiwaNt ,Ue
Nfhopf;FUkh Ritj;jJ. %d;W rpd;dg gwf;fpNwd; vd;gjhy; mf;fiwahff; ft gps;isfs; me;j czTfspd; Ri

;Js; fijf;fj; njhlq;fpdhs;. vj;jid > fbj ciwapy; mtupd; tpyhrk; vOjp ;Ngd;. MdhYk; me;jg; ngaH thapy; tpy; epw;fNth kWj;jJ.
k; ahH fz;zpYk; gl;L tplhjgb Ul;b vdJ rl;il kbg;Gf;Fs; ehd; N[Hkdpf;Fj;jhd; NghfpNwd; njupaf; $lhJ. nga;&l;(Beirut) NghtJ ;yhk; Vw;ghL nra;ag; gl;bUe;jJ. hq;NghHl;(Frankfurt) tpkhd epiyaj;jpy; NghJ ,wq;fp mfjp tpz;zg;gk; Nfhu
xt;nthU jkpoUk; Nghf vz;zpa ghup];> n`hyz;l;> ,j;jhyp... vd;W Yk; vy;NyhUk; nga;&l; NghtJ ;F gz;zpf; nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;.
t) ,y; vg;gbf; fijf;f Ntz;Lnkd Kjy; ehs; ,uNt vdJ fztH ioj;Jr; nrhy;ypapUe;jhH.
depiyaj;jpy; nrf;fpq;fpd; NghJ vdJ my;gj;jpy; ,Ue;j vdJ fztiug; f;Fk; ,lk;> tsk;... vd;W Nfs;tpfis ha; $rhky; “nga;&l;" vd;W ngha; ;.
jhNd..?"
;W ngha;jhd; nrhd;Ndd;.
k;gpa NghJ Ciu> cwTfis tpl;Lg; djpd; xU gf;fk; fdkhf ,Ue;jhYk;> fdTfs;> fw;gidfs; vd;W ,wf;if hlq;fpaJ. N[Hkdpf;Fg; Ngha;r; NrHe;J ;gpf;if epiwaNt ,Ue;jJ.
tj;jJ. %d;W rpd;dg; gps;isfSld; hy; mf;fiwahff; ftdpf;fg; gl;Nld;. ;j czTfspd; Ritfis Urpf;f

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KbahjtHfshf ,Ue;jjhy; mbf;fb g te;J nfhLj;jhHfs;.
ehd;F ,Uf;iffs; js;spapUe;j rhe rpupj;J> gpd; nfhQ;rkha;f; fijf;f nkh];Nfhitr; nrd;wiltjw;Fs; fpwPk; G+Rq;Nfh mf;fh" vd;W nrhy;YksTf;F mtSf;F ,uz;L Foe;ijfs;. MirfisAk; fz;fSf;Fs; epi itj;jpUe;jhs;. fztid ,uz;L t re;jpf;fg; Nghtjpy; vd;idg; NghyNt M
nkh];Nfhtpy; tpkhdk; jiuapwq;Fk tpz;nzd;W typj;jJ. gps;isfs; th vkf;F mq;Nf uhd;];rpl;(transit). ehk;> nra;ag;gl;l tpLjp xd;wpy; xU ehs; jq kjpak; Y/g;jhd;rhtpy;(Lufthans Gwg;gLtjha;j;jhd; Vw;ghL.
tpkhd epiyaj;jpypUe;J vk;ik Ng& mioj;Jr; nrd;whHfs;. nkh];Nfh Fspu tuz;l gpuNjrk; Nghy; fhl;rp mspj;jJ. ,wq;fp> tpLjpapDs; EioAk; NghJ F fhJ kly;fs; tpiwj;jd. MdhYk; ngupjhfg; ghjpf;ftpy;iy.
%d;W gps;isfSld; cs;Ns rk ek;gpf;if ,Ue;jJ. vdf;F 19tJ khbap xd;W je;jpUe;jhHfs;. XusT trjpahd ntspapy; ghHf;fg; gakhf ,Ue;jJ.
mNj khbapy; ,d;Dk; rpy jkpo nfhLf;fg; gl;bUe;jd. kpf mikjpah vk;ktupd; tUifapy; rw;W my;Ny gl;bUg;gJ Nghyj; njupe;jJ.
vt;tsTjhd; trjpahf me;j miw , trjpf; FiwT NghyNt kdR gps;isfisf; Fspf;f itj;J rhg;gpLt fPNo fd;uPDf;F mioj;Jg; Nghd jkpoHfisAk; xd;whff; fz;Nld;.

,Ue;jjhy; mbf;fb goq;fs; nfhz;L s;.
s; js;spapUe;j rhe;jp Muk;gj;jpy; nfhQ;rkha;f; fijf;fj; njhlq;fp... rd;wiltjw;Fs; fpwPk; je;J “ifAf;Fg; vd;W nrhy;YksTf;F el;ghfp tpl;lhs;. z;L Foe;ijfs;. fdTfisAk;> fz;fSf;Fs; epiwaNt Njf;fp fztid ,uz;L tUlq;fspd; gpd; ; vd;idg; NghyNt Mtyha; ,Ue;jhs;.
pkhdk; jiuapwq;Fk; NghJ fhJ pj;jJ. gps;isfs; the;jp vLj;jhHfs;. uhd;];rpl;(transit). ehk;> mq;F xOq;F p xd;wpy; xU ehs; jq;fp mLj;j ehs; /g;jhd;rhtpy;(Lufthansa) N[Hkdp
; Vw;ghL.
;jpypUe;J vk;ik Ng&e;jpy; tpLjpf;F Hfs;. nkh];Nfh Fspupy; ciwe;J xU ghy; fhl;rp mspj;jJ. Ng&e;jpy; ,Ue;J s; EioAk; NghJ FspH miwe;jJ. piwj;jd. MdhYk; mit vd;idg; py;iy.
Sld; cs;Ns rkhspg;Ngd; vd;w . vdf;F 19tJ khbapy; ,ul;il miw fs;. XusT trjpahd miw. ad;dyhy;
; gakhf ,Ue;jJ.
,d;Dk; rpy jkpoUf;F miwfs; e;jd. kpf mikjpahf ,Ue;j khb fapy; rw;W my;Nyhy fy;Nyhyg;
; njupe;jJ.
jpahf me;j miw ,Ue;jhYk; VNjh NghyNt kdR rq;flg; gl;lJ. pf;f itj;J rhg;gpLtjw;fhf ntspapy; mioj;Jg; Nghd NghJjhd; 32 ;whff; fz;Nld;.

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gupr;rakpy;yhj czTfisr; rhg;gpl K gl;Nlhk;. ,uz;L Nkir js;spa ,isQHfspy; xUtdhd uh[d; rPd NjePUf;F cg;igg; Nghl;L tpl;L rj;jk; nfhz;bUe;jhd;. ghHg;gjw;Ff; nfhQ;rk; njupe;jhd;.
,uthdJk;> rhe;jp gps;isfSld; vd; m Kfk; njupahjtid kzk; nra;J nfhs ngz; gps;isfSk;> ntspehL tho;f;ifia khw;wg; NghfpwJ vd;W nj gj;njhd;gJ taJ epuk;gpa mg;ghtpj Mz; gps;isfSk; te;jhHfs;.
vq;fs; fijfs;> Cupy; tpl;L te;j cwT Gfyplj;jpy; re;jpf;fg; NghFk; cwTf Rw;wpr; Rw;wp te;jd. rpyUf;F f fd;dq;fspy; tope;jd. eL ,ut ,lq;fSf;Fg; Ngha;r; NrHe;J t ek;gpf;ifAld; xt;nthUtUk; jj;jkJ NghdhHfs;.
mLj;j ehs; kjpak; vkf;fhd Ng&e;j epiyaj;Jf;Fr; nrd;W upf;nfw;iw XNf tupirapy; epd;w NghJjhd; tpjp rj mwpe;J nfhz;Nlhk;. xt;nthUtuhf tpkh mDkjp kWf;fg; gl;Nlhk;. ehD Foe;ijfSld; ,Ug;gjhy; vq;fSf;F k $ba rYif toq;fg; gLnkd vjpHgh uhd;];rpw; tprh ,y;yhky; Y/g;jhd;rh t Vw;f kWj;J tpl;lJ.
vj;jidNah tpjkhff; fijj;Jg; ghH ghHj;Njhk;. k;..Fk;.. vq;fs; tpkhdk; vq tpkhd epiyaj;jpy; tpl;L tpl;L jd;ghl mOif te;jJ. MdhYk; nfQ;rpf; tplkhl;Nlhkh> vd;w eg;ghirNahL Nghuhb
jpUk;g me;j tpLjpf;Nf mDg;gg; gl Mq;fpyk; njupe;jtHfNs ,y;iy vd mtHfSld; vq;fs; gpur;ridfisg; gpur;ridahf ,Ue;jJ. fd;uPdpy; mtHfs

zTfisr; rhg;gpl Kbahky; rq;flg; Nkir js;spapUe;j ehd;F Utdhd uh[d; rPdpnad epidj;J ; Nghl;L tpl;L rj;jk; Nghl;Lr; rpupj;Jf; hHg;gjw;Ff; nfhQ;rk; uTbj; jdkha;j;
p gps;isfSld; vd; miwf;F te;jhs;. d kzk; nra;J nfhs;sr; nry;Yk; rpy fSk;> ntspehL vg;gbnay;yhk; ;wg; NghfpwJ vd;W njupahj gjpndl;L> J epuk;gpa mg;ghtpj;jdk; fiyahj
; te;jhHfs;.
Cupy; tpl;L te;j cwTfisg; gw;wpAk;> pf;fg; NghFk; cwTfisg; gw;wpANk te;jd. rpyUf;F fz;fs; fyq;fp ope;jd. eL ,utpy;> epidj;j Ngha;r; NrHe;J tpLNthk; vd;w t;nthUtUk; jj;jkJ miwfSf;Fg;
pak; vkf;fhd Ng&e;jpy; Vwp tpkhd rd;W upf;nfw;iw XNf gz;Ztjw;fhf NghJjhd; tpjp rjp nra;jpUg;gij k;. xt;nthUtuhf tpkhdk; VWtjw;fhd g; gl;Nlhk;. ehDk;> rhe;jpAk; Ug;gjhy; vq;fSf;F kw;wtHfis tplf; oq;fg; gLnkd vjpHghHj;J Vkhe;Njhk;. y;yhky; Y/g;jhd;rh tpkhdk; vq;fis J.
khff; fijj;Jg; ghHj;Njhk;. nfQ;rpg; ;.. vq;fs; tpkhdk; vq;fis nkh];Nfh py; tpl;L tpl;L jd;ghl;by; gwe;j NghJ MdhYk; nfQ;rpf; $j;jhb ntd;W ;w eg;ghirNahL NghuhbNdhk;.
pLjpf;Nf mDg;gg; gl;Nlhk;. tpLjpapy; tHfNs ,y;iy vd;W nrhy;yyhk;. ;fs; gpur;ridfisg; NgRtNj ngUk; e;jJ. fd;uPdpy; mtHfs; rhg;ghLfisg;

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gupkhWk; NghJ Kjy; ehs; ,Ue;j ku NghdJ Nghyj; njupe;jJ.
fhtYf;F epd;w nghyPrplk; Ngha; gpur;ridfisr; nrhy;yp vq;fisj; Ntz;lhk; vd;W Nfl;Lg; ghHj;Njhk;. mt u\;a nkhopapy; Ngrp tpl;L “mtHfs nra;ayhk; vd Nahrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpw nghWj;jpUq;fs;." vd;W nrhd;dhH. ek;g KbTf;fha; fhj;jpUe;Njhk;.
mLj;j ehs; uh[idAk;> ,d;ndhU kw;wtHfs; vy;NyhUk; vdJ miwf;F njhlq;fpdhHfs;. vd;d nra;ayhk;> vd Nfs;tpAk;. ,g;NghJ vy;NyhUk; jj;jkJ Mw;whikNahL ntspNa nrhy;yj; njhlq
gjpndl;L taJ epuk;gpa Nrfiu mtdJ  jilg;gl;L tpl;l gazj epidj;J vy;NyhUk; kpfTk; Ntjidg; ,Ue;Njhk;.
tpkhdepiyaj;jpy; ,Ue;J xt;nt NknyOe;J gwf;Fk; NghJ me;jr; vd;dNth nra;jJ. ad;dyhy; ntspapy nkh];Nfh FspH epiwe;j ghiy fhl;rpaspj;jJ. nkJ nkJthf kdRf;Fs njhlq;fpaJ.
xt;nthU miwapypUe;Jk; NtW /gpisw;Wf;fhf(flight) clikfSld; nt Mjq;fk; jiy J}f;fpaJ.
vdJ fztUf;F vg;gbahtJ tplaj Ntz;Lk; vd;gjhy; xU fbjk; vOjp tpl ,lk; Njba NghJ xU gpd;yhe;J re;jpj;Njd;. mtuplk; vq;fs; 32NguJ e

Kjy; ehs; ,Ue;j kupahij Fiwe;J jupe;jJ.
nghyPrplk; Ngha; vq;fs; ehl;Lg; nrhy;yp vq;fisj; jpUg;gp mDg;g fl;Lg; ghHj;Njhk;. mtH cupatHfNshL Ngrp tpl;L “mtHfs; cq;fis vd;d hrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;. mJ tiu vd;W nrhd;dhH. ek;gpf;ifAld; ey;y pUe;Njhk;.
uh[idAk;> ,d;ndhUtidAk; jtpu hUk; vdJ miwf;Fs; te;J $lj; vd;d nra;ayhk;> vd;gNj vy;NyhuJ J vy;NyhUk; jj;jkJ epiyg;ghLfis
spNa nrhy;yj; njhlq;fpdhHfs;.
epuk;gpa Nrfiu mtdJ mk;kh tPl;il d; mDg;gpapUe;jh. ,UgJ taJ dJ mf;fh jhypf;nfhbia mlF k; nfhLj;jpUe;jhs;. ,g;gbNa xt;nthU fij. tPzha;g; Nghd lg;gl;L tpl;l gazj;ijAk; epidj;J k; kpfTk; Ntjidg; gl;Lf; nfhz;Nl
; ,Ue;J xt;nthU tpkhdKk; ;Fk; NghJ me;jr; rj;jk; kdij . ad;dyhy; ntspapy; ghHj;j NghJ pH epiwe;j ghiytdk; NghyNt J nkJthf kdRf;Fs; ntWik R+oj;
wapypUe;Jk; NtW ehl;ltHfs; ) clikfSld; ntspNaWk; NghJ }f;fpaJ.
vg;gbahtJ tplaj;ijj; njuptpf;f ; xU fbjk; vOjp tpl;L mQ;ry; nra;a ghJ xU gpd;yhe;J tNahjpgiur; k; vq;fs; 32NguJ epiyikfisAk;

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nrhd;d NghJ> mtH kpfTk; ,uf;fg; jhNd mQ;ry; nra;tjhfr; nrhy;yp thq;f
Nghfg; Nghf uh[dpd; fijfs; Vlh$ mtd; ePH nfhOk;igr; NrHe;jtdhk;. mt khjpupahf ,Ue;jJ. filrpahf mtd Af;jp nrhd;dhd;. “xU Foe;ijia a Nghl;L tpl;lhy; vq;fisj; jpUg;gp mD vd;whd;. vdf;Fj; J}f;fp thupg; Nghl;lJ. Jbf;f kwe;J gpd; glglj;jJ. mtd; F %d;W gps;isfspy; xUtiuNah m ,uz;L gps;isfspy; xUtiuNahjhd;.
mjd; gpd; vdf;Fk; rhe;jpf;Fk; nfhQ;r epk;kjpAk; gQ;rha; gwe;J tpl;lJ. r gps;isfSld; vdJ miwapy; te;J “mtd; nra;jhYk; nra;thd; mf;fh. ghHf;fNt gakhf ,Uf;F" vd;whs;.
vq;F nrd;whYk; ehDk;> rhe;jpAk; xd;whfNt nrd;Nwhk;. tpLjpia tpl;L nt Xb tpLNthkh> vd;W kdR mbf;fb N ,Ue;jJ. vg;gb? mJ rhj;jpakhFkh! ntspapy; fhyb itf;fNt vq;fS ,Uf;ftpy;iy.
tpLjpapDs; vq;F ghHj;jhYk; u\;a vy;yhk; vOjg; gl;bUe;jd. M njupe;jtHfisf; fz;L gpbg;gNj ngUk;g
ehd;fhk; ehs;> vk;ikj; jpUg;gp mDg;Gt tpl;ljhf mwptpj;jhHfs;. ,uz;L xt;nthU miwahf te;J “ehis tpba nubahf epy;Yq;fs;." vd;W nrhy;ypr; nr
me;j ,uT> uh[idj; jtpu kw;iwa miwf;Fs; te;J $b tpl;lhHfs;. uh[ tpl;L> xU gps;isapd; capiuj; jpahfk tpl;Nld;> mjdhy;jhd; vy;yhk; vd;gJ Nfhgg; ghHit xd;iw tPrp tpl;Lr; nrd;w

tH kpfTk; ,uf;fg; gl;L> fbjj;ij a;tjhfr; nrhy;yp thq;fpr; nrd;whH.
[dpd; fijfs; Vlh$lkhf ,Ue;jd. ;igr; NrHe;jtdhk;. mtdJ jkpNo xU J. filrpahf mtd; xU F&ukhd “xU Foe;ijia ad;dyhy; J}f;fpg; vq;fisj; jpUg;gp mDg;g khl;lhHfs;." J}f;fp thupg; Nghl;lJ. xU juk; neQ;R ; glglj;jJ. mtd; Fwpg;gpl;lJ vdJ py; xUtiuNah my;yJ rhe;jpapd; py; xUtiuNahjhd;.
k; rhe;jpf;Fk; nfhQ;r eQ;rk; ,Ue;j ; gwe;J tpl;lJ. rhe;jp xNuabahf dJ miwapy; te;J ,Ue;J tpl;lhs;. k; nra;thd; mf;fh. vdf;F mtidg;
,Uf;F" vd;whs;.
; ehDk;> rhe;jpAk; gps;isfSld; hk;. tpLjpia tpl;L ntspapy; vq;fhtJ d;W kdR mbf;fb Nfl;Lf; nfhz;Nl mJ rhj;jpakhFkh! tpLjpia tpl;L itf;fNt vq;fSf;F mDkjp
;F ghHj;jhYk; u\;a nkhopapNyNa ; gl;bUe;jd. Mq;fpyk; Ngrj; fz;L gpbg;gNj ngUk;ghlhf ,Ue;jJ.
;ikj; jpUg;gp mDg;Gtjhf KbntLj;J pj;jhHfs;. ,uz;L nghyP];fhuHfs; hf te;J “ehis tpba %d;W kzpf;F s;." vd;W nrhy;ypr; nrd;whHfs;.
idj; jtpu kw;iwa vy;NyhUk; vdJ $b tpl;lhHfs;. uh[d; te;J ghHj;J apd; capiuj; jpahfk; gz;z kWj;J ;jhd; vy;yhk; vd;gJ Nghy vd;dpy; ;iw tPrp tpl;Lr; nrd;whd;.

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md;W vq;fspy; ahUNk epj;jpiu ngz;gps;isfspy; rpyH vd;N nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;. ,tHfs; ahUk; miwfspy; ,y;iy vd;gij vg;gbNah nghyP]; $l;lk; ,uz;liu kzpastpy te;J nkha;j;J tpl;lJ.
cilfis khw;wp ntspf;fpLk; gb gl;Nlhk;. ehq;fSk; Kbe;jtiu kWj vJTk; gad; mspf;ftpy;iy. jpUg;gp vq;fis ,Of;fhj Fiwahf mioj “Nghdhy; nrj;J tpLNthk;" vd;Wk; nrh mtHfs; krpatpy;iy.
fhiy VO kzpf;Fg; gwf;fg; NghFk vk;ik %d;W kzpf;Nf $l;br; nrd;W ,lj;jpy; epw;ghl;b itj;jhHfs;.
tpkhdj;Jf;fhd Ng&e;jpd; tuTf;f ePz;ljhf> jz;lid jUtJ Nghy Fwpg;gpl;l Neuj;jpd; gpd; gps;isfs; njhlq;fpdhHfs;. Fspupy; mtHfs ntbg;Gfs; Vw;gl;L ,uj;jk; frpaj; nj Jbj;jJ.
 ́,dp KbahJ ́ vd ngupatHfs; ehq;fS epyj;jpy; rha;e;j xU fl;lj;jpy; Ng&e;J gazk; Muk;gpj;jJ. xt;nthUtH kdj vy;NyhH thapYk; mtHfis m thHj;ijfs; “nrj;J tpLNthkh!" vd;gJj
tpkhdk; ghfp];jhdpy; jiuapwq;fpa gr;irahfj; njupe;jJ. ,wq;fp Xb tpLN me;jupj;jJ. vJTk; vd; ifapy; ,Uf;ft
fl;Lehaf;fhtpy; te;jpwq;fpa NghJ thHj Kbahj Vkhw;wk;. vjpH nfhs;sg; NghFk vg;gb Kfk; nfhLg;gJ vd;w kdg; Nghuh
nts;stj;ijapy; ,Uf;Fk; khkhitj mioj;J tplaj;ijr; nrhy;yp tpl;L uf;r

; ahUNk epj;jpiu nfhs;stpy;iy. ; rpyH vd;NdhL xl;bf; ,tHfs; ahUk; mtutHf;Fupa y vd;gij vg;gbNah mwpe;J nfhz;l ,uz;liu kzpastpy; vd; miwia pl;lJ.
;wp ntspf;fpLk; gb fl;lhag; gLj;jg; k; Kbe;jtiu kWj;Jg; ghHj;Njhk;. spf;ftpy;iy. jpUg;gp mDg;Gtjw;fhf j Fiwahf mioj;Jr; nrd;whHfs;. tpLNthk;" vd;Wk; nrhy;ypg; ghHj;Njhk;. ;iy.
pf;Fg; gwf;fg; NghFk; tpkhdj;Jf;fhf zpf;Nf $l;br; nrd;W xU Fspuhd
itj;jhHfs;.
Ng&e;jpd; tuTf;fhd fhj;jpUg;G id jUtJ Nghy mike;jpUe;jJ. pd; gpd; gps;isfs; RUz;L tpoj; Fspupy; mtHfspd; fhy;fspy; ;L ,uj;jk; frpaj; njhlq;fpaJ. kdR
d ngupatHfs; ehq;fSk; Xa;e;J Ngha; xU fl;lj;jpy; Ng&e;J te;J fl;lhag; J. xt;nthUtH kdjpYk; Nghuhl;lk;. k; mtHfis mwpahky; te;j ;J tpLNthkh!" vd;gJjhd;.
hdpy; jiuapwq;fpa NghJ vy;yhk; ;jJ. ,wq;fp Xb tpLNthkh> vd kdR k; vd; ifapy; ,Uf;ftpy;iy.
e;jpwq;fpa NghJ thHj;ijfspy; tbf;f vjpH nfhs;sg; NghFk; cwtpdHfsplk; g;gJ vd;w kdg; Nghuhl;lk;.
,Uf;Fk; khkhitj; njhiNgrpapy; jr; nrhy;yp tpl;L uf;rpapy; VwpNdd;.

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rhe;jp fyq;fpa fz;fSld; Xb te;J mOj;jpf; nfhz;L “mf;fh> ehd; vg;gpb NghwJ? nrj;jplyhk; Nghiy ,Uf;ff;fh tpl;L ,d;ndhU uf;rpapy; gps;isfSld;
mtSf;F nfhOk;gpy; ahUk; ,y;iyah jq;fp tpl;L tpba aho; Gwg;gLfpwhshk;.
khkh tPl;by; ,uTr;rhg;ghL ,bag;gKk;> fwpAk;. vJTk; Urpf;ftpy;iy.
tplakwpe;J N[HkdpapypUe;J fztH mioj;J “mtrug;gl;L CUf;Fg; Nghf VjhtJ top ,Uf;Nfh vz;L ghHg;gk;." rw;W MWjyhf ,Ue;jJ.
mLj;jehs; kjpak; ,d;ndhU Vn[d;r ehDk; khkhTk; Maj;jkhfpf; nfhz;b Nehf;fpr; nrd;W nfhz;bUe;j g]; xd mDuhjGuj;Jf;Fk; ,ilapy; gazpf vupf;fg; gl;L tpl;lJ ́ vd;w nra;jp te;jJ
mtrukha; rhe;jp ,Ue;j nyhl;[;f;F miog;ig Nkw; nfhz;Nld;. “mts; m gz;zpf; nfhz;L fhiy g];rpy; Gw vd;whHfs;.
29.11.2002

fz;fSld; Xb te;J vd; iffis “mf;fh> ehd; vg;gpbaf;fh CUf;Fg; hk; Nghiy ,Uf;ff;fh!" vd;W nrhy;yp f;rpapy; gps;isfSld; Vwpdhs;.
;gpy; ahUk; ,y;iyahk;. nyhl;[; ,y; aho; Gwg;gLfpwhshk;.
r;rhg;ghL ,bag;gKk;> cUisf;fpoq;Ff; pf;ftpy;iy.
kdpapypUe;J fztH njhiyNgrpapy; ;gl;L CUf;Fg; Nghf Ntz;lhk;. Ntiw f;Nfh vz;L ghHg;gk;." vd;W nrhd;dJ Ue;jJ.
k; ,d;ndhU Vn[d;rpaplk; Nghtjw;F Maj;jkhfpf; nfhz;bUe;j Neuk;>  ́aho; nfhz;bUe;j g]; xd;W khNfhTf;Fk;> ; ,ilapy; gazpfSld; NrHj;J J ́ vd;w nra;jp te;jJ.
p ,Ue;j nyhl;[;f;Fj; njhiyNgrp fhz;Nld;. “mts; miwiaf; fhd;ry; fhiy g];rpy; Gwg;gl;L tpl;lhs;"

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“vd;d jhypf;nfhbiag; Nghlhky; te;jd
“Xk;> ehd; NghLNwy;iy."
“vd;d ePH..! mit ,njy;yhk; ftd jhypapy;yhl;by; vd;d epidg;gpdk;! kupahij ,y;iyj; njupANk!"
mts; jdJ nkhj;jj; jhypf;nfhbapy fhRg; ngd;uid tpuy;fshy; msht mYj;Jf; nfhz;lhs;.
ehd; cLj;jpa N[hHn[l; Nriy gpbf;ftpy;iy. jd;idg; Nghy rUif NriyAld;jhd; mq;F vy;yhg; ngz;fS fOj;NjhL xl;bagb fy;Yg; gjp mzpe;jpUe;jhs;.
ehd; Nkftz;z ePy N[hHn[l; Nri Jk;Gr; rq;fpypiaf; fOj;jpy; njhq;f tpl
,J mtSf;Fg; ngupa mtkhdkhk;. nrhe;jk; vd;W nrhy;yNt ntl;fkhk;. njhznjhzg;G. gpwe;jehs; nfhz;lh EioAk; tiu mtspd; njhznjhz Vd;jhd; ,tisr; re;jpf;f vd;W yz;ld; te;NjNdh> vd;wpUe;jJ.

iag; Nghlhky; te;jdPNu..?"
y;iy."
t ,njy;yhk; ftdkhg; ghHg;gpdk;. vd;d epidg;gpdk;! rP.. vt;tsT
; njupANk!"
hj;jj; jhypf;nfhbapy; nfhOtpapUe;j tpuy;fshy; mshtpagb vd;Dld; hs;.
N[hHn[l; Nriy $l mtSf;Fg; d;idg; Nghy rUiff; fiu Nghl;l q;F vy;yhg; ngz;fSk; tUthHfshk;. agb fy;Yg; gjpj;j ml;baYk;
ePy N[hHn[l; Nriy cLj;jp> xU
; fOj;jpy; njhq;f tpl;bUe;Njd;.
ngupa mtkhdkhk;. vd;idj; jdJ rhy;yNt ntl;fkhk;. mJjhd; ,e;jj; gpwe;jehs; nfhz;lhLk; tPl;Lf;Fs; mtspd; njhznjhzg;G Xatpy;iy. r; re;jpf;f vd;W N[HkdpapypUe;J > vd;wpUe;jJ.

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gpwe;jehs; nfhz;lhLk; tPl;by; vy;Nyh ,Ue;jhHfs;. jhyp Nriyf;Fs; rhila vLj;njLj;J ntspNa tpLtJk;> j gpirtJkha; rpy ngz;fSk;> gQ;rhgpfS ngz;fSk; xU Gwk; ,Uf;f> M gy;fzpapy; Ngha;g; Gifg;gJTk;> Nghj;jy;fspypUe;J thHj;J thHj;J ,Ue;jhHfs;.
mts; rw;W rq;flj;Jld; “,t N[ te;jpUf;fpwh" vd vd;id kw;wtHfS gLj;jpdhs;. mq;Fs;s kw;wtHfSk; NriyiaAk; itj;Jj;jhd; vd;id njupahJ. vdf;F mJ gw;wpf; ftiyap ,ij kwe;J Nghfhjtsha; “gQ;rg; gpuNj te;j Ms; khjpup te;jpUf;fpwPH." vd;W KZKZj;jhs;.
gpwe;jehs; gps;isia kl;Lk; fhztp vq;ifNah tpisahLjhk;. te;jpLkhk Nfhopf;fhy;fs;> fl;yl;Lfs; vd;W nfhz;bUe;jd. jpBnud;W xU ngz; x Fbf;ff; nfhz;L te;jhs;.
“k;... itd; Nghiy ,Uf;F." vd;id Kfj;ijr; Rspj;J tpl;Nld;.
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“rP.. vdf;F Ntz;lhk;. ehd; cJfs; Fbf
me;jg; ngz;Zf;Ff; nfhQ;rk; mj mtkhdg; gl;lJ Nghd;wjhd gpd; thq;fy
epiyik Gupe;jJ. mtisg; rq;flg; gLj
“nrhwp. Fiw epidf;fhijq;Nfh. vd ,Ue;jhy; jhq;Nfh. ehd; mw;fNfhy; rkhspj;Njd;.

;lhLk; tPl;by; vy;NyhUk; fyfyg;ghf p Nriyf;Fs; rhilahf kiwe;jhYk; spNa tpLtJk;> jhypr; rul;ilg; ngz;fSk;> gQ;rhgpfSld; ,d;Dk; rpy Gwk; ,Uf;f> Mz;fs; mbf;fb ha;g; Gifg;gJTk;> ngupa ngupa thHj;J thHj;Jf; Fbg;gJkha;
;flj;Jld; “,t N[HkdpapiyapUe;J vd;id kw;wtHfSf;F mwpKfg; ;Fs;s kw;wtHfSk; eiffisAk;> tj;Jj;jhd; vd;id mse;jhHfNsh mJ gw;wpf; ftiyapy;iy. mts;jhd; hjtsha; “gQ;rg; gpuNjrj;jpiy ,Ue;J p te;jpUf;fpwPH." vd;W vdJ fhJf;Fs;
sia kl;Lk; fhztpy;iy.  ́cs;is sahLjhk;. te;jpLkhk;. ́ ,jdpilNa fl;yl;Lfs; vd;W gupkhwg; gl;Lf; pBnud;W xU ngz; xU jl;by; VNjh te;jhs;.
iy ,Uf;F." vd;id mwpahkNyNa
tpl;Nld;.
,J nghk;gpisaSf;F." nrhd;d gb plk; itd; fpshi] ePl;bdhs;.
;lhk;. ehd; cJfs; Fbf;fpNwy;iy."
f;Ff; nfhQ;rk; mjpHr;rp. nfhQ;rk; Nghd;wjhd gpd; thq;fy;.
mtisg; rq;flg; gLj;jp tpl;NlNdh!
epidf;fhijq;Nfh. vdf;F xNwQ;A+]; h. ehd; mw;fNfhy; Fbf;fpNwy;iy."

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“,Q;ir yz;ldpiy ,J fl;lhak ,y;yhl;b kupahijapy;iy. ck;ikr; r vz;Ljhd; vy;yhUk; epidg;gpdk;." vupr;rYld; vd;idf; fbe;J nfhz;lhs;.
X.. itd; Fbf;fhj ngz;fs; gl;bf yz;ld; ehfupfNkh..? epidj;jgb ehd; njhlq;fpNdd;.
12..3.2003

piy ,J fl;lhak; Fbf;NfhZk;. japy;iy. ck;ikr; rupahd gl;bf;fhL hUk; epidg;gpdk;." mts; epakhd
f; fbe;J nfhz;lhs;.
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gpilg;gij epWf;jpa mg;ghr;rp fhfj;ij kPz;Lk; RsF muprpf;Fs; ftdj;ijr; nr ney; xd;iwf; fz;L mij mtrukhf gbNa.. “nrhy;NyYjpy;iy Nkid> ghHj Nghiy ,Uf;F. Mdhy; njhz;i fj;Jwijg; ghHj;jhy; VNjh xU khjpup ,
vdf;F Mir. mJ muprpf;fhfkhf N[Hkdpapy; ,Ue;J vd; fztupd; f vd;gJjhd;. mNj Neuk; mJ mz;lq mrk;ghtpjk; vJTk; ele;J tpl mq;fyha;g;Gk; vd;Ds; ,Ue;jJ.
New;Wk; ,g;gbj;jhd; fhfk; fj;jpf; nf Mdhy; mg;ghr;rp mbj;J itj;Jr; nrh muprpf;fhfk; vd;Wk;> ahNuh tug; Nghfpwh
mg;ghr;rp nrhd;dJ NghyNt New;W fNz fNz];khkh vdf;nfhd;Wk; cwT Kiw CNu mtiuf; $g;gpLtJ fNz];k mtUf;Fk; vq;fSf;Fk; el;G te;j fijN
tPl;by; mtuJ kidtp vg;gbj;jhd; R rikj;Jg; Nghl;lhYk; gUj;jpj;Jiw Ritf;fhky; mtuhy; ,Uf;f gUj;jpj;Jiwj; Njhirf;fhfNt ng irf;fpis cof;fpf; nfhz;L jpdKk; gU tiu te;J tpLthuhk;.

pUe;J xU fhfk; tha; XahJ fj;jpf; J. “mg;ghr;rp..> ,J mz;lq;fhfNkh..> jtpL gwf;f muprp gpilj;Jf; hr;rpiag; ghHj;Jf; Nfl;Nld;.
pa mg;ghr;rp fhfj;ijf; $He;J Nehf;fp prpf;Fs; ftdj;ijr; nrYj;jp> muprpf;Fs; z;L mij mtrukhf vLj;J vwpe;j jpy;iy Nkid> ghHj;jhy; muprpf;fhfk; . Mdhy; njhz;ilia tpupr;Rf; hy; VNjh xU khjpup ,Uf;F" vd;wh.
mJ muprpf;fhfkhf ,Uf;NfhZk;. ;J vd; fztupd; fbjk; tNuhZk; Neuk; mJ mz;lq;fhfkhf ,Ue;J JTk; ele;J tplf; $lhnjd;w ;Ds; ,Ue;jJ.
hd; fhfk; fj;jpf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jJ. mbj;J itj;Jr; nrhy;yp tpl;lh. mJ k;> ahNuh tug; NghfpwhHfs; vd;Wk;.
NghyNt New;W fNz];khkh te;jhH. ;nfhd;Wk; cwT Kiw khkh ,y;iy. $g;gpLtJ fNz];khkh vd;Wjhd;. f;Fk; el;G te;j fijNa RitahdJ.
kidtp vg;gbj;jhd; Rit tifahfr; ;lhYk; gUj;jpj;Jiwj; Njhiriar; tuhy; ,Uf;f Kbtjpy;iyahk;. Njhirf;fhfNt nghypfz;bapypUe;J pf; nfhz;L jpdKk; gUj;jpj;Jiw uTz; uhk;.

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vd; fztUk; gUj;jpj;Jiwj; Njhirf;F jlitfs; ehd; rikj;J itj;J tp Njhir rhg;gpl;L tpl;L te;J v fpswpapUf;fpwhH.
Njhir Ritj;jtHfSf;F ,ila Ritj;jNjh vd;dNth! Xlf;fiuj yhyhf;filf; nfhj;Jnuhl;bf;Fk; NghFksTf;F ,UtUk; ez;gHfshfp tpl
el;G tPL tiu te;j NghJjhd; fNz];khkhit Kjd;Kjyhfr; re;jpj tUk; tpy;yd; Nghy; xU ky;yd; Nj votpy;iy. rpupg;Gf; $l ajhHj;jk xg;Gf;Fr; rpupj;J tpl;L cs;Ns Xb “el;Gf;F NtW ahUk; fpilf;ftpy;iyah? fbe;Njd;.
“nghypfz;bahH mg;gpbj;jhd;. mtd; g ky;yd;. gofpwJf;F ey;ytd;." vd;whH vd
mLj;j Kiw fNz];khkh tPl;Lf;F t vtHrpy;tH uk;sHfSk;> xU vtHrpy;tH te;jhH. nghypfz;bahH fps mUe;Jtjpy;iyahk;. uk;supy;jhd; mUe;J
ehq;fs; nts;spf;fpoikfspYk;> tpuj rpy;tH ghj;jpuq;fisg; ghtpg;Nghk; vd epidj;Jk; nrhy;yhJ jtpHj;Njd;.
fhy Xl;lj;jpy; caHe;j> gUj;j> Kul cUtj;Js; xspe;jpUf;Fk; ey;y kdij el;ghfp tpl;Nld;.
NjePUld; vkJ tPl;Lf;Fs; Muk;gpj;j m el;ghdJ. fNz];khkhtpd; kidtp Foe;ij kdk; nfhz;ltjhd;.  ́vz;n ,Oj;Jg; Nghl;l ngupa nfhz;ilA KfKk;> ngupa Fq;Fkg; nghl;Lk;> eiffSk; nghypfz;bahUf;;Nf cupa mk;kh nrhd;dh.

j;jpj;Jiwj; Njhirf;F mbikjhd;. gy rikj;J itj;J tpl;Lf; fhj;jpUf;f tpl;L te;J vd; Nfhgj;ijf;
;jtHfSf;F ,ilapyhd Ngr;Rk; d;dNth! Xlf;fiuj; Njhirf;Fk;> nfhj;Jnuhl;bf;Fk; $l;lhfNt tUk; ez;gHfshfp tpl;lhHfs;.
te;j NghJjhd; NjePH fpshRld; Kjd;Kjyhfr; re;jpj;Njd;. glq;fspy; ghy; xU ky;yd; Njhw;wk;. Ngr eh ;Gf; $l ajhHj;jkhf tutpy;iy. tpl;L cs;Ns Xb tpl;Nld;. gpd;dH Uk; fpilf;ftpy;iyah?" vd fztiuf;
mg;gpbj;jhd;. mtd; ghHf;fpwJf;Fj;jhd; ;F ey;ytd;." vd;whH vd; fztH.
z];khkh tPl;Lf;F tUk; NghJ vl;L Sk;> xU vtHrpy;tH NwAk; nfhz;L hypfz;bahH fpshrpy; NjePH
k;. uk;supy;jhd; mUe;JthHfshk;.
;fpoikfspYk;> tpuj ehl;fspYe;jhd; isg; ghtpg;Nghk; vd;gijr; nrhy;y hJ jtpHj;Njd;.
caHe;j> gUj;j> Kul;Lj;jdkhd me;j ;jpUf;Fk; ey;y kdijf; fz;L ehDk;
Pl;Lf;Fs; Muk;gpj;j me;j el;G FLk;g ];khkhtpd; kidtp uhzpmf;fhTk; nfhz;ltjhd;.  ́vz;nza; G+rp thup ngupa nfhz;ilAk;> gsgsf;Fk; Fq;Fkg; nghl;Lk;> fOj;J epiwa pfz;bahUf;;Nf cupa jdpf;fisahk; ́

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uhzpmf;fh Kjd; Kjy; vq;fs; tPl;L fNz];khkhTld; xl;b xl;bf; nfh fs;skw;w rpupg;Gld; vd;idf; ftHe;jh. i ghHriy vd;dplk; je;J “,Jf;Fs;i ,Uf;F. vy;yhUkhr; rhg;gpLq;Nfh." vd;wh.
vdf;F xU khjpupahfp tpl;lJ. ehq;f Ml;Lf;Fj;jhd; itg;Nghk;. ,t vq;f nrhy;fpwh. NahridAld; mk;khtplk; nfhLj;J “mk;kh> Gz;zhf;fhk;> nfhz rhg;gpll;lhk;." Kfj;ijAk;> thiaAk; R nrhd;Ndd;.
mk;kh rpupj;j gbNa “nghypfz;bahH v Gz;zhf;F vz;L nrhy;Ywit. mitaspd;iu vs;Sg;ghFTf;Fj; jdp Ur
nghypfz;bAk;> gUj;jpj;JiwapYs;s vd $g;gpL J}uj;jpy;jhd; ,Uf;fpd;wd. tof;fpYk;> gof;f tof;fq;fspY tpj;jpahrq;fs; vg;gb te;jd? kdR tpdh
md;W mtHfSf;F vq;fs; tPl;by; kjpa wg;gpy; ,uz;;L Nrty;fisf; fl;bj; J ngz;fs; ahUk; ghHf;fhky;... kzf;f ,iwr;rp. ciwg;gpy; %f;F Edp Nt gpbj;Njhk;. kr;rk; vd;gjhy; vq;fs; t ghj;jpuq;fisj; jtpHj;J gPq;fhd; Nfhg;i fpshrpy; jz;zPH Fbj;Njhk;.
mLj;j Kiw fNz];khkh vq;fs; tPl;L vq;fsplk; rpy;tH Nfhg;igfNs ,y;iy gj;J rpy;tH Nfhg;igfSk;> xU rpy;tH te;J je;jhH.
“nghypfz;bahH nrhk;gpiiyjhd; jz mg;ghr;rp nrhd;dh. nghypfz;bahUldhd vdf;F rw;W tpj;jpahrkhf Mdhy; re;Nj
,e;j re;Njhrq;fspy; ahH fz; gl;lNj nrhe;jKz;L> $bf; FJhfypf;f el;G

; Kjy; vq;fs; tPl;Lf;F te;j NghJ xl;b xl;bf; nfhz;Nl ele;jgb d; vd;idf; ftHe;jh. ifapYs;s ngupa k; je;J “,Jf;Fs;is Gz;zhf;F r; rhg;gpLq;Nfh." vd;wh.
pupahfp tpl;lJ. ehq;fs; gpz;zhf;if itg;Nghk;. ,t vq;fisr; rhg;gplr; dAld; mk;khtplk; nfhz;L Ngha;f; > Gz;zhf;fhk;> nfhz;L te;jpUf;fpdk;> j;ijAk;> thiaAk; Rspj;j gbNajhd;
Na “nghypfz;bahH vs;Sg;ghitj;jhd; ;L nrhy;Ywit. rhg;gpl;Lg; ghH. ;Sg;ghFTf;Fj; jdp Urp." vd;wh.
Uj;jpj;JiwapYs;s vdJ Mj;jpabAk; ;jhd; ,Uf;fpd;wd. Mdhy; Ngr;R of;f tof;fq;fspYk; ,j;jid ;gb te;jd? kdR tpdhtpaJ.
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z];khkh vq;fs; tPl;Lf;F te;j NghJ> Nfhg;igfNs ,y;iynad epidj;J g;igfSk;> xU rpy;tH nrk;Gk; nfhz;L
nrhk;gpiiyjhd; jz;zp Fbg;gpdk;." . nghypfz;bahUldhd ,e;j mDgtk; pahrkhf Mdhy; re;Njhrkhf ,Ue;jJ.
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re;Njhrpj;J tho;e;jpUe;j vkf;Fk;> v te;jNj NfL.
MHg;gupj;j gUj;jpj;Jiwf; flypd; miy gPuq;fpf; Fz;LfSf;Fs; mkpo;e;J Nghf nebJaHe;j gid cjpHj;j gdk;G+it ele;j gdq;$ly; ghijfSk;> muR c ruruf;f ehk; ele;j tPjpfSk; rpq;fs G+l;]; fhy;fSf;Fs; kpjpglj; njhlq;fpd.
$b tho;e;j ehnky;yhk; fy;nywp $l;lq;fsha; rpjwj; njhlq;fpNdhk;. g tho;thfpg; Nghf rpwfpoe;j gwitfspd nrhe;jkhfj; njhlq;fpaJ.
jpf;fk;> nghypfz;b kf;fs; vy;NyhUk Xba fNz];khkhTk;> uhzpmf;fhTk;> tPl;by; milf;fykhapdH. mJTk; vj;j tPLk; ,uhZtj;jpd; fz;fSf;Fs; tPo;e;j ,lk;khwp ,lk;khwp Xbf; nfhz;bUe;jhHf jd;idf; fhf;f top njupahJ ehl;i tpl;lhH.
mjd; gpd; fNz];khkh> uhzpmf;fh njhlHGk; vdf;F ,y;yhJ NghdJ. kPz vkJ tPl;Lf;F te;j NghJ> fpu Jzpg;igia Njhspy; nfhOtpapUe iff;fpspg; nrhUfpapUe;jhH. jhd glNfhl;bahfp tpl;ljhfr; nrhd;dhH. gps;isfSk; “VNjh tho;fpwhHfs;" vd;wh
New;Wk; Jzpg;igAld;jhd; te;jhH. thrypy; rhj;Jk; NghJ jghy;fhud; vd;W Nfw;iwj; jpwe;J gbfspy; Vwp mtH fNz];khkh vd;W fz;Nld;. epk NeHnfhz;l ghHitAkhfg; Gd;difAld;
“thq;Nfh fNz];khkh" tuNtw;Nwd;.
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j;Jiwf; flypd; miy Xir> rPwp te;j f;Fs; mkpo;e;J Nghfj; njhlq;fpaJ. cjpHj;j gdk;G+it EfHe;jgb ehk; ghijfSk;> muR cjpHj;j ,iyfs; e;j tPjpfSk; rpq;fs ,uhZtq;fspd; s; kpjpglj; njhlq;fpd.
hnky;yhk; fy;nywp gl;l gwitf; wj; njhlq;fpNdhk;. gaKk;> Xl;lKk; rpwfpoe;j gwitfspd; Nrhfk; vq;fs; q;fpaJ.
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];khkh> uhzpmf;fh mtHfSldhd ,y;yhJ NghdJ. kPz;Lk; fNz];khkh te;j NghJ> fpuidl; epiwe;j jhspy; nfhOtpapUe;jhH. ,Lg;gpNy rhUfpapUe;jhH. jhd; ngbaspd; pl;ljhfr; nrhd;dhH. uhzp mf;fhTk;>
h tho;fpwhHfs;" vd;whH.
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;khkh" tuNtw;Nwd;.
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,ilapNy “Gl;L ,Uf;F. rhg;gpLq;Nfhtd
“Ntz;lhk; jq;ifr;rp. ,z;ilf;F ,uT Nghwd;. mJjhd; nrhy;ypg; Nghl;L te;jdhd;." vd;whH.
mjw;F mHj;jk;> ngbais gapw;rpf;fhfN fhuzj;jpw;fhfNth glfpy; ,e;jpahTf;Ff NghfpwhH vd;gJjhd;.
“jpUk;gp te;J uhzp> gps;isaisAk; m Ngha; tplg; Nghwd;" vd;whH. vdf;F V ,Ue;jJ. Frpdpf;F Xbg;Ngha; mk;kht nrhd;Ndd;. mtH grpNahL ,Uf;fpwhH N njupe;jJ.
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jhd; fhiyapy; Ntisf;Nf ntspf xd;WNk ,d;Dk; rhg;gpltpy;iy vd;W rh nrhd;dhH.
rhg;gpl;L Kbj;jJk; epidthf mtH j jz;zPiuf; nfhLj;Njd;. tpwhe;ijapy ifia ePl;b gpr;rpkug; ghj;jpf;Fs; ifiaf; fOtpatH> epkpHe;J mz jz;zPiuf; Fbf;fj; njhlq;fpdhH. xU k cs;Ns NghapUf;Fk;.
Nfw; jpwe;j rj;jj;ijj; njhlHe;J jk;g te;jhd;. ghlrhiy Nghdtd; miuFi Xb tUtJ ,g;NghJ rpy ehl;f nfhz;Ljhd; ,Uf;fpwJ.
fNz];khkhitf; fz;l mtd; Kf re;Njhrk; kyHe;J clNd fyf;fkhf

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gbais gapw;rpf;fhfNth my;yJ NtW glfpy; ,e;jpahTf;Ff; $l;bg; Nghfg; hd;.
p> gps;isaisAk; mq;fhiy nfhz;L d;" vd;whH. vdf;F VNdh ftiyahf ;F Xbg;Ngha; mk;khtplk; tplaj;ijr; grpNahL ,Uf;fpwhH NghyNt vdf;Fj;
py; gpLq;fpa ,sty; Njq;fha; Nghl;L jy; ehs; nghd;dhj;ijaplk; thq;fpa ;lj;Jf; fj;jupf;fhapy; itj;j gpul;ly; ; ehk; rhg;gpl;lJ Nghf vQ;rp ,Ue;jd. Kl;ilAk; nghupj;Jj; juf; nfhLj;Njd;. hH.
Ntisf;Nf ntspf;fpl;L tpl;ljhy; rhg;gpltpy;iy vd;W rhg;gpLk; NghJjhd;
k; epidthf mtH je;j nrk;gpNyNa Lj;Njd;. tpwhe;ijapy; epd;w gbNa pr;rpkug; ghj;jpf;Fs; nrk;igr; rupj;J tH> epkpHe;J mz;zhe;J nrk;Gj; j; njhlq;fpdhH. xU kplW jz;zPHjhd; k;.
j;ijj; njhlHe;J jk;gp mtrukhf Xb y Nghdtd; miuFiwapy; gjl;lkhf g;NghJ rpy ehl;fshfNt ele;J ;fpwJ.
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re;jpnay;yhk; Mkp. tPL tPlha;g; G+e;J elf;FJ. vq;fisAk; ];$ypiy ,Ue;J vd;whd;.
vdf;F neQ;R jpf;nfd;wJ. fNz] nrk;ig vd; ifapy; njhg;ngd;W Nghl vq;fs; Nfw;wpypUe;J Ie;J ahH J}uj;jpy xl;bagb ,wq;fp> irf;fpspy; Vwp kWgf;f
vdf;F NtHj;Jf; nfhl;baJ. mk;kh> mg gjwpg;Ngha; nra;tjwpahJ epd;whH fr;Nrupapy; Ntiy nra;Ak; jq;ifAk; jp ftiy nrd;wpf;F epw;Fk; kw;wj; jk;gpapl
md;iwa nghOJ vq;fSf;F kpfTk ,Ue;jJ. nrd;wpf;F epd;w jk;gp nk fNz];khkh gw;wpNah jfty;fs; vJTk;
,unty;yhk; gUj;jpj;Jiwf; flypy; epj;jpiuiaj; njhiyj;j epk;kjpaw;w eL igAld; jk;gp te;J Nghdhd;. j Mftpy;iy vd;w epk;kjpAld; eL ,uTf vOe;J tpl;Nld;.
toik Nghy; #upad; cjpf;f> v nfhz;bUe;jd. fhfk; tplhJ fj;jpf; nf fiyj;Jk; ghHj;Njd;. nfhg;Gf;Ff; nfhg;G gpr;rpg;G+ kuj;ij tpl;Lg; Nghf kdkpd;wp epd;wJ.
mk;kh NrhWk; tbj;J tpl;lh. fwpfSk tpl;ld. jghw;fhud; ,d;Dkh tutpy;i Nfw;iwg; ghHj;j NghJ ahNuh tUtJ nj
ml Njtpaf;fh! fNz];khkhtpd; c mtH tPl;Lf;Fg; gf;fj;J tPLjhd; mttpd
“thq;Nfh Njtpaf;fh!" tuNtw;w NghJjhd
vd;d Nfhyk; mJ! nghl;L ,y;y ,y;yhky;> vz;nza; G+rp thup ,

p. tPL tPlha;g; G+e;J gaq;fu nrf;fpq; Ak; ];$ypiy ,Ue;J mDg;gPl;bdk;."
jpf;nfd;wJ. fNz];khkh mg;gbNa apy; njhg;ngd;W Nghl;L tpl;L XbdhH. ;J Ie;J ahH J}uj;jpy; re;jp. Nfw;NwhL irf;fpspy; Vwp kWgf;fj;jpy; gwe;jhH.
nfhl;baJ. mk;kh> mg;ghr;rp vy;NyhUk; a;tjwpahJ epd;whHfs;. ,jw;Fs; nra;Ak; jq;ifAk; jpUk;gp tpl vq;fs; epw;Fk; kw;wj; jk;gpaplKk; jpUk;gpaJ.
J vq;fSf;F kpfTk; fbdkhdjhf f;F epd;w jk;gp nkhwp]; gw;wpNah> pNah jfty;fs; vJTk; fpilf;ftpy;iy.
j;jpj;Jiwf; flypy; xNu rj;jk;. iyj;j epk;kjpaw;w eL ,utpy; fpuidl; te;J Nghdhd;. jk;gpf;F vJTk; epk;kjpAld; eL ,uTf;Fg; gpd; J}q;fp...
#upad; cjpf;f> vy;yhNk ele;J hfk; tplhJ fj;jpf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jJ. d;. nfhg;Gf;Ff; nfhg;G jhtpaNj jtpu> tpl;Lg; Nghf kdkpd;wp fj;jpf; nfhz;L
bj;J tpl;lh. fwpfSk; XusT Kbe;J d; ,d;Dkh tutpy;iy vd;W ehd; ghJ ahNuh tUtJ njupe;jJ.
fNz];khkhtpd; cwTf;fhug; ngz;. f;fj;J tPLjhd; mttpd; tPL.
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nfhz;il ,y;yhky;> gwe;j jiyA Njtp mf;fh.
“Njtpmf;fh> vd;d..! vd;d ,J Nfhyk;?"
“vy;yhk; KbQ;rpl;LJ jq;ifr;rp" vd;wh>
vdf;F xd;WNk tpsq;ftpy;iy.
Njtpmf;fh jpBnud;W mk;khitf; nfhz;L fjwpaoj; njhlq;fp tpl;lh.
mOifapD}Nl... “fNz];khkh New;W rpwPyq;fh flw;gilapd;iu jhf;FjY fNz];khkhTk; mtNuhil Nghd tPur;rhT milQ;rpl;bdk;" vd;wh.
clyq;fs; fiuapy; xJq;fpaijr; mttplk; ,Ue;J mOif gPwpl;lJ.
fhyk; - 14.4.1985
12.4.2000

ky;> gwe;j jiyAld; %spahfj;
..! vd;d ,J Nfhyk;?" tpdhtpNdd;.
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psq;ftpy;iy.
ud;W mk;khitf; fl;bg; gpbj;Jf;
; njhlq;fp tpl;lh.
“fNz];khkh New;Wg; Nghd glF> ilapd;iu jhf;FjYf;F cs;shfp> mtNuhil Nghd gjpNdO NgUk; pl;bdk;" vd;wh.
apy; xJq;fpaijr; nrhy;Yk; NghJ mOif gPwpl;lJ.

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fhfhfhfh
iyg; nghOJf;Nf cupa mtruj;J fpuhkq;fspy; xd;whd mr; rpW fpuhkj;J nfhz;bUe;jJ. Nfhil vd;whYk; Fs gr;iraha;> gRikaha; kuq;fSk;> G+f;f mofhfj;jhd; ,Ue;jJ. rpf;dYf;fhf nfhz;bUe;j ckhtpd; kdJ kl;Lk; m rpwpJk; nghUe;jhJ GOq;fpf; nfhz;bU jfpj;jJ vd;W $lr; nrhy;yyhk;.
vg;gb mtdhy; Kbe;jJ! vg;gbj; Jz fhiyapy; re;JU nrhd;d nra;jpapy mts; Nfhgj;ij mf;rpNyl;lupy; fhl;bdh
re;JU NtW ahUky;y. mts; fzt jhk;gj;jpa tho;f;if. md;Gf;Fr; rpd mtHfspd; nry;y kfs;.
New;W ,uTtiu md;ghfj;jhNd ,Ue;j fhiyapy; ,g;gb xU Fz;ilj; J}f;fp mts; fdtpy; $l epidf;ftpy;iy.
“ckh> ck;Nkhil ehd; nfhQ;rk; fhiyapy; NjePUld; nrd;w ckh> mtid vOg;gpa NghJ Fioe;jhd;.

f;Nf cupa mtruj;Jld; N[Hkdpapd; hd mr; rpW fpuhkj;J tPjp ,aq;fpf; fhil vd;whYk; FspHr;rpahd fhiy. aha; kuq;fSk;> G+f;fSkha; N[Hkdp Ue;jJ. rpf;dYf;fhf fhupy; fhj;Jf; htpd; kdJ kl;Lk; me;jf; fhiyf;Fr; J GOq;fpf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. Nfhgj;jpy; lr; nrhy;yyhk;.
Kbe;jJ! vg;gbj; Jzpe;J nrhd;dhd;? nrhd;d nra;jpapy; nfhjpg;gile;j mf;rpNyl;lupy; fhl;bdhs;.
hUky;y. mts; fztd;jhd;. 15tUl ;if. md;Gf;Fr; rpd;dkhf epyhtpdp> kfs;.
md;ghfj;jhNd ,Ue;jhd;! ebj;jhdh..? xU Fz;ilj; J}f;fpg; NghLthd; vd
epidf;ftpy;iy.
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mtdJ thHj;ijapd; guptpy; nefp mtdUfpy; fl;by; Edpapy; mkHe;J> RUz;l Nfrq;fisf; Nfhjpa gb “nrhy kpf md;ghf.
“ePH> mof; $lhJ."
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“,t;tsT ehSk; nra;jdpq;fs;jhNd! , te;jJ?"
“ghHj;jPNu! ,g;gNt nud;rd; MfpwPH. tpraj;Jf;Nf tNuy;iy."
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“XNkhk;. GUrd;fhud; tpl;bl;Lg; Ng nrhd;ddpq;fs;. mts;jhNd> ghtk;... m vg;gpb ,Uf;fpwhd;?"
“mJ te;J... ckh> mtspd;iu Rfkpy;yhky; ,Uf;fpwhd;. mtSf;F Njitg; gLJ. mJjhd; vd;id te;J..."
“te;J..."
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."
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; nra;jdpq;fs;jhNd! ,g;g kl;Lk; vd;d
t nud;rd; MfpwPH. ehd; ,d;Dk; y;iy."
GjpUf;F nksdkhf jdf;Fs; tpil
njupAe;jhNd vd;Ndhil me;jr; rf;fp htpag; nghk;gpis Ntiy nra;apwJ?"
;fhud; tpl;bl;Lg; Nghapl;lhd; vz;L ts;jhNd> ghtk;... mtspd;iu kfd; ;?"
ckh> mtspd;iu kfd; rupahd f;fpwhd;. mtSf;F vd;iu cjtp jhd; vd;id te;J..."
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“mJf;F..!"
“mJjhd; mtNshil Ngha; nfh ,Ug;gnkz;L jPHkhdpr;rpUf;fpwd;."
tpf;fpj;Jg; Nghd ckh tpUl;nld;W vOe;J tpl;lhs;. xU fzk; Jbf;f kwe;j kPz;Lk; mtrukhfj; Jbf;fj; njhlq;fpa ntsp tu kWj;jd.
“Nahrpf;fhijAk;. ehd; ck;kl;ilAk; te ckf;nfd;d Fiw ,Q;ir ,Uf;F. mLg;ig Cjp... cLg;igf; fy;ypiy m ,g;gpb xU f];lKk; ,y;iyj;jhNd... v ,Uf;Fj;jhNd."
“,njy;yhk; ePq;fshFNkh? ePq tpUk;gpwpq;fNsh?"
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“ehDk; mk;kh> mg;gh> rNfhjuq;fisn te;jpUf;fpwd;. ,e;jg; ngupa N[Hkdpapi epyhtpdpiaAk; tpl;lhy; vdf;Fk; Ntiw ,g;NghJ mtsplk; mOif nghq;fpaJ.
“Vd; ,g;g m*wPH? ehd; ck;kl;ilAk; gbr;r nghk;gpis> ,ij mDrupr;R CUyfj;jpiy elf;fhj tpraNk ,J!"
“Neh... vd;dhiy xU ehSk; nfhs;NsyhJ."
ckh Nfhgkhf Kd;Ndwp %Hf;fj;jdkhf Fj;jpdhs;. Es;spdhs;. Kfnky;yhk; gpw mtisj; js;sp tpl;L “nghk;gpis nfhs;Sk;." vd;W fj;jpdhd;.

shil Ngha; nfhQ;r ehisf;F hdpr;rpUf;fpwd;."
ckh tpUl;nld;W fl;bypy; ,Ue;J U fzk; Jbf;f kwe;j mtsJ ,jak; j; Jbf;fj; njhlq;fpaJ. thHj;ijfs; .
ehd; ck;kl;ilAk; te;J te;J Nghtd;. w ,Q;ir ,Uf;F. Cupiy Nghiy Lg;igf; fy;ypiy mbr;Rj; Njha;r;R... Kk; ,y;iyj;jhNd... vy;yh trjpaSk;
ePq;fshFNkh? ePq;fs; mtis
... mts;jhd; vd;id capUf;Fapuha; ; ,y;iynaz;lhy; mtSf;F xU ."
g;gh> rNfhjuq;fisnay;yhk; tpl;bl;L ;jg; ngupa N[Hkdpapiy cq;fisAk;> pl;lhy; vdf;Fk; Ntiw MH ,Uf;fpdk;?"
; mOif nghq;fpaJ.
? ehd; ck;kl;ilAk; tUtd;jhNd. ePH > ,ij mDrupr;Rg; NghNfhZk;. f;fhj tpraNk ,J!"
y xU ehSk; ,Jf;F xg;Gf;
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mtdJ ,lJ fd;dj;jpy; ,tsJ ef JspHj;J epd;wJ. typNahL mijj; jl gl;l ,uj;jj;ij mtsplk; fhl;b> “,q;i ,uj;jf; fhak; tHw msTf;F gpwhz;ba Nkiy vd;idj; njhl;BNuh... elf;fpwJ Rk;kh ,Uf;f khl;ld;. vd;iu KbT Kb NghdPH vz;lhy; ckf;Fk; ey;yJ. v epyhtpdpf;Fk; ey;yJ. ,y;yhl;b ePHjhd epyhtpdpf;F ,njhz;Lk; njupaj; Njita
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epyhtpdpAk; tPl;by; ,y;iy. ghlrhiyN Ngha; tpl;lhs;. jpUk;gp tu ,d;Dk; vl;L
“ePq;fs;> Rk;kh gfpbf;Fj;jhNd nrhy eg;ghirNahL Nfl;lhs;.
“,y;iy ckh. rPupa]hj;jhd; nrh ck;ikAk; tpUg;ge;jhd;. Mdhy; ,g;g cjtp Njit."
,ayhik vd;w xd;W ,g;Ngh ckhit “X..." ntd;W Fowpdhs;.
“Vdg;gh> ,g;gpbf; FoWwPH? g rdj;Jf;nfy;yhk; Nfl;fg; NghFJ. vd;d Cnuz;L epidr;rPNu. VNjh %z;lhe;j khjpupf; fj;jpwPH!"
“MH vd;d epidr;rhYk; vdf;Fg; gut nra;aj; JzpQ;rJ kl;Lk; Kjyhe;jukh ,

d;dj;jpy; ,tsJ efk; gl;L ,uj;jk; typNahL mijj; jltpatd; ifapy; mtsplk; fhl;b> “,q;if ghUk; vdf;F Hw msTf;F gpwhz;bapUf;fpwPH. ,Jf;F njhl;BNuh... elf;fpwJ Ntiw. ehDk; ;ld;. vd;iu KbT KbthfPl;LJ. xj;Jg; ckf;Fk; ey;yJ. vdf;Fk; ey;yJ. ;yJ. ,y;yhl;b ePHjhd; f];lg; gLtPH. hz;Lk; njupaj; Njitapy;iy."
;ghf ,Ue;jJ. jdJ %Hf;fj; jdkhd pr;ryhfTk;> ntl;fkhfTk; ,Ue;jJ. td; nrhy;fpwhd; vd;W fyf;fkhfTk; piag; gw;wp re;JU Vw;nfdNt ;. mtSf;fhf ckhTk; gupjhgg; Jf;fhf re;JUNt Ngha; rf;fpf;F njd;gJ ve;j tifapy; epahakhdJ? ;yhk; cz;ikjhdh my;yJ jd;idr; ;if ghHf;fpwhdh> vd;W Fok;gpdhs;.
y; ,y;iy. ghlrhiyNahL  ́&H ́ vd;W Uk;gp tu ,d;Dk; vl;L ehl;fshFk;.
gfpbf;Fj;jhNd nrhy;Ywpq;fs;..?" xU ;lhs;.
rPupa]hj;jhd; nrhy;Ywd;. vdf;F e;jhd;. Mdhy; ,g;g rf;fpf;F vd;iu
xd;W ,g;Ngh ckhit Mf;fpukpj;jJ. pdhs;.
pbf; FoWwPH? gf;fj;J tPl;Lr; Nfl;fg; NghFJ. vd;d epidf;Fq;Fs;. ;rPNu. VNjh %z;lhe;juf; FLk;gq;fs;
r;rhYk; vdf;Fg; guthapy;iy. ePq;fs;
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thHj;ijfs; kpfr; R+lhf> mehfu xd;Nwhnlhd;W Nkhjp.. ckhTf;F> re;JU mbf;f> ckh jd;idf; fhj;Jf; n ,Oj;Jg; gwpj;J fjtpy; ,Ue;j jpw vLj;Jf; nfhz;L ntspapy; Xbdhs;.
nfhQ;r Neuk; vd;d nra;tnjd;W nju fhiuAk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L ,yf;Fj; rptg;G iyw;wpy; jupj;J epd;whs;. rpf gpd;dpUe;j fhNuhl;b Nfhd; mbj;J “J}q irif fhl;br; rpdf;f> rpe;jidapypUe tpLgl;L> kPz;Lk; gyk; nfhz;l kl;Lk mOj;jp> rPwpf; nfhz;L gwe;jhs;.
xU ghlrhiyapd; Kd; xU Foe;ij tPj filrp nrf;fdpy; fz;L mtru mOj;jpdhs;.  ́flTNs..! ehd; vd;d nr gps;is mbgl;bUe;jhy;..! ́ Kdfpdhs;. m topapy; cs;s ikf;fy; Njthyaj;jpd epWj;jp tpl;L Njthyaj;Jf;fhd gbfsp mkHe;jhs;. mlf;f Kbahky; mO epHf;fjpahfg; Ngha; tpl;lJ Nghy czH gpbj;jts; Nghy muw;wpdhs;. Nahr %isg;gFjp nehe;jJ. fz;fspd; K Gifkz;lyk; Nghy vJNth kiwj;jJ. rpe;jpf;f Kbahky; jpz;lhbdhs;.
re;JUTf;Fk;> mtSf;Fk; ,ilapy; rpd;dr; rz;ilfs;> rr;ruTfs; jtWtjpy;iyj;jhd;. rz;ilfs;> fUj ,y;yhj FLk;gq;fsh? rpy rkaq;fspy; re;Njfq;fSk; te;J nghq;fpapUf;fpwhs re;JU $Wk; ngha;r; rkhjhdq;fspy; ng mlq;fpAk; NghapUf;fpd;wd. Mdhy; ,e mg;gbNa tpl;L tpl;Lg; Ngha; ,d;ndhU Jzpe;j mtd; JzpTk;> mij kpfr; Nghy mts; Vw;Wf;nfhs;s Ntz Ntz;LNfhSk;> mtis epiyFiyj;J ,d;ndhUj;jpf;Fr; nrhe;jk; vd;W n ngz;zhy;jhd; epiyFiyahky; ,Uf;f

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;d nra;tnjd;W njupahky; epd;wts;> ; nfhz;L ,yf;Fj; njupahky; Xb.. jupj;J epd;whs;. rpf;dy; gr;irahf> ;b Nfhd; mbj;J “J}q;Ffpwhah?" vd;W pdf;f> rpe;jidapypUe;J jw;fhypfkhf gyk; nfhz;l kl;Lk; mf;rpNyl;liu hz;L gwe;jhs;.
; Kd; xU Foe;ij tPjpiaf; flg;gijf; py; fz;L mtrukhf gpNwf;if TNs..! ehd; vd;d nra;fpNwd;. me;jg; e;jhy;..! ́ Kdfpdhs;. mg;gbNa Nghdts; kf;fy; Njthyaj;jpd; mUfpy;> fhiu thyaj;Jf;fhd gbfspy; Vwp Xuplj;jpy; ;f Kbahky; mOjhs;. jpBnud;W a; tpl;lJ Nghy czHe;jhs;. igj;jpak; muw;wpdhs;. Nahrpf;f Kbahky; he;jJ. fz;fspd; Kd;Nd nky;ypa y vJNth kiwj;jJ. vijAk; rupahfr;
; jpz;lhbdhs;.
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Njthyak; caHe;J fk;gPukhf epd gpuahzpfs; cs;Ns nrd;W mjd; nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;. rpyH cr;rpapy; epd;W urpj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;. ,tSf;Fk; x te;jJ. jhDk; Ngha; Vwpdhs;. mjpf tise;J tise;J nry;Yk; gbfspy;> x NghJ kdr;NrhHTld; clw; NrhHTk; jLkhwpd. jiy Rw;wpaJ. MdhYk; Vw thq;fpaJ. NkNy epd;W ghHj;jhs;. vJTk VNjh xU nky;ypa Gifkz;lyk; K gr;ir kuq;fs; $l Gif NghHj;jp n gr;irfshfj; njupe;jd. ahUk; vjpH fzj;jpy; vk;gpf; Fjpj;jhs;.
mq;F epd;w vy;NyhUNk mjpHr;rpapy; m mts; ,uj;jKk;> rijAkha; Njthy rpjwpdhs;. xU fzk; ];jk;gpj;J epd;w nghyp]; thfdq;fSk;> mk;Gyd;]; tz fy;Nyhyg; gLj;jpd. rptg;Gk;> nts;isA ehlhf;fs; fl;lg;gl;L me;j Nghf;Ftuj;Jf;fSk;> kf;fs; elkhl;lK gl;lJ.
,J %d;whtJ rhT. Kjypy; 14ta N[Hkdpa khztp. mLj;J xU ,e;jp ,g;Ngh ,yq;ifj; jkpo;g;ngz;.  ́Njthy ahUNk Vw KbahJ ́ vd;w Njthyaj;jpDs;Ns ,Ue;j cr;rpf;F kwpj;J Nfw; Nghl;L> ngupa khq;fha;g;G+l;L
tprhuizfs; njhlHe;J... rhf;fpy; fl;lg cly; vd;W nrhy;yg; gl;l rijg;g nra;ag;gl;L ,uz;L fpoikfs; Xb tpl Jf;fk; tprhupf;f cwtpdHfs; vd;w ez;gHfSk; te;J te;J Ngha;f; nfhz;bU
re;JU Nrhfkha;> jhbia kopf;fhky; Nghl;bUe;jhd;. ahH tPl;Lf;F te;jhY ghl;Ls;s ,irj;jl;ilr; Roy tpl;L ,d;Dk; gykhf kw;wtHfSf;Ff; fhl;bd

He;J fk;gPukhf epd;wJ. cy;yhrg; ;Ns nrd;W mjd; cr;rpf;F Vwpf; rpyH cr;rpapy; epd;W efupd; moif e;jhHfs;. ,tSf;Fk; xU tpguPj Mir gha; Vwpdhs;. mjpf vz;zpf;ifahd nry;Yk; gbfspy;> xt;nthd;whf VWk; ld; clw; NrhHTk; NrHe;J fhy;fs; Rw;wpaJ. MdhYk; Vwp tpl;lhs;. %r;R epd;W ghHj;jhs;. vJTk; njsptpy;yhky; ;ypa Gifkz;lyk; Kd;Nd njupe;jJ. $l Gif NghHj;jp ntz;ik NgHe;j upe;jd. ahUk; vjpH ghHf;fhj xU
jpj;jhs;.
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rhT. Kjypy; 14taJ epuk;gpa xU p. mLj;J xU ,e;jpaj; jkpo;g;ngz;. ; jkpo;g;ngz;.  ́Njthya cr;rpf;F ,dp KbahJ ́ vd;w mwptpj;jNyhL ,Ue;j cr;rpf;F VWk; gbfis ;L> ngupa khq;fha;g;G+l;L Nghlg; gl;lJ.
hlHe;J... rhf;fpy; fl;lg; gl;l ckhtpd; rhy;yg; gl;l rijg;gpz;lk; mlf;fk; ;L fpoikfs; Xb tpl;ld. re;JUitj; cwtpdHfs; vd;w ngaupy; rpyUk;> te;J Ngha;f; nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;.
jhbia kopf;fhky; Njtjh]; Ntlk; hH tPl;Lf;F te;jhYk; xU Nrhfg; ;jl;ilr; Roy tpl;L jd; Nrhfj;ij w;wtHfSf;Ff; fhl;bdhd;.

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mOthiug; Nghy ,Ue;J “mt g ey;yt. Mdhy; N[Hkdpapiy ,U nghk;gpisaSf;Fk; cs;s mNj mtTf;Fk;. jdpikjhd; vy;yhj;Jf;Fk jfg;gd; Cupiy. nrhe;jk; vz;L nr xUtUk; gf;fj;jpiy ,y;iy. ehDk; Nt epyhtpdp gs;spf;$lk;> &H vz;L jpup KOf;f tPl;biy jdpaj;jhNd. mJ rupahd kdmOj;jk;. vg;gTk; Rk;kh ,U mYf;fhky; rypf;fhky; nrhy;ypf; nfhz;N
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vdJ fztH epfo;r;rp eil ngWk Ntisf;Nf Ngha; Kbf;f Ntz ,Uf;fpwjhk;. mjdhy; mjpfhiyapNyN Ngha; tpLtjhAk; vd;id gpd;dH Gif gbAk; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;lhH.
vg;NghJk; ,e;jf; fhupy;jhNd..! mJTk; mtrukha; gazpg;gJ. ePz;l ngh Gifapujj;jpy; Nghf ,g;gbnahU t cz;ikapNyNa vdf;F re;Njhre;jhd;.
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ujj;jpy;jhd; gazpf;f Ntz;Lnkd nghONj vdf;Fs; nky;ypa re;Njhr jhlq;fp tpl;lJ.
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ntsp mofha;... kuq;fs; vy;yhk; m nfhz;bUe;jd. FUtpfs; nfe;JtJk;> tpl;L kPz;Lk; gwe;J kuq;fspy; Fe;Jt ftpQH Nrhiyf;fpsp ,ijf; fz;lhy FUtpf; ftpij Gide;jpUg;ghH. vd kdRf;Fs; G+j;jd. ftpijaha; tbf;f tu kWj;jd.  ́,dpJ ,dpJ Vfhe;jk; ghl;bapd; tupfspd; mHj;jk; Gupe;jJ.
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“`Nyh" nrhy;yp tpl;L kPz;Lk; a ,aw;ifaplk; nrd;Nwd;.
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k;... njhlq;fp tpl;lhd;.  ́,e;j Mz;fNs jkJ kidtpauy;yhj NtW ve;j fz;lhYk;... eP moF.., eP ,sik... vupr;ry; kdRf;Fs; Njhd;wpaJ.
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mtdJ fiur;ry; njhlHe;jJ. nf nghJthf N[HkdpaHfs; ,g;gb khl;lhHfs;.  ́vdf;F Neukpy;iy ́ v nrhd;dhy; NghJk;. mg;gbNa xJq ehshe;jk; re;jpg;gtHfshf ,Ue;jhy; m mg;gbNa tpl;L tpl;L kPz;Lk; el;ghfg; tpLthHfs;.
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Neuk; xU ey;y tho;f;ifAk; mika ek;gpf;ifAk;> re;NjhrKk; mtiu fhyq;fhykha; mtHfSf;F vd;wpUe;j m me;jf; FbiyAk; tpw;W mtis mDg;gTk; Jzpe;jhH.
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rup te;J kupajhrpd; nrhw;gb mts nrytpNyNa upf;fw; vLj;J tpkhdk; Vwpd
mg;gh> jk;gp ,UtiuAk; gpupe;j thl;bdhYk;> fhjy; rpwif tpupj;jgbjhd N[Hkdp te;J NrHe;jhs;.
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mts; kdR NghyNt mLg;gpYk; nfhz;bUe;jJ. miuj;j rpd;dr; r fwpf;Fs; Nghl;Lf; fwpia ,wf;fpa fz;zhbapy; jd; Kfj;ijg; ghHj;jhs;. tpl Kfk; thbf; fWj;Jg; NghapUe;jJ.
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njupe;j rpd;dQ; rpW ek;gpf;if el;rj;jpu tpl;lJ me;j tpkhdr;rPl;L.
mij> Ntiyahy; tUk; NghJ kupaj te;jhd;.
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“ePq;fs;> ,g;g Nghq;Nfh. ehd; cq $g;gpLwd;." vd;whd;. ngha; nrhy;fpwhd; njupe;jJ.
“ePq;fs;> ,g;g vd;idr; rl;lg;gb fypa vdf;F ,q;if njhlHe;J ,Uf;f tprh ehd; jpUk;gpg; Nghf khl;ld;. ePq;fs; vd nra;ahl;b ehd; jw;nfhiy nra;jpLtd;."
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jkpoHfs; $l mjpfk; ,y;yhj ,e;j NghtJ? vd;d Nfl;gJ? Nahrpj;J N Fok;gp tpLk; NghypUe;jJ. Neuj;ijg; ghH Ntiyahy; tu ,d;Dk; rpykzp Neuq;f mjw;fpilapy; VjhtJ nra;a N KbntLj;jhs;.
cilfis khw;wpf; nfhz;L vq;Nf Ngh njupahky; ntspapy; ,wq;fpdhs;. me;j tisfpwJ> vd;gJk; mtSf;Fr; rupa MdhYk; kupajh]pd; Nftykhd nr epue;ju Kbtpidf; fhZk; Nehf;NfhL e njhlq;fpdhs;.
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kupahij ,q;fpUf;fpwJ vd;W hJ. MdhYk; jd;id Vkhw;wpj; jpUg;gp
; vd;gJ kl;Lk; njupe;jJ.
jpUk;gpdhy; vd;d elf;Fk; vd;Wk; k;. mg;gh vg;gb cile;J NghthH vd;w cilj;jJ. CuhH Kfj;jpy; vg;gb pidg;G mtisf; fyq;fbj;jJ.
yhkh> vd;W Nahrpj;jhs;. vq;F XLtJ? ;jjhy;> mfjp tpz;zg;gKk; Nfhu jupahj ehL. njupahj tPjp. Mq;fpyk; py; xU thHj;ij njupahJ. vd;d Sf;Fj; njupatpy;iy.
pl;Lj;jhd; vd; tho;f;ifNahL hdh? NtZk; vd;Wjhd; ahiuAk; vd; ,e;j tPl;Lf;Fs; rpiw itj;jhdh? ́ fKk; epiwe;j Nfs;tpfs; mtSs;
jpfk; ,y;yhj ,e;j efupy; ahuplk; Nfl;gJ? Nahrpj;J Nahrpj;Nj %is pUe;jJ. Neuj;ijg; ghHj;jhs;. kupajh]; d;Dk; rpykzp Neuq;fs;jhd; ,Ue;jd. VjhtJ nra;a Ntz;Lk; vd;W
pf; nfhz;L vq;Nf NghtJ> vd;W $lj; py; ,wq;fpdhs;. me;jg; ghij vq;Nf Jk; mtSf;Fr; rupahfj; njupahJ. ]pd; Nftykhd nray;fSf;F xU ; fhZk; Nehf;NfhL epjhdkhf elf;fj;

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nrhe;jk; vd;gijAk; tpl xd;whfg; ,ye;ijg; gok; nghWf;fp> xd;whf khq xd;whff; fpspj;jl;L tpisahb... vd;W m xd;whfNt vd;NdhL caHjuk; ti vg;NghJk; xd;wpapUf;Fk; vkf;Fs; guPl kl;Lk; jtpHf;f Kbahky; Nghl;b t government test ,y; fzpjj;Jf;F ghlrh gbahf mtSf;Fk; vdf;Fk; xNu Gs;spf
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mts; trousers k; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L te gb vd; tPl;L tpwhe;ij Edpapy; m tarpypUe;Nj mtSk; ehDk; mkHe;j ,lk; mJjhd;.
gpr;rpg;G+ thrj;ij EfHe;j gb> fg;NghL gbf;Fk; NghJ fijase;jJf;Fk; ,g;N tpj;jpahrk;. Rthu];akhd fijfspy; K Kbahky; vd; ftdk; gps;isfspd; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jJ.

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; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L te;J “`ha;" vd;w tpwhe;ij Edpapy; mkHe;jhs;. rpd;d Sk; ehDk; mkHe;jpUe;J fijf;Fk;
EfHe;j gb> fg;NghL rha;e;J nfhz;L ijase;jJf;Fk; ,g;NghJf;Fk; fdf;f ];akhd fijfspy; Kd;dH Nghy %o;f ftdk; gps;isfspd; gf;fk; rpjwpf; .

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mts; gy;fiyf;fofg; Gjpdq;fis m ,Ue;jhs;. vdf;F vd; NkNyNa Nfhgkha NghapUf;fyhe;jhNd. vj;jid juk nrhd;dhHfs;. ngupa NuhkpNah> A+ypal Nghy xNu gpbaha; epd;W... ,g;Ngh mt gwit. ehd; gps;isfNshL khubf;fpNwd
mk;kh Mbg;gpwg;Gf;F nfhOf;fl;il mt ehl;jhd; gaW tWj;J> cilj;J> nfho te;j gaj;jk; %f;if vg;gTk; Ngh Nghj;jYf;Fs; Nghl;L itj;jt. mjpy; rHf;fiuAk;> Njq;fha;g;G+Tk; Nghl;Lg; rpwpa Nfhg;igfspy; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L mtSf;F mJ ey;yhfg; gpbf;Fk; vd njupAk;. mts; mij urpj;Jr; rhg;gplj; n
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“RFzh mtidf; fhjypf;fpwhNsh..?" RFzh vq;fSf;F mLj;j batch.
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sfNshL khubf;fpNwd;.
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nrhy;tNj ghtk; vd;gJ Ngh gy;fiyf;fofk; Nghfj; njhlq;fpa g nyhs;S..> mJ ,J vd;W GJg; G cjpHf;fpwhs;. $r;rk; vd;gNj ,y;yhky kdjpy; Njhd;Wtij vy;yhk; ntspap nghwhikNahL mtisg; ghHj;Njd;. ,oe;J tpl;NlNd vd;w Mjq;fj;jpy; vdf
me;j Neuk; ghHj;J mtsplk; ,Ue;J “cdf;nfd;d..? eP fypahzk; fl;bg; Ng Fl;bfs; vz;L vt;tsT re;Njhrkh ,U vupr;ry;jhd; tUJ. ,d;Dk; gbg;G> Gj;jfq;fisAk; fhtpf; nfhz;L..."
kdRf;Fs; rpy;nyd;w xU czHT.
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j;J mtsplk; ,Ue;J xU ngU%r;R. P fypahzk; fl;bg; Nghl;L Foe;ijfs;> t;tsT re;Njhrkh ,Uf;fpwha;. vdf;F J. ,d;Dk; gbg;G> guPl;ir vz;L
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gz;NghLk;> khpahijNahLk; vk;ik t md;gHfs; jkJ Ntiyfis xOq;fhfT ftdpg;gJ kl;Lky;yhJ mt;tg;NghJ Nuh[hg; G+f;fisAk; je;J nrd;whHfs;.
Gdpjkhd cyfj;jpDs; ,Ug;gJ Nghd;w kdJ nefpo;e;J NghapUe;jJ.
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“Ngrhky; thwNjh..! vd;d nrhy;Y Mr;rhpaj;Jld; Nfl;lhd;.
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md;W mtd; mg;NghJ Ngha; tpl;lh epahatpiyf;filf; fhir vz;zp vd;dpl
“Vd; vz;zpj; jhwha;? vd;dpiy c ,y;iyNah?” nry;ykhff; Nfl;Nld;.

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g;NghJ Ngha; tpl;lhd;. ,uT te;J f; fhir vz;zp vd;dplk; je;jhd;.
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“mf;fh> vdf;Fk; cq;fSf;Fk; ,il jtpu Ntiw xz;LNk ,y;iy. mJ v Mdhy; ,e;jf; fhrpUf;Nf. ,J vd vq;fil ehl;bd;iu fhR. mij ehd juf;fpisAk; rhp> thq;ff;fpisAk; rh ey;yJ." %r;R tplhky; nrhd;dhd;.
vd;id tplg; gj;J taJ Fiwe;jt Ngr;rpy; Mr;rhpaKk;> ngUikAk; vd;i vz;zpa fhirg; igapy; Nghl;L vd itj;J tpl;L “rhg;gpld;" vd;Nwd;.
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“rhkk; gd;nuz;L kzpf;F fpzj;jbapiy KJF Nja;f;NfhZNkh?!"
“vd;iu mf;fh ,y;Ny..!"
yf;]; Nrhg;igg; Nghl;Lj; Nja;j;J tpl ms;sp ms;sp Cw;wp Cw;wpf; Fspj;jhd;.
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rhg;ghl;ilf; nfhLf;f mtd; Mir M rhg;gpl;l NghJ vdJ fz;fs; gdpj;jd.

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hky; nrhd;dhd;.
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te;J NghdJ.
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NghFk; NghJ “gLj;J ey;y epj;jpiu Nghiy ,Uf;Fjf;fh." vd;whd;.
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“epj;jpiu Jhq;fpg; NghLtha;..!"
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“fhy; NehfhNj..?" mf;fiwNahL Nfl;Nld
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piu tuhJ... gfnyz;lhy; MuhtJ ;L te;J jUtpdk;." vd;whd;.
mf;fiwNahL Nfl;Nld;.
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hrpf;fpwPq;fs;? ehd; ntspf;fplg; Nghwd;. ;. me;jf; fWj;j uTriu vLj;J nubah NrHl;Lk; itAq;Nfh. Nehl;Brpiy glk; vd; fz;fSf;Fs; CLUtpg; ghHj;jgb
dpthfg; ghHj;jgb “mf;fh> ehd; Vd; wd; njhpANk! xz;Lk; nrhy;yhky; ehd;
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rhT vd;id ve;jf; fzj;jpYk; jOtyh ePq;fs; ,g;g ,Ue;Nj cq;fisj; itr;rpUf;NfhZk;. mk;khitAk; ePq gLj;NjhZk;. vd;iu rhT cq;fis mf;fh> cq;fil fz;zpiy ,Ue;J fz;zPH tuf; $lhJ. mJjhd; vd;iu nfhz;Nl irf;fpspy; Vwpg; gwe;J tpl;lhd
mLj;j ehs; fhiy te;J mofhf ntsp epahatpiyf; filf; fhRld; Gwg;gl;lhd “utpiaAk; ,z;ilf;F Nghl;Nlh vLf vLj;J Kba mtNdhil tUtd;. utpf;F VYnkz;lhy; Rl;L itAq;Nfh" vd;W nr Nghdhd;.
mtd; Ngha; rpy kzp Neuq;fspy; n\y;fSk;> Jg;ghf;fp Ntl;Lf;fSkha; xN
“me;jf; FWf;fhy NghthH ntspf;fpl;bl fplf;F." mg;ghr;rp jd; vhpr;riy thHj;ij
gUj;jpj;JiwNa my;Nyhyfy;Nyhyg; g epw;Fk; gps;isfspd; tPLfspnyy;yhk; nfhjpf;ftpy;iy. kdk; gijf;f ngw;wt gps;isfspd; tuTfSf;fha; thry;fspy;
ePz;l fhj;jpUg;gpd; gpd; vk; neQ;rk; Fs kPz;Lk; capH te;jJ Nghy; ehk; ngU Mdhy; mtd; NrhHe;J NghapUe;jhd;. nfhLj;jtd; Nghy; ntwpj;Jg; ghHj;jhd;.
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py kzp Neuq;fspy; fpuidl;LfSk;> f;fp Ntl;Lf;fSkha; xNu rj;jk;.
NghthH ntspf;fpl;bl;lhq;fs; Nghiy jd; vhpr;riy thHj;ijfspy; fhl;bdh.
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; gpd; vk; neQ;rk; Fspu jk;gp te;jhd;. e;jJ Nghy; ehk; ngU%r;R tpl;Nlhk;. NrhHe;J NghapUe;jhd;. vijNah gwp
; ntwpj;Jg; ghHj;jhd;.
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“mf;fh cq;fil fz;zpiy ,Ue;J fz;zPH tuf; $lhJ." vd; g thHj;ijfisAk; kPwp vd; fz;fs; nrhupe
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gfy; ghHj;j NghJ fdlh xd;uhwpNa mntdpA+tpd; ePz;L tphpe;J njhpA ikjhdk; Mq;fhq;F eilngw;Wf; nfhz ifg;ge;J Nghd;w Ml;lq;fshy; MHg;ghl;l gy;fzpf;F NeNu fPNo cs;s rpwpa ePr;rybf;Fk; rpwpRfspd; rz;ilAk;> re $f;Fuy;fspy;; fyfyj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jJ
,g;NghJ mitfs; XusT Xa;e;jpUe;jhY Fiyf;Fk; rj;jq;fs; Nfl;Lf; nfhz fhw;W vq;fpUe;Njh mofpa jkpo;g;ghli nfhz;bUe;jJ.
 ́,e;j Neuj;jpy; ,j;jid rj;jkhfg; ghl epd;w gbNa fhw;W te;j jpiriaf; $ ikjhdj;jpd; Xukhf mLj;j tPl;L gy;fz xU fhH epw;ghl;lg; gl;L fjT jp ,isQd; vjpH tPl;L gy;fzpiaNa mz epd;whd;.
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 ́Vd; ,g;gpbr; rj;jkha;..! ́
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“rpj;jp> ,J xt;nthU ehSk; elf;fpw t tPl;L vl;lhtJ khbapiy xU tbth ,Uf;F. mJjhd;.. ,td;..."
k;... vdf;F tpsq;fp tpl;lJ. ,J xd;whf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;.
“N[Hkdpapiy vz;lhy; ce;jr; Nrl;i gj;Jkzpf;Fg; gpwF tPl;Lf;Fs;isNa Nghlf; $lhJ. ,g;gpb Nuhl;biy epz;L rj;jkhg; ghl;Lg; Nghl;lhy;.. nghyp]; NghapLk;."
“rpj;jp> ,z;ilf;Fj;jhNd fdlhTf;F NghwJf;fpilapiy ,d;Dk; fdf ghHg;gpq;fs;"
mtd; nrhd;dJ NghyNt vdf;f fhj;jpUe;jd. mLj;j ehs; fhiyapy; y NghJ xU khepwkhd ngz; epd;whs;. jk njupe;jhs;.
“tzf;fk;" vd;Nwd;.
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gpy;bq;fpiy ,g;gpb epiwag; NgH ,Uf;fp
 ́Gyk; ngaHe;j vkJ INuhg;gpa re;jjpapdUk; xU fhyj;jpy; ,g;gbj;jhd jkpoHfsha; ,Ug;ghHfNsh? ́ kdJf;Fs; Njhd;wpaJ.
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vdJ ghl;lh ,g;gTk; Chpy;jhd; ,U fdlhTf;F tuhtpl;lhYk; NghapUf;fyhk;. ,g;gb fy;ypy thq;fpapUf;fyhk;. k;.. VNdh kWj;J t Chpy; NfhHl;by; cWjp vOJk; Ntiy. Nghf tpUg;gkpy;iyNah vd;dNth!
ghl;lhtpd; jk;gp mtuJ mnkhpf;fhtpy;jhd;. mt;tg;NghJ mt ghl;lhTf;F tUk;. ,ilf;fpil rpw fbjj;Jf;Fs; itf;fg; gl;bUf;Fk;. fbjq;fspy; xl;b tUk; mnkhpf;fh MirNahL vLj;J vdJ my;gj;jpy; xl;b
mg;gbj;jhd; xU Kiw fbjk; te;jJ. nfhz;bUf;Fk; NghNj ehd; fbj c Mtpapy; gpbj;J Kj;jpiuiaf; fow;wp ghl;lh fbjj;ij thrpj;J Kbj;jJk; tpl;L NfhHl;Lf;Fg; Ngha; tpl;lhH. mj tupfisg; ghHf;fg; ghHf;f vdf;Fg; Gy;yh mnkhpf;fhTf;F te;J tpLk;gb g vOjpapUe;jhH. vy;yhr; nryitAk; mt upf;nfw;iwAk; mDg;Gfpwhuhk;.

b epiwag; NgH ,Uf;fpdk;. "
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ghl;bAk; ,we;j gpd; kdjhYk;> clyhY NghapUf;Fk; ghl;lh mnkhpf;fhTf;Fg; vt;tsT re;Njhrkhf ,Ug;ghH. , tplaj;ijg; gw;wp vd;NdhL xd;WN Nghapl;lhNu! vdf;F kj;jpahdk; ghl;lh tiu ,Ug;Gf; nfhs;stpy;iy. fbjj;ij Kiwahf thrpj;Jg; ghHj;Njd;.
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hTf;Fg; Nghdhy;... vd;d> vq;fil ghj;jpfSf;F ehq;fs; Fspf;Fk; NghJ Lk; rtHf;fhuk; fye;j jz;zPiu khj;jp> jd;dk; ghj;jpfs; rpije;J Nghfhky; l;ilfis mofhf mLf;fp ghJfhf;fTk; hFk;. Ntypr; rpjk;guj;jk; G+f;fs; tPOk;. ghl;lhtpd; Rthkpaiw G+tpd;wp> pd;wp eh];jpff; Nfhyk; nfhs;Sk;...
it mnkhpf;fhTf;F mDg;gpg; ghHj;J kfis Muha;e;J nfhz;bUf;f xUthW tpl;lJ. ghl;lhTk; nts;is Ntl;b ;j eilAk;> NeH nfhz;l ghHitAkhf vOjp te;j fhrpy; xU gFjpiaAk;> f; nfhz;L te;j ehtw;gog; igiaAk; j;J tpl;L> nts;is NrHl;Lf;F Nky; ;itiaf; $l vLj;Jf; fPNo itf;fhky; Fk;gpsh kPd; Fok;igAk;> nrk;ghiuf; Ak; NrHj;J kjpa czitr; Ritj;Jr; pdhH.
thpy; rha;e;J nfhz;L ghl;lh rhg;gpLk; Na “ghl;lh ePq;fs; mnkhpf;fh Nghwij r; re;NjhrkhapUf;F. vt;tsT ey;y
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cq;fis tpl;bl;L ehd; mq;if Ngha rhptuhJ."
“mtH cq;fil jk;gpjhNd ghl;lh..!"
“mtd; mq;ifapUe;J vd;d f];lg; gL njhpAk;? kfSk;> kUkfDk; m vz;lhg;Nghiy mnkhpf;fh vq;fil ,y;iy mtd;iu Ngug;gps;isaSk;> gps MfpLNkh? ehd; Nghf khl;ld;." g jOjOj;jJ.
 ́ghl;lh gpio tpl;bl;lhH> ey;y xU fhYf;Fs;is Nghl;L kpjpr;rpl;lhH. ́ epidj;Jf; nfhz;Nld;.
mg;NghJ kl;Lky;y ahUk; vjpH gh ehnky;NyhUk; fl;lhakhf vkJ ntspehl;il Vfpa gpd;Dk;; me;j Nghnjy;yhk;  ́ghl;lh mnkhpf;fhTf;Fg; vd;W kdRf;Fs; xU FWFWg;G Vw fy;ypy; ,Ue;j nghpatiug; ghHj;jJk; kd
mUNf nry;Yk; NghJ MtYld; mtH K “tzf;fk;" nrhd;Ndd;. mtUf;F rw;W re;Njhrk;. fdlhtpy; me;j 1996  ́tzf;fk; ́ nrhy;Yk; tof;fk; ,y;iya mkHe;jpUe;j mtH fz;fSf;Fs; vijN Nrhfk;. f];lg; gl;Lr; rphpj;j rphpg;gpy ,Ue;jJ. mtiuj; jhz;br; nrd;w gpd;D Nfs;tp vd;idf; File;jJ. mjpf Ne jhq;f Kbahjjhy; ikj;Jdhpd; k tpl;Nld;.
mtd; nrhd;dhd;. “rpj;jp> mtH kfNdhilAk;> kUkfNshilAe;jhd; ,Uf fhiyik Ntiyf;Fg; Nghw ngh ntspapiy tpl;Lf; fjitg; G+l;bg; Nghl;L

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tpl;bl;lhH> ey;y xU vjpHfhyj;ij ghl;L kpjpr;rpl;lhH. ́ vd;W mg;NghJ ;Nld;.
;y ahUk; vjpH ghHf;fhj tpjkhf fl;lhakhf vkJ ehl;il tpl;L pa gpd;Dk;; me;j epidT tUk; ;lh mnkhpf;fhTf;Fg; NghapUf;fyhNk ́ xU FWFWg;G Vw;gLk;. ,g;NghJk; hpatiug; ghHj;jJk; kdR FWFWj;jJ.
ghJ MtYld; mtH Kfj;ijg; ghHj;J ;Ndd;. mtUf;F rw;W mjpHr;rp fye;j htpy; me;j 1996 fhyg;gFjpapy; k; tof;fk; ,y;iyahk;. $dpf; FWfp H fz;fSf;Fs; vijNah gwp nfhLj;j gl;Lr; rphpj;j rphpg;gpy; capHg;G thb ; jhz;br; nrd;w gpd;Dk;  ́Vd;? ́ vd;w File;jJ. mjpf Neuk; Filr;riyj; hy; ikj;Jdhpd; kfdplk; Nfl;Lk;
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gpd;Nduk; Ntiyahiy te;jhg;Nghi cs;is Nghfyhk;. "
“mg;g> mtH kj;jpahdk; rhg;gpLwJ. nuh vy;yhk;... "
“vy;yhk; mitas; te;jhg; Nghiyjhd;"
“mg;g Vd; mtH ,q;if ,Uf;fpwhH. eh Nghfyhe;jhNd!"
“mitas; tpl khl;bdk;. mtw nty;/ngaH tUFjpy;Nyh. "
rj;jkpy;yhky; xU nfhLik ele;J Ghpe;jJ. mjw;F Nky; Ngr kdk; tutpy;i
uTZf;Fs; Ntiyfis Kbj;J tpl;Lj kjpakhfpapUe;jJ. mg;NghJ mq;Fs;s rpy tajhdtHfs; NrHe;J> Nrhfj $l;lkhf ,Ue;jhHfs;.
mtHfspy; rpyUf;F mtHfs; gps;isf kzpf;F Ntiy KbfpwNjh mg;NghJjhd vd;W njhpe;j NghJ kdR fdj;jJ.
ehL tpl;L ehL te;J> tPbUe;Jk ,Uf;iffNsh> epoYf;Ff; $iufNsh Nghy;... ,j;jid fhyk; fope;J VNjh xd
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khl;bdk;. mtw;iw ngahpiy jpy;Nyh. "
U nfhLik ele;J nfhz;bUg;gJ ky; Ngr kdk; tutpy;iy.
fis Kbj;J tpl;Lj; jpUk;Gk; NghJ mg;NghJ mq;Fs;s fw;fspy; ,d;Dk; s; NrHe;J> Nrhfj;ijr; Rke;jgb fs;.
;F mtHfs; gps;isfSf;F vj;jid bfpwNjh mg;NghJjhd; kjpar; rhg;ghL J kdR fdj;jJ.
L te;J> tPbUe;Jk; Mwp mku epoYf;Ff; $iufNsh ,y;yhjtHfs; fhyk; fope;J VNjh xd;W Ghpe;jJ.

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ney;Yf;F ,iwj;j ePH tha;f;f Gy;Yf;Fkhq;Nf nghrptJ Nghy;> ,a nrhuptpy; tPLfspd; XLfSk;> tPjpfS NghHitf;Fs; jk;ik xspj;Jf; nfhz;ld
vq;F ghHj;jhYk; ntz;ik. thdk;> G+kp> vy;yhNk ntz;gdpg; NghHitapy; fz;f nfhz;ld.
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j;jpf; nfhz;bUe;jJ.
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k xspj;Jf; nfhz;ld.
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fpiuz;lH Mdhy; vd;d! ngz;fSf;F Fiwtpy;iy.
Re;jNurid kl;Lk; ,e;jf; fhiyg; nra;jjhfj; njupatpy;iy. yypjh Ng NjePiu cwpQ;rp cwpQ;rpr; Ritj;j gb> gj;jpupifia epjhdkhf thrpj;Jf; nfhz
xUNtis Re;jNurDf;F kidtpahf Nghy;> yypjhTf;Fk; xU kidtp yypjhtpd; fhiyfSk; epjhdkhf tpbe;j
yypjh NjePH> rhg;ghL vy;yhtw;iwAk; Nkirapy; itf;Fk; NghNj gps;isf myhuq;fs; mywpd. myhuq;fs; vg;gbj;j mts; Nghfhky; mtHfs; vOk;g khl;lhH
yypjh gps;isfspd; miwfSf;Fs; tpi kzpf;$l;bd; myhugl;lid mOj;jp ,Oj;Jg; NghHj;jpf; nfhz;L gLj;jh myhuj;jpd; mywy; gw;wpa ve;j gpu Mo;e;J J}q;fpf; nfhz;bUe;jhd;. eL ,d;Dk; nfhQ;rk; gLf;fg; Nghwd;." vd;W
%d;W NgiuAk; vOg;gp> Fspf;f i nfhLj;J> ghlrhiyf;F mDg;gp> Ntiyf;F mDg;Gtjw;fpilapy; mt NghJnkd;whfp tpl;lJ. NeuKk; 7.30 tpl;ljhy;  ́mg;ghlh ́ vd;W mkuf; mtrukhfj; jiy rPtp> rg;ghj;i [f;nfw;iwAk; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L> ifg;i Xb ,wq;fpdhs;.
thapw; fjitj; jpwe;jJk;> rpy;nyd;w Kfj;jpyiwa> fhJ kly;fs; tpiwf;f gdpf;FtpaYf;Fs; fhiy itj;j NghJ te;J nfhz;bUe;j  ́W}b ́Ald; Nkhjg; gh kpfTk; gpuaj;jdg; gl;L NkhJti nfhz;lhs;.
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; vd;d! ngz;fSf;F NtiyfSf;Ff;
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dkhf thrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhd;.
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tHfs; vOk;g khl;lhHfs;.
pd; miwfSf;Fs; tpiue;jhs;. %j;jtd; yhugl;lid mOj;jp tpl;L> kPz;Lk; ;jpf; nfhz;L gLj;jhd;. rpd;dtNdh y; gw;wpa ve;j gpuf;iQAk; ,d;wp nfhz;bUe;jhd;. eLtNdh “mk;kh> gLf;fg; Nghwd;." vd;W nfQ;rpdhd;.
vOg;gp> Fspf;f itj;J> rhg;ghL rhiyf;F mDg;gp> Re;jNuridAk; g;Gtjw;fpilapy; mtSf;Fg; NghJk; pl;lJ. NeuKk; 7.30 Ij; njhl;L hlh ́ vd;W mkuf; $l Kbahky; iy rPtp> rg;ghj;ijAk; Nghl;L> hl;Lf; nfhz;L> ifg;igAld; gbfspy;
jpwe;jJk;> rpy;nyd;w FspHe;j fhw;W hJ kly;fs; tpiwf;f NtWtopapd;wp ; fhiy itj;j NghJ ,lJ gf;fkpUe;J  ́W}b ́Ald; Nkhjg; ghHj;jhs;. MdhYk; dg; gl;L NkhJtijj; jtpHj;Jf;
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“cd;NdhL NkhjpapUe;jhy; vt;tsT ,Ue;jpUf;Fk;. xU ,dpikahd epfo tpl;lhNa!" vd;W rypg;gile;j ghtid nkhopapy; nrhd;dhH.
63 taJ epuk;gpa N[Hkdpauhd vg;NghJk; ,g;gbj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;. mt FWk;G mtis vd;iwf;FNk Nfhgg; fhuzk; mtspd; mg;ghtpd; taJ  ́mg;ghitg; NghyNt vg;NghJk; FW nfhz;lts; rpupj;jhs;.
rw;W Neuj;Jf;F Kd;G tiu mtSs; , epiykhwp kdRf;Fs; xU kfpo;T XbaJ.
fhupy; Ftpe;jpUe;j gdpia topj;n gbe;jpUe;j gdpiaj; Nja;f;Fk; iftpuy;fs; nfhjpj;jd. tpuy;fis Cj gdpiar; Ruz;bnawpe;J tpl;L fh `paupq;ifg; gpbj;j NghJ Vw;nfdNt tpuy;fSk;> iffSk; eLq;fpd. fhH fz kiwj;jJ. vJTNk njupatpy;iy. neQ;R
 ́Ntisf;Nf ntspf;fpl;L g];rpNyNa fuhr; ,y;yhky; tpd;uupy; fhH rup KZKZj;jJ. Fspupy; clk;Ng iee;J ,Ue;jJ. iftpuy;fspd; Edpfs; ntbj;J jahuhf ,Ue;jJ.
,e;j tijfisj; jhq;f khl;lhj mts mJTk; ,e;jf; Fspupiy. Ngrhky; NwbNah Nfl;L> Gj;jfq;fis thrpr;R tho Kbahky; Ntiy Ntiyn tho;f;ifNah.. ́ kdjhur; rypj;jhs;.
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pf;fpl;L g];rpNyNa NghapUf;NfhZk;. tpd;uupy; fhH rup tuhJ. ́ kdR spupy; clk;Ng iee;J NghdJ Nghy ;fspd; Edpfs; ntbj;J> ,uj;jk; frpaj;
; jhq;f khl;lhj mts;  ́vd;d Ntiy> Fspupiy. Ngrhky; tPl;biy epz;L Gj;jfq;fis thrpr;R... re;Njh\khf ; Ntiy Ntiynaz;L... vd;d jhur; rypj;jhs;.
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ntg;gj;jpy; GfhH tpyfp fhHf; fz;zhb tiu kpFe;j rpukg; gl;lhs;.
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yypjhtpd; mg;ghTk; xU fhyj;jpy; FWk;ghfTk; ,Ue;jtHjhd;. ngz;fi tho;f;ifapd; tre;jq;fisj; njhi fl;lhak; mtUf;F Vw;gl;lJ. mt mEgtpg;gjpy; Mir nfhz;ltH. Md gpwg;Ng ,d;ndhUtdpd; ifapy; gLtjw;fhfj;jhd; vd;W fUJk; rK ehd;F ngz; gps;isfisg; ngw;nwLj;j jg;G. mjw;Fj; jz;lidahf e thry;fSf;Fkha; ngz;fisg; mg;ghkhHfisAk; Nghy mtUk; j jdpj;Jtkhd MirfisAk; fiuj;Jf; n
,e;j epae;jhd; yypjhTf;Fg; gpbf;ftp Nfhl;ghLfspy; neupgl;ltHfs; ngz;f ngz;fisg; ngw;wtHfSe;jhd;. r mtSf;Ff; Nfhge;jhd; Vw;gl;lJ.
mtSf;F ,g;NghJk; ey;y Qhgfk;. m vd;why; epiwaNt gpbf;Fk;. ,yq;i ghfq;fisAk; kidtp> Foe;ijfSld tpl;l mtUf;F ,e;jpahtpd; kfhgypGuk ,lq;fisAk; kidtp Foe;ijfSld; R Ntz;Lnkd;w mstpyhj Mir.
mg;Ngh mtUf;F rk;gsj;Jld;  ́mupa njhifg; gzk; te;jpUe;jJ. mg;gzj Nkw;nfhs;tjhfj;jhd; mtH vz;zpap gzj;Jld; tPl;Lf;F tUk; NghNj cw;rhfk; nghq;fpapUe;jJ.

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hTk; xU fhyj;jpy; ];khHl;lhfTk;> Ue;jtHjhd;. ngz;fisg; ngw;wjhy; re;jq;fisj; njhiyf;f Ntz;ba f;F Vw;gl;lJ. mtH tho;f;ifia ir nfhz;ltH. Mdhy; ngz;fspd; dhUtdpd; ifapy; xg;gilf;fg; vd;W fUJk; rKjhaj;jpy;> mtH ;isfisg; ngw;nwLj;jJ mtH nra;j jz;lidahf eiff;Fk;> tPL> ngz;fisg; ngw;w vy;yh Nghy mtUk; jd;idAk;> jd; rfisAk; fiuj;Jf; nfhz;lJ epak;.
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;jhd; Vw;gl;lJ.
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rk;gsj;Jld;  ́mupa]; ́ Mf xU te;jpUe;jJ. mg;gzj;jpy; Rw;Wyhit hd; mtH vz;zpapUe;jhH. mupa]; f;F tUk; NghNj mtH Kfj;jpy;
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me;j Neuk; ghHj;Jj;jhd; yypjh G+g;n tPl;bNy ele;j xU re;Njhrj;jpy; ,d fiue;J tpl;lJ.
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mk;khtpd; tpUg;gg;gb mg;gzj;jpy fy;yl;baYk;> kpFjpapy; jq;ifkhUf;Fr nra;tjhfj; jPHkhdpf;fg; gl;lJ.
rpy ehl;fspy; mg;ghtpd; mupa]; gzk; fw;fSld; mofpa ml;bayhfTk;> fhg;GfshfTk; khwptpl;lJ.
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njhlHe;j fhyq;fspYk; mg;ghTf;F tU fhzp thq;Ftjpy;> tPL fl;Ltjpy;> eif ngz;zpdJk; fy;ahzr; nrytpy; v NtiyAk;> CjpaKk; flikaha;> fl;l tpl;lJ.
yypjh Ntiy nra;aj; njhlq;fp n mg;ghtpd; epidthfNt ,Ue;jhs;. khiy tPL jpUk;GifapYk; mtspd; epidT Nrhfk; ,ioe;Njhbf; nfhz;bUe;jJ gf;fj;jpy; ,Ue;jpUe;jhy; mg;gh Ngug nfhQ;rpf; Fyhtp re;Njhrkh nfhz;bUe;jpUg;ghH. nghy;yhj ehl;Lg; g $l topapy;yhJ nra;J tpl;lNj. ́ Ng fhiu tpl;L ,wq;fpdhs;.
Kd;dhypUe;j rpWtUf;fhd tpisahl FspiuAk; nghUl;gLj;jhJ rpy N[Hkd gdpfisr; NrHj;J ngupa I]; kdpjd

j;Jj;jhd; yypjh G+g;nga;j Ntz;Lkh? U re;Njhrj;jpy; ,d;ndhU re;Njhrk;
k; yypjhitAk;> njhlHe;J tupirapy; z; Foe;ijfisAk; fhl;b eif> el;L> ;W mtHfSf;Fr; NrHf;f Ntz;ba wp yypjhtpd; mk;kh> mg;ghtpd; Rw;Wyh s;sp itj;J tpl;lhs;.
g;gg;gb mg;gzj;jpy; yypjhTf;Ff; jpapy; jq;ifkhUf;Fr; rpy eiffSk; dpf;fg; gl;lJ.
;ghtpd; mupa]; gzk; rptg;G nts;isf; pa ml;bayhfTk;> rq;fpypfshfTk;> wptpl;lJ.
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tpl;L Rw;wp epd;W Ntbf;if ghHj;Jf; nf ,d;Dk; rpy Foe;ijfs; I]; fl;bfis xUtiunahUtH fiyj;Jf; fiyj;J vw
mtHfspd; tpisahl;by; yypjh yapj;jpUe;j me;jf; fzj;jpy; xU rpy;nyd;W mtis curpr; nrd;w jpUk;gpdhs;. W}b xU ngupa I]; cUz yypjhTf;F vwpag; NghtJ Nghyg; ghti
Nein... Nein... (Neh.. Neh..) yypjh rp nfhz;L tPl;Lf;Fs; Xbdhs;.
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30.1.2000

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iyj;Jf; fiyj;J vwpe;jhHfs;.
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vd;id tplg; gj;J tUlq;fs; ,isats goff; $bats;. ehd; vdJ rpW N[Hkdpa tho;f;ifia Muk;gpj;j nghOJf;Fs;> xU ehs; ];Ul;fhHl; Gifa mtis Kjy; Kjyhfr; re;jpj;Njd jpUkzkhfp mtSk;> mts; fztDk fiyahj Gj;jk; GJj; jk;gjpfsha; njup
mtsJ Ngr;Rk;> mtsplk; ,Ue;j ehl;L re;jpg;gpNyNa vd;Ds; mts;ghy; X Vw;gLj;jp tpl;lJ. njhlHe;j XupU re;jpg;gpy; taJ tpj;jpahrk; ghuhJ tpl;Nlhk;.
jkpo;g; ngz;fisf; fhZtNj m fhyfl;lj;jpy;> mts; vdf;F tug;gpurhjkhfNt njupe;jhs;. mjdhy ghHf;fhky; khjk; xU KiwahtJ

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tUlq;fs; ,isatshdhYk; el;NghL ehd; vdJ rpW Foe;ijfSld; ;f;ifia Muk;gpj;j rpy fhyg; ehs; ];Ul;fhHl; Gifapuj epiyaj;jpy; Kjyhfr; re;jpj;Njd;. mg;NghJjhd; k;> mts; fztDk; fy;ahzf;fis GJj; jk;gjpfsha; njupe;jhHfs;.
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,Oj;Jf; nfhz;L> nuapd; Vwp mt tUNtd;.
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vdJ kfDf;F mtis ed;F gpbf;Fk;. khyjp mf;fh!" vd;W md;NghL go mtNdhL md;ghfg; goFths;. vg;N gw;wpNa NgRths;. “ehq;fs; vy;yhU ehl;Lf;Fg; NghapNlhZk;" vd;ghs;. V mtruk; vd;W te;jhy; $l ek;gp mt gps;isfis tpl;Lr; nry;Ntd;.
vd;NdhL NgRk; Nghnjy;yhk; “m gps;isas; gpwe;jhy;> xU gj;Jg;> gd Nkiy mJfis ,e;j ehl;biy it vg;gpbahtJ vq;fil ehl;Lf;Ff; $ NghLtd;. ,q;if ,Ue;jhy; gps;i NghLq;fs;. ePq;fSk; cq;fil gps;is tpoh> mJ ,njz;L nrhy;yp N[Hkd; tPLfSf;Nfh my;yJ Ntiw N[Hkd; fs tpl;blhijq;Nfh" vd;ghs;.
vdJ gps;isfs; tsHe;J nfhz;L tU nrhd;dJ Nghy tsHg;gJ vd;gJ fbdk ,Ue;jJ. tFg;Gg; gps;isfspd tpohf;fSf;Nfh> my;yJ vkJ ef fspahl;lq;fSf;Nfh vd; gps;isfs; nr jLf;f Kbatpy;iy. gj;Jg; gd;dpuz;L mtHfsJ gbg;igf; Fog;gpf; nfhz epiyf;F tuhj vdJ ehl;Lf;F XlTk; K
mjd; gpd;dhd nghOJfspy; khyjp fz;bj;jhs;. “ePq;fsf;fh> gps;isaSf;F ,lk; FLf;fpwpq;fs;. ,g;g ,e;j tarpiy gps;isaspd;iu tPLfSf;F tpl;bq;f

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czHtpy; kdk; epiwNtd;.
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tsHe;J nfhz;L tUk; NghJ mts; sHg;gJ vd;gJ fbdkhd fhupakhfNt g;Gg; gps;isfspd; gpwe;jehs; my;yJ vkJ efupy; eilngWk; h vd; gps;isfs; nry;tij vd;dhy; y. gj;Jg; gd;dpuz;L taJ te;jJk;> gf; Fog;gpf; nfhz;L> xU R%f dJ ehl;Lf;F XlTk; Kbatpy;iy.
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ehisf;F 14> 15 taR tuf;if b] Ntz;b tUk;" vd;ghs;.
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,d;ndhU juk;> ikf;fy; [f;rdpd njhiyf;fhl;rpapy; Nghd NghJ> n rj;jj;ijAk; $l;b tpl;L> clk;ig nesp uridAld; mtd; Mba NghJ> mts; ehNd Mbg; Ngha; tpl;Nld;.
mtsJ ,e;j cgNjrq;fs; vkf;fpil ve;jf; Fe;jfKk; tpistpf;fhj NghJk;> Nghy vd;dhy; vd; gps;isfis tsHf vd;gjhy; mtsplk; mbf;fb nry;tij nfhz;Nld;.
,e;j ,ilapy; mtSf;Fk; xt;nt Foe;ijfs; gpwe;J tpl;lhHfs;. me;j fye;Jk;> mbf;fb njhiyNgrpa vq;fSf;Fs;shd cwitj; njhiyj;J te;Njd;.
MdhYk; fhyg; Nghf;fpy; INuhg;gpa njhiyNgRk; ,ilntspfs; $l ePz;L n mtsJ gps;isfSk; tsHe;J nfhz mtSf;fhd mtSila Neuq;fSk; Neubr; re;jpg;Gfs; kpfTk; mupjhf VjhtnjhU tplak; rhl;lhf tUk; Ngh nfhz;Nlhk;.
,g;NghJ mts; ehl;Lf;Fg; Ngha; te;jJ mioj;Njd;. njhiyNgrpapd; rpy jur; r gpd;Ng ,izg;gpy; te;jhs;. nfhQ ,Ue;jhs;. gaz mYg;G ,d;Dk; j njupe;jJ. gpd;dzpapy; “Rw;wpr; Rw;wp te glg; ghl;L rj;jkhff; Nfl;lJ.

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ikf;fy; [f;rdpd; ghl;L xd;W ; Nghd NghJ> njhiyf;fhl;rpapd; tpl;L> clk;ig nespj;J nespj;J xU ; Mba NghJ> mts; Nghl;l $r;rypy; ; tpl;Nld;.
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“nfhQ;rk; rj;jj;ijf; Fiw" vd;W jpUk “,td; rQ;Rjd; mf;fh> gilag;gh g rhg;gpl khl;lhd;. xU ehisf;F % Fiwahky; vq;fil tPl;il gi rypg;gile;j ghtidAld; NgrpdhYk; m NghJ VNjh xU ngUkpjk; mts; Fuypy
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“rh.. mijNad; Nfl;fpwpq;fs; mf;fh? nta;apy;.. rP.. vz;L Nghr;RJ."
njhlHe;J epiwaNt fijj;Njhk;.
“,dp vg;g ehl;Lg; gf;fk; Nghw Ibah?"
“ehl;Lf;Nfh..! ,Jjhd; filrpAk; gps;isashiy mijj; jhq;NfyhJ. g me;j nta;apYk;.. ,iyahDk;.. fha;Q;R vy;yhk;. ,Jf;Fs;is Esk;G Ntiw. , ehL xj;J tuhJ. ,dp me;jg; gf;fNk N jPHkhdpr;rpl;ld;."
NgRtJ khyjpjhdh? kdR tpdhtpaJ vdf;Fg; Ngr;Nr tutpy;iy.
4.11.2004

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dh? kdR tpdhtpaJ. mjw;F Nky; utpy;iy.

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“Rk;kh fhfk; fj;jpw Nghiy nfhz;buhij. FLk;gk; vz;lhy; ,Uf;Fk;. nghk;gpias;jhd; ,ijnay;yh NghNfhZk;. Vd; cdf;F nfhk;kh ,nj jNuy;iyNa? vd;d tsHg;G tsHj;jpU ey;y gof;fq;fs; $lg; gof;fhky;..! fypahzk; fl;bdNd!" rq;fH tof;fk; jdkhff; fijj;jhd;.
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kPz;Lk; mts; fz; tpopj;j NghJ r te;jpUe;jhd;. NfhFy; Nrhfkha; ,Ue iffisg; gpbj;j gb mOjhd;. “vg;g tUtPq;fs;?" vd;W Vf;fj;Jld; Nfl;lhd;. vJTk; nrhy;y Kbatpy;iy. eh cyHe;j mizj;;Jf; nfhs;;s vz;zp vj;jdpj;jhs;. mtshy; iffis Kbatpy;iy. rq;fiug; ghHj;jhs;. nf Ngha; ,Ue;jhd;;.
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,e;J mtDld; vJTNk Ngrtpy;i NfhFiyg; ghHf;f kpfTk; ghtkhf ,Ue;j
rq;fH Nghd gpd; jhjpiaf; Nfl;L> ,Uf;Fk; mz;zd; khjtDld; njhiy nfhz;L ele;jitfisr; nrhd;dhs;. m kzpfspNyNa gjwpabj;Jf; nfhz;L Xb rq;fiu vd;ndz;L Nfl;fpwd;. eP f vd;whd;. gf;fj;jpy; ,Ue;J MWjyh Mdhy; filrpapy; NghFk; NghJ “,e;J> Ntiyaisr; nra;J Nghlhij> nghk;gpisas;jhd; mDrhpr;Rg; NghN nrhy;yp tpl;Lg; Nghdhd;.
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xUj;jUf;Fk; jtwhj; njhpNay;iyNa! r eltbf;ifahiy jpUe;jpdhNdh vz;L $lj; jpUe;jpdjhj; njhpNay;iyia ́ nghpJk; Fok;gpdhs;.
rq;fH ,e;Jitg; ghHf;f ,ilf;fpil te;J Nghdhd;. khjtd; te;J ,e;Jitg kWehNs NfhFiy khjtd; tPl;by; nfh tpl;lhd;. nghWg;ghd mg;ghthf tPl;by; ghHf;ftpy;iy. vy;yhtw;iwAk; jdpikapy; ,Ue;J Nahrpj;Jg; ghH NfhFiy epidf;f epidf;f mOi  ́rq;fUf;fhf NfhFiyj; jz;br;Rg; N epidT mtisg; ghlha;g; gLj;jpaJ.
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tPl;Lf;F te;j gpd; rq;fhplk; njd;gl;l itj;J rq;fh; jpUe;jp tpl;lhd; vd;Nw , mtspd; me;j ek;gpf;if vy;yhk; rpy ehl;fs; Nghfg; Nghf mtd; jpUe;jtpy;i czHe;J nfhz;lhs;. jhq;f Kba FKwpdhs;. me;jf; FKwypd; gpujpgypg;G fhurhukhd rz;ilAk;.
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; rq;fhplk; njd;gl;l rpy khw;wq;fis e;jp tpl;lhd; vd;Nw ,e;J epidj;jhs;. ;gpf;if vy;yhk; rpy ehl;fSf;Fj;jhd;. hf mtd; jpUe;jtpy;iy vd;gij ed;F ;lhs;. jhq;f Kbahky; mbf;fb ; FKwypd; gpujpgypg;Gj;jhd; New;iwa lAk;.
; rq;fUf;Fk; ,ilapy; kdjstpy; tphpry; Vw;gl;L tpl;ljpy; mtSf;Fr; hf ,Ue;jJ. New;W mtd; nrhd;d nrj;jhy; mijapl;Lr; re;Njhrg; glg; ; ehdhj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk.;" mtSf;Fs; me;j thHj;ijfs; xypj;Jf; nfhz;Nl


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,e;jr; rz;il ele;j NghJ NfhFy; e ,e;J epidj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhs;. Mdhy rq;fH Ngha;g; gLj;j gpd; mts; ntF fjpiuapNyNa ,Ue;J mOJ nfhz;bU NfhFy; te;J “mk;kh mohijq;Nfh> vd;whd;. mtd; fz;fs; ePz;l Neuk; mO tPq;fpr; rpte;jpUe;jd.
mij epidf;;f epidf;f ,e;JTf;F ,Ue;jJ. NfhFy; kPJ gr;rhj;jhgk; Vw mtDf;F ,e;jj; jz;lidNah? vd;d vdf;Fg; gps;isahfg; gpwe;jhNdh? v rz;il Nghl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;fpw mOKQ xUj;jpNahL ehnsy;yhk; CH Rw;wp tpl tPl;Lf;F tUfpw mg;gh. ,itfis v ghHj;J me;jg; gpQ;R kdrpy; vd;nd Vw;gl;bUf;FNkh ́ vd;w epidTfnsy;yhk Fog;gpd.
,t;tsT ehSk; ,itfisg; gw;wpr; rpe;jpf;fhky; ,Ue;jjij vz;zp ,e FWfpdhs;. ntl;fg; gl;lhs;. fyq;fpdh kdq; frpe;jhs;. rq;fHjhd; ,g;gb nghWg;gw;wtdhf> NfhFypd; gpQ;R fpQ;rpj;NjDk; rpe;jpj;Jg; ghuhjtdha jphpfpwhd; vd;why; jdf;F kl;Lk; vq;N tpl;lJ> vd;W jd;idNa jhd; Nfl;L k nfhz;lhs;. jdJ ,e;jr; nra;if tho;f;if eufkhfpf; nfhz;bUg;gijg; Gh
mtSf;Fj; jd; kPNj Nfhgk; Nf  ́vdf;nfd;d mwptpy;iyNah> my;yJ my;yJ nfl;bj;jde;jhd; ,y;iyNah! r tpl;bl;L ,d;ndhU ngz;Nzhil Rj;N gl;l xU Raey tpUk;gpf;fhz;b eh tho;f;;ifiaAk;> NfhFypd;iu tho;ifi nfhz;bUf;NfhZk;! ́ vd;W jdf;Fs;N tha; tpl;Lr; rj;jkhf moNtz;Lk; mtisg; gpire;njLj;jJ.

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; ,itfisg; gw;wpr; nrhl;Lf; $lr; e;jjij vz;zp ,e;J jdf;Fs;Ns g; gl;lhs;. fyq;fpdhs;. NfhFYf;fhf rq;fHjhd; ,g;gb tpl;Nlw;wpahf> NfhFypd; gpQ;R kdR gw;wp pe;jpj;Jg; ghuhjtdha; jd; ghl;by; ; jdf;F kl;Lk; vq;Nf mwpT Ngha; ;idNa jhd; Nfl;L kdRf;Fs; nehe;J J ,e;jr; nra;ifahy; NfhFypd; pf; nfhz;bUg;gijg; Ghpe;J nfhz;lhs;.
; kPNj Nfhgk; Nfhgkhf te;jJ. ptpy;iyNah> my;yJ mofpy;iyNah> de;jhd; ,y;iyNah! rq;fH Vd; vd;id U ngz;Nzhil Rj;NjhZk;! ,g;gpbg; tpUk;gpf;fhz;b ehd; Vd;; vd;iu NfhFypd;iu tho;ifiaAk; tPzhf;fpf; ;! ́ vd;W jdf;Fs;Ns nghUkpdhs;. j;jkhf moNtz;Lk; Nghy Nrhfk; jLj;jJ.


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,e;j cyfj;J [Ptuhrpfs; mj;jidA ,Ug;gJ NghyTk;> jhd; kl;Lk; tplg;gl;Lj; jz;bf;fg; gLtJ NghyTk; c Ngha; mk;khtpd; kbapy; mg;gbNa Kf itj;J mo Ntz;Lk; Nghy mtSf;F ,
,e;J jhafj;jpy; mk;kh mg;ghtpd; md elj;jypYk; kpfTk; xOf;fkhfTk tho;e;jts;. VO tUlq;fSf;F Kd; mz fy;ahzj;jpy; rq;fH Fb ,y;iy> mUikahdtd; vd tHzpf;fg;gl;L vy;y Nghy kzhsdpd; epa KfKk;> Ra Fz VNjh xU FUl;L ek;gpf;ifapy ,dpikfisg; gw;wpa fdTfis kl;LNk N[Hkdpf;F te;J NrHe;jts;.
rq;fUldhd mtsJ Muk;g ehl khjq;fsha; ,dpg;ghfj;jhd; ,Ue;jd. v vd;Nw njhpatpy;iy. vy;yhNk khwpg; Ngh
mtSf;F rq;fiu tpl;Ltpl;L ahH f vq;NfahtJ Xb tplNtz;Lk; Nghy mJjhd; njhpatpy;iy. vd;d te;jhYk NfhFiy jd;NdhL $l;bf; nfhz Ntz;Lnkd;W epidj;Jf; nfhz;lhs;
Mdhy; Ngha; vd;d nra;tJ? v njhlHtJ? vd;w Nfs;tpfs; mtisf; F ,Ue;jd. ,q;F N[Hkdpapy; ,g;gb r%fey cjtpfs; fpilf;Fe;jhd;. m NfhFypd; nryTf;F> Fwpg;gpl;l msT Ntz;Lk; vd rl;lg; gb jPHkhdpf;fg; g ,jw;F kdk; xg;gtpy;iy. rq;fiu tpl;L gpd; mtdpd; gzj;ij vLf;f tpUg ahhplKk; jq;fp jhd; thof; $lhJ> nfhz;lhs;;. Kf;fpakhfr; rq;fiur; kdJf;Fs; cWjp vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhs;.
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mk;kh mg;ghtpd; md;gpYk;> ey;y top pfTk; xOf;fkhfTk;> trjpahfTk; tUlq;fSf;F Kd; mz;zd;khH Ngrpa ;fH Fb ,y;iy> rpfnul; ,y;iy> d tHzpf;fg;gl;L vy;yhg; ngz;fisAk; epa KfKk;> Ra FzKk; njhpahkNy Ul;L ek;gpf;ifapy; tho;f;ifapd; ;wpa fdTfis kl;LNk Rke;J nfhz;L NrHe;jts;.
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u tpl;Ltpl;L ahH fz;zpYk; glhJ tplNtz;Lk; NghypUe;jJ. vq;Nf? py;iy. vd;d te;jhYk; NghFk; NghJ hL $l;bf; nfhz;L Ngha; tpl dj;Jf; nfhz;lhs;
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 ́ey;y Ntiynahz;L vLf;NfhZk;. mJ njhopy; rk;ge;jkhg; gbf;NfhZk;;. Kjy;iy nlhr;irg; (N[Hkd; nkhopiag epidTg; gbfis mLf;fj; njhlq;fpdhs nfhz;l Kbitr; nraw;gLj;jp ntw njhl;Lf; nfhs;s.
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,Us; epiwe;j jd; tho;tpYk; xsp vd;gijf; fz;L ,e;J cw;rhfkhd Kfj;Jld;> mts; cs; Eioe;j mtisNa ftdpj;Jf; nfhz;L mq;F ,d;ndhU ngz; ,ts; VNjh gpur;rid vd;gij ed;F czHe;J nfhz;lts nrhy;ypf; nfhz;L mtHfsplk; ,Ue;J NghJ “kp]p]; rq;fH> cq;fSf;F tpUg;g ehY khrKk; ePq;fs; cq;fil nryt NfhH]; nra;J cq;fil nlhr; m nfhs;Sq;Nfh." vd;W MNyhrid $wpdh

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;Fj; njhpfpd;w NIHkd; nkhop xU jw;Fg; NghJkhdjh> vd;gJ mtSf;Nf ;Nw mts; ,J rk;ge;jkhd ; njhlHG nfhz;L jdf;Fj; njhpe;j nkhop) MNyhridfs; Nfl;lhs;;. ;LNfhSf;F ,zq;f mLj;j ehNs ;G vLj;J tpl;Lg; Ngha; mtHfis
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jd; tho;tpYk; xsp tPr tha;g;Gz;L ,e;J cw;rhfkhdhs;. fyf;fkhd s; cs; Eioe;j Neuj;jpypUe;J pj;Jf; nfhz;L mq;F flikapypUe;j ,ts; VNjh gpur;ridapy; ,Uf;fpwhs; zHe;J nfhz;ltsha;> ,ts; ed;wp ;L mtHfsplk; ,Ue;J tpil ngWk; ;fH> cq;fSf;F tpUg;gk; vz;lhy; ,e;j ;fs; cq;fil nrytpiy xU nlhr; cq;fil nlhr; mwpitf; $l;bf; ;W MNyhrid $wpdhs;.


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jdf;F MNyhrid $wTk;> jdf;F c jd;Dld; ,d; Kfj;Jld; Ngrpf; nfhs me;epa Njrj;jpy; kdpjh;fs; ,Uf;fpwhHfs epidj;J ,e;J epakhfNt kfpo;e;jhs;.
Neuq;fisNah> fhyq;fisNah cldbahfNt jdJ gFjp Neu Ntiy gbg;gjw;fhd Maj;jq;fisr; nra;jhs;.
,k;Kiw mts; KbT mtSilaj fztd; vd;w ngahpy; mtisf; f rq;fhplNkh> ngz; vd;why; tha; %b Ntz;Lnkd;W epidf;Fk;> ,d;Dk; goi NghapUf;Fk; mz;zd;khhplNkh MNyhridAk; Nfl;ftpy;iy. mt nrhy;thh;fNs vd;W gag;glTk; ,y;iy. vd; kfd; NfhFypd; tho;T. ehkpUtUk; gae;J eufj;Joy;tJ tPz;. ́ jdf;Fj; nfhz;lhs;.
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md;Wk; toik Nghy Neuq;fopj;Nj , Nghlj; jahuhf tPl;Lf;Fs; Eioe;j rq tpopj;Jf; nfhz;NlNd! ́ vd;w G jpUg;jpapYk;> vjpH fhyj;ijg; gw;wpa gyj;jpYk; epk;kjpahfj; Jhq;fpf; nfhz ghHj;J xd;WNk Ghpahky; tpopj;jhd;.
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KbT mtSilajhfNt ,Ue;jJ. ngahpy; mtisf; fyq;f itf;Fk; ; vd;why; tha; %b nksdpahf tho df;Fk;> ,d;Dk; goikapNyNa Cwpg; mz;zd;khhplNkh mts; ve;j Nfl;ftpy;iy. mtHfs; VjhtJ ;W gag;glTk; ,y;iy.  ́,J vd; tho;T. pd; tho;T. ehkpUtUk; thohJ CUf;Fg; ;tJ tPz;. ́ jdf;Fj; jhNd nrhy;ypf;
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Nghy Neuq;fopj;Nj ,e;JTld; rz;il Pl;Lf;Fs; Eioe;j rq;fH  ́,g;NghjhtJ ;NlNd! ́ vd;w Gj;JzHT je;j pH fhyj;ijg; gw;wpa ek;gpf;if je;j pahfj; Jhq;fpf; nfhz;bUe;j ,e;Jitg;
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tpjkhf thjk; gz;zpNdhk;.
fhG mbj;J itj;Jr; nrhy;yp tpl;lhd;. . xU kz;zhq;fl;bAk; ,y;iy. ehd;
k; ek;gNt khl;ld;" vd;W.
ghHj;jpgdhy; mtDila eh];jpfj; pf;f Kbatpy;iy. “vd;d eP> ,g;gpbr; il Mj;jpabg; gps;isahhpiy $l apy;iyNah?!" Mr;rhpakhff; Nfl;lhd;.
d;W jplkhfg; gjpyspj;jhd;.
;if ek;gpf;if ,Uf;F. ntsPiy Rk;kh ; ,y;iy vz;Lwha;." vd;W kWjypj;jhd;
,y;iynaz;Lwd;. flTNs ,y;yhj ; ek;NghZk;?" NfhG mWj;JWj;Jr;
Df;Fk;> NfhGTf;Fk; ,ilapy; Vw;gl;l
ge;jak; tiu te;J tpl;lJ.
lTspy; ek;gpf;if ,y;iy vd;gij bg; gps;isahH NfhtpYf;Fg; Ngha; ; Jg;gp tpl;L tUtjhfj; jPHkhdpf;fg; h\iz ,il epWj;jg; gl;lJ.
sahH Nfhtpy; tiu Nghf vdf;Fk; Nghf Mirjhd;. ehd; tsHe;j ;gjhy; ghlrhiy jtpHe;j Neuj;jpy; J ntspapy; Nghfj; JzpT tutpy;iy.


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vdJ rpd;dj; jk;gpkhUk;> jq;i mtHfSld; NrHe;J NghdhHfs;. ehd mtHfSf;fhff; fhj;jpUe;Njd;.
vdJ miu kzp Neuf; fhj;jpUg;gpd; gpd te;jhHfs;. vd;Dila KO ek;gpf;ifA nrhy;ypapUg;ghd;. Mdhy; filrp kl;L Nky; Jg;gpapUf;f khl;lhd; ́ vd;gNj.
me;j ek;gpf;ifAld; rphpj;j gb “v ge;jaj;jpiy NfhGg;gps;is Njhj;jpl;lhNu
“,y;iy ehd;jhd; Njhj;jpl;ld;" ghHj ge;jaf; fhR nfhLf;f Ntz;LNk vd;w f
“cz;ikah gps;isahUf;F Nkiy J Kbahjjhy; re;Njfj;Jld; kPz;Lk; ehd;
“k;;Fk;... fjT G+l;bapUe;jpr;R. mjhiy NeNu ,Uf;fpw jiythry; fjitf; fh Nghl;L> gpwF fjtpiy Jg;gpAk; N ghHj;jpgd; nfhQ;rk; mrhjhuzkhfj;jhd;
“ehd; ek;g khl;ld;. ve;jf; fhyhiy vd;dplk; flTs; ,Uf;fpwhuh> ,y;iyah ve;j KbTk; mg;NghJ ,y;iynad ,y;iy ́ vd;W nrhy;yp vq;fs; C mtkjpf;f xU NghJk; rk;kjkpy;iy. vd;dNth vd; FuYk; mrhjhuzkhfNt x
NfhG tyJ fhiyj; J}f;fp vq;fs; k fhl;b> “,g;gpbj;jhd;> ,e;jf; fhyhiyjhd kr;rhs;" vd;whd;. vdf;F ek;g Kb ghHj;jpgd; ge;jaf;fhR nfhLf;f Ntz;Ln xU &ghTf;Ff; nfQ;rpa NghJ $l ebf;fpwhHfs; vd;Wjhd; Kjypy; epidj;N
“cz;ikah cijQ;rtd;> mf;fh." jk;g mbj;J rj;jpak; gz;zpa NghJjhd; ek md;iwa nghOJ vdf;F vd;dNth Nghy

jk;gpkhUk;> jq;ifkhUk; kl;Lk; e;J NghdhHfs;. ehd; Nfw; thrypy;
hj;jpUe;Njd;.
Neuf; fhj;jpUg;gpd; gpd; mtHfs; jpUk;gp ila KO ek;gpf;ifAk;  ́NfhG Rk;kh Mdhy; filrp kl;Lk; gps;isahhpd; khl;lhd; ́ vd;gNj.
ld; rphpj;j gb “vd;d ghHj;jpgd;> Gg;gps;is Njhj;jpl;lhNu?" Nfl;Nld;.
d; Njhj;jpl;ld;" ghHj;jpgdpd; Fuypy; f;f Ntz;LNk vd;w ftiy njhpe;jJ.
sahUf;F Nkiy Jg;gpdtNd?" ek;g fj;Jld; kPz;Lk; ehd; Nfl;Nld;.
+l;bapUe;jpr;R. mjhiy gps;isahUf;F iythry; fjitf; fhyhiy cijQ;R jtpiy Jg;gpAk; Nghl;L te;jtd;." k; mrhjhuzkhfj;jhd; nrhd;dhd;.
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k; mrhjhuzkhfNt xypj;jJ.
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jQ;rtd;> mf;fh." jk;gp vd;iu ifapy; gz;zpa NghJjhd; ek;gpNdd;. mjd;gpd;
vdf;F vd;dNth NghyNt ,Ue;jJ.


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mLj;j ehs; khkh FLk;gk; gazkhfp Nghy; mtHfs; gazkhd md;iwa e ntwpr;Nrhb> mikjpahf ,Ue;jJ. mLj ehDk; jk;gpAk; jdpahf fuk;> mJ tpisahlj; njhlq;fp tpl;Nlhk;. Mdh Ntiyia kl;Lk; kwf;fhky; mbf;f  ́mtd; mg;gbr; nra;jpUf;ff; $lhJ ́ fijj;Njhk;.
,d;Wk; me;j epidT vd; kdj;jpiuapy; fhl;b tpl;lJ. NfhGtpd; gpbthjkhd K gbNa kPz;Lk; kjpyhy; vl;bg; ghHj;Njd;.
 ́tht;..! kf;fs; nts;sk;. ́ vdf kpd;dypl;lJ. mg;ghtpd; Kfj;jpYk; re mJ xU ,dk; Ghpahj NfhgKk;> re;Njh\k;.
ehd; Xbg;Ngha; Nfw;iwj; jpwe;J kd KOikahfg; ghHj;Njd;. vy;NyhH Kfq eilfspy; jsHT.
vy;NyhUk; vkJ CHf;fhuHfs;jhd;. tpOe;J vy;NyhiuAk; tprhhpj;jhH.
“mEuhjGuk; khjphp nfhOk;gpiy mb t rpy rpy ,lq;fspiyjhd; mtq;fs; jq;f fhl;bg; Nghl;lhq;fs;. vdf;Fj;jhd; fhq;N te;J ,wq;F kl;Lk; xNu rj;jp. ,e;jf vdf;F xj;J tuhJ jk;gp." Re;jhpg;ghl;b nrhy;ypf; nfhz;L Nghdh.
“mg;g> jq;fr;rpaitaSk; cq;fi te;jit?" mg;gh mtrukha; Nfl;lhH.
“Xklh jk;gp. mq;if gpd;Df;Fg nfhz;bUg;gpdk;." Re;jhpg;ghl;b nrhy;yp t
J}uj;jpy; tUk; khkh vd; fz;fS tpl;lhH. gf;fj;jpy; nfhQ;rk; gpd;dhy; kh ele;J nfhz;L te;jh.

h FLk;gk; gazkhfp tpl;lJ. toik azkhd md;iwa ehs;> vq;fs; tPL jpahf ,Ue;jJ. mLj;j ehs; kPz;Lk; jdpahf fuk;> mJ ,J vd;W lq;fp tpl;Nlhk;. Mdhy; NfhG nra;j k; kwf;fhky; mbf;fb epidj;Njhk;. nra;jpUf;ff; $lhJ ́ vd;W gyKiw
dT vd; kdj;jpiuapy; gy Kiw Kfk; hGtpd; gpbthjkhd Kfj;ij epidj;j pyhy; vl;bg; ghHj;Njd;.
s; nts;sk;. ́ vdf;Fs; re;Njh\k; ;ghtpd; Kfj;jpYk; re;Njh\k;. Mdhy; Ghpahj NfhgKk;> NrhfKk; fye;j
Nfw;iwj; jpwe;J kdpj nts;sj;ij j;Njd;. vy;NyhH Kfq;fspYk; fisg;G.
CHf;fhuHfs;jhd;. mg;gh tpOe;J Ak; tprhhpj;jhH.
php nfhOk;gpiy mb tpNoy;iyj; jk;gp. piyjhd; mtq;fs; jq;fil Ntiyiaf; s;. vdf;Fj;jhd; fhq;Nfrd; Jiwapiy ;Lk; xNu rj;jp. ,e;jf; fg;gy; gazk; J jk;gp." Re;jhpg;ghl;b ,Oj;J ,Oj;J
Nghdh.
itaSk; cq;fil fg;gypNyNa mtrukha; Nfl;lhH.
mq;if gpd;Df;Fg; ghH. te;J Re;jhpg;ghl;b nrhy;yp tha; %ltpy;iy.
khkh vd; fz;fSf;Fs; mfg;gl;L ; nfhQ;rk; gpd;dhy; khkp kpf nkJthf e;jh.


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 ́mJ ahH nehz;bagb> fhiy ,O tbthfg; ghHj;Njd;.  ́ml> mJ Nf nehz;Lwhd;? VJk; tpOe;J fpOe;J Ng Nahrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;f> mtHfs; tPl;L NrHe;J tpl;lhHfs;.
mg;gh epk;kjpg; ngU %r;NrhL mt mioj;jgb> “,td; NfhG Vd; fpotq;f ,Oj;jpOj;J elf;fpwhd;. vd;d ele khkpiaf; Nfl;lhH.
“mijNad; mz;iz Nff;fpwpq;fs;? Gw;Nghy;;(football) tpisahlf;if Koq;f Nghl;Ljhk;. clidNa gphpd;rpg;gy; nuy $g;gpl;ltH. ,tH Ngha; uf;]p gpbr;R> nfhz;L NghdtH. vy;yhk; cli xg;gpNurd; vy;yhk; nra;Jk; Nghl;lhq;fs;. gpbr;rhq;fs;> vYk;G rhpahg; nghUe;Njy;i xg;gpNurd; nra;apwJf;nfz;L Fwpr;rpUf;ff;ifjhd; ,e;jg; gpur;ridna nlhf;NlH];(doctors) vy;yhUk; ];iwf;(s xz;Lk; nra;Nayhky; Nghl;LJ. vy g;nuz;l;];jhd;. ,tUf;fhz;bahtJ te;J rpyH nrhd;ditjhd;;. Mdhy; ];iwf M];gj;jphpapiy xg;gpNurd; nra;af; $b ,Uf;Nfy;iy. ,ijg; ghj;Jf; nfhz;L FLf;f Ntz;b te;jpLk; vz;L mtDf;Fj;jhd; vq;fspiy Nfhtk;. epz Kbr;rpl;L ntspf;fpl;bUf;fyhk; vz;L t GWGWg;G."
“mg;g> ,dp vd;d elf;Fk;?" mg;g tpdtpdhH.
“vd;d> vYk;ig nghUj;jpwnjz;L nrhy Nkiy kw;w vYk;ig itr;R jq;f Kbr;rpl;lhq;fs;. ,g;g vdf;F ,e;j t fhiy tpl ePsj;jpiy xU  ́,Q; ́ xg;gpNurd; nra;apwnjz;lhy; clidNa ehs; Nghdhy; xz;LNk nra;Nayhj mg;ghf;Fk; vt;tsNth nrhy;ypg; ghHj;jd

z;bagb> fhiy ,Oj;J ,Oj;J..? ́ d;.  ́ml> mJ NfhG. Vd; ,td; k; tpOe;J fpOe;J Nghl;lhNdh? ́ ehd; ;bUf;f> mtHfs; tPl;L thrYf;F te;J ;.
ngU %r;NrhL mtHfis cs;Ns d; NfhG Vd; fpotq;fs; khjphp fhiy f;fpwhd;. vd;d ele;jJ ,tDf;F?" .
;iz Nff;fpwpq;fs;? gs;spf;$lj;jpiy tpisahlf;if Koq;fhYf;if KwpQ;R dNa gphpd;rpg;gy; nuypNghd; gz;zpf; Ngha; uf;]p gpbr;R> M];gj;jphpf;Ff; H. vy;yhk; clidNa ftdpr;R> ; nra;Jk; Nghl;lhq;fs;. gpwFjhd; fz;L ;G rhpahg; nghUe;Njy;iynaz;L. jpUg;g nra;apwJf;nfz;L ehnsy;yhk; d; ,e;jg; gpur;ridnay;yhk; te;jpl;LJ. ) vy;yhUk; ];iwf;(strike) gz;zPl;bdk;. hky; Nghl;LJ. vy;yhUk; ,tw;iw tUf;fhz;bahtJ te;J nra;apwk; vz;L jhd;;. Mdhy; ];iwf; vz;l gbahy; xg;gpNurd; nra;af; $ba epiyikaSk; jg; ghj;Jf; nfhz;L epz;L capiuNa te;jpLk; vz;L ntspf;fpl;bl;lk;. q;fspiy Nfhtk;. epz;L xg;gpNurid ;fpl;bUf;fyhk; vz;L topnay;yhk; xNu
d;d elf;Fk;?" mg;gh mf;fiwAld;
ghUj;jpwnjz;L nrhy;yp xU vYk;Gf;F Yk;ig itr;R jq;fil Ntiyia ,g;g vdf;F ,e;j tyJ fhy;> ,lJ j;jpiy xU  ́,Q; ́ FiwQ;rpl;LJ. pwnjz;lhy; clidNa nra;NahZkhk;. xz;LNk nra;Nayhjhk;. mk;khf;Fk;> Nth nrhy;ypg; ghHj;jd;. Nfl;Nfy;iy.


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vd;id ,q;if ,Oj;Jf; nfhz;L t vd;d? ,g;gpbNa tho;ehs; G+uh fpotd fhiy ,Oj;J ,Oj;J elf;f fg;gYf;Fs;is $l rhg;ghL FLj;j Mf;f gf;fkhg; ghHj;jpl;L> xU rpd;dg; ngb  ́me;jf; fpotDf;F ,e;jg; ghizf nrhd;dhq;fs;. ehndhz;Lk; fpotd ,g;gjhd; gjpdhY taR vz;L fj;N ,Ue;jpr;R." NfhG kpfTk; rypg;G ,ioe;Njhlr; nrhd;dhd;. vdf;F m ghtkhf ,Ue;jJ.
ghHj;jpgd; vd;d epidj;jhNdh> tpi mUfpy; nrd;W “eP gps;isahUf;F ghj;jpNah fpilr;rpl;L" vd;whd;.
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ehd; xd;WNk nrhy;ytpy;iy. Mdhy; tyJ fhiy tpl xU mq;Fyk; ePskhf fhiy nkJthf ,Oj;J ,Oj;Jj;jhd; e
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epidj;jhNdh> tpiue;J NfhGtpd; “eP gps;isahUf;F cijQ;rJf;F> pl;L" vd;whd;.
gdk;gok; tpOe;j fij nrhy;yhij." ,jw;Fk; rk;ge;jk; ,y;iynad;gij
hy;ytpy;iy. Mdhy; ghG ,d;W tiu xU mq;Fyk; ePskhf ,Uf;Fk; ,lJ ,Oj;J ,Oj;Jj;jhd; elf;;fpwhd;.


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,Ue;J nfhz;L “,Q;rUk;> me;jf; fz;z jhUk;. ,Q;rUk;> ,e;jf; Nfhg;gp nfhQ;r GJrh xz;L Nghl;Lj; jhUk;..." vz;L nj
mJ kl;LNk “vq;ifag;gh> mz;ilf je;jNd! mijnahUf;fhy; jhUk;."

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pwJ? fhiyik vOk;gp> tPl;il xU trukha; rikr;R> mJf;fpilapiy tPl;biy cs;s kw;w Ntiyaisg; rikaiyAk; Kbr;R ,e;j kDrDf;F ;ld;.
ahiy vOk;gp gLf;ifiaf; $l ,Ue;J ehd; Nghl;Lf; FLj;j r;rpl;L> ehd; fPio Ngha; jghy; Ue;J vLj;Jf; nfhz;L te;j Ngg;giu thrpr;Rf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jpr;R. ehd; d! xU cjtp nra;tk; vz;by;iy. rhp bNay;iy. cgj;jpukhtJ juhky;
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q;ifag;gh> mz;ilf;nfhU vd;ntyg; hUf;fhy; jhUk;."


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k;... jhNd itf;fyhe;jhNd. nf vd;dl;ilj; jhwJ. gpwF “vq;ifag;gh ,njy;yhk; ey;y Gj;jp rhJhpakhd N kl;Lk; vdf;Fj; njhpahNj. fjpiuf nfhz;L fhhpak; rhjpf;fpw jd;ikas;.
rhp Ngg;giu thrpr;R Kbr;rpl;L ghj;&K kDrd; Nrt; gz;Zwd;> mJ ,J vz kzpj;jpahykha; ntspiy tNuy;iy.
mJf;Fs;is ehd; gps;isaspd;iu Nti Kbr;rpl;ld;.
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kDrd; Fspr;rpl;L ntspiy tUw rhg;ghl;il nubah Nkirapiy itr;rpl;l ehd; rikf;fpwJf;nfz;Nl gpwe;jts; vz vd;dNth>  ́ey;yhapUf;fg;gh ́ vz;L NgNry;iy. Ntiw VNjh vdf;Fj; fijaisr; nrhy;YwJk; “ehisf;F m nra;. mq;if mg;nghapz;l;nkz;l; vLj vdf;F fl;lisfs; ,LtJkha; ,Ue;jpr;R
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pr;R Kbr;rpl;L ghj;&Kf;Fs;is Nghd ;Zwd;> mJ ,J vz;L nrhy;yp xU tspiy tNuy;iy.
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itf;fhky;.... Ngha; njhiyf;fhl;rpf ,Ue;J nfhz;L...
vdf;F te;j Nfhtj;Jf;F “Vdg;gh> , ,Jfis ePq;fs; vLj;J itr;rPq;fnsz;l nfz;L ntspf;fpl;bLtd;jhNd!" vz;L Nghiy ,Ue;jpr;R.
k;... ,g;g nrhy;yg; Ngha;> mJTk; nt gpwF kDrd; “ehd; vd;d cd;idg tPl;biyNa ,Uf;fpwd;. Ntiyf;Fg; Ngh Neuk; MWjyh ,Uf;f tpl khl;lha;" vz
gpwF vdf;F %l; mTl; Mfp... V vz;bl;L thia %bf; nfhz;L vy;y itr;rd;.
kDrd; Mw mku ,Ue;J Njj;jz;z nfhz;L> njhiyf;fhl;rpia urpr;Rf; nf vdf;F Fspr;Rg; Nghl;L tuTk; NtHj;Jf;
xU khjphp rhwpia cLj;jpl;L ,Of;fpwJf;F rPg;ig jiyapiy i jpUk;gj; njhlq;fPl;LJ. “vd;dg;gh ,d KbNay;iyNah" vz;L
ey;yh jpUg;gpf; FLf;NfhZk; Nghiy nghj;Jf; nfhz;L tUJ. k;... FLj;njd;d ,d;Dk; rpLrpLf;Fk;.
rhp> xU khjphp ntspf;fpl;lhr;R. kDr Ngha;> ntspf; fjitAk; jpwe;J itr;Rf “eP ntspf;fpl;L thwJf;fpilapiy mq KbQ;R vy;yhUk; tPl;ilAk; NghLthq ,e;jg; nghk;gpisas; ntspf;fpLwJ NeuNkh..." vz;L vd;id kl;Lkpy;yh tHf;fj;ijNa Ngrpf; nfhz;L epf;FJ.
ehDk; VJk; nrhy;NyhZk; vz;L J mg;gbNa klf;fp> thia ,Wf;fp %bg; N

gha; njhiyf;fhl;rpf;F Kd;dhiy
htj;Jf;F “Vdg;gh> ,Q;ir thq;Nfh. vLj;J itr;rPq;fnsz;lhy;... ehd;  ́lf; ́ pl;bLtd;jhNd!" vz;L nrhy;NyhZk; .
g; Ngha;> mJTk; ntspf;fpLw Neuk;> ehd; vd;d cd;idg; Nghiy Rk;kh ;fpwd;. Ntiyf;Fg; Nghw kDrid xU Uf;f tpl khl;lha;" vz;L njhlq;fPLk;.
l; mTl; Mfp... Vd; gpur;ridia %bf; nfhz;L vy;yhj;ijAk; vLj;J
ku ,Ue;J Njj;jz;zpiaf; Fbr;Rf; f;fhl;rpia urpr;Rf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jpr;R. ghl;L tuTk; NtHj;Jf; nfhl;br;R.
wpia cLj;jpl;L te;J jiyia Pg;ig jiyapiy itf;fNt kDrd; Pl;LJ. “vd;dg;gh ,d;Dk; ntspf;fpl;L
vz;L
FLf;NfhZk; Nghiy vdf;Ff; Nfhtk; tUJ. k;... FLj;njd;d! kDrd; gpwF k;.
ntspf;fpl;lhr;R. kDrd; ,g;g vOk;gpg; itAk; jpwe;J itr;Rf; nfhz;L epz;L thwJf;fpilapiy mq;if GNuhf;fpuhk; ; tPl;ilAk; NghLthq;fs;. Vd; jhd; sas; ntspf;fpLwJf;F ,t;tsT vd;id kl;Lkpy;yhky; nghk;gpis pf; nfhz;L epf;FJ.
rhy;NyhZk; vz;L Jbf;fpw ehf;if
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ntspiy NghwJf;F Kd;dk; tPl;biy ,Uf;Nfh vz;L ghHj;jd;. mijNad; N Nghiy iyw; vhpAJ. njhiyf;fhl;r ,Uf;FJ. epw;ghl;Nly;iy. mJ kl;LNk..? Ngg;gH Nkirapiy tpupr;r gb ,Uf;F. fjpiuf;Fg; gf;fj;jpiy fPio epyj;j vdf;F vd;iu kDrdpiy te;j Nfhtk eQ;rkpy;iy.
vz;lhYk; te;j Nfhtj;ij mg;gpbNa mlf;fpl;ld;. Vndz;lhy; kDrd; fj itr;Rf; nfhz;L epf;FJ. ,g;g Ngh Nfhtj;ijf; fhl;Lwd; vz;L nrhy;ypf; f fhuH nrhy;Ytpdk; “xU mlf;fkpy;y vd;dkh GU\idj; jpl;LJ. fypfhyk ghtk; me;j kDrd;..." vz;L.
mJjhd; rhwpia ,Oj;J ,Lg;gpiy n Xb Xb iyw;iw epw;ghl;b> njhiyf;fh Ngg;giu kbr;R itr;R> Nfhg;ig itr;rpl;L... kDrNdhil nksdkh kdRf;Fs;is kl;Lk; Nfhtk; Mwhky; Miu vd;d nra;ag; NghFJ!
2001

;F Kd;dk; tPl;biy vy;yhk; rhpah ghHj;jd;. mijNad; NgRthd;. tof;fk; hpAJ. njhiyf;fhl;rp Nghl;l gbNa ly;iy. mJ kl;LNk..? kDrd; thrpr;r y tpupr;r gb ,Uf;F. Fbr;r Nfhg;ig j;jpiy fPio epyj;jpiy ,Uf;FJ. Drdpiy te;j Nfhtk;> Rk;kh nfhQ;r
Nfhtj;ij mg;gpbNa vdf;Fs;isNa dz;lhy; kDrd; fjitAk; jpwe;J epf;FJ. ,g;g Ngha; ehd; vd;iu wd; vz;L nrhy;ypf; fj;j> vjpH tPl;Lf; k; “xU mlf;fkpy;yhj nghk;gpis> j; jpl;LJ. fypfhyk; Kj;jpg;Nghr;R. d;..." vz;L.
,Oj;J ,Lg;gpiy nrhUfpf; nfhz;L epw;ghl;b> njhiyf;fhl;rpia epw;ghl;b> itr;R> Nfhg;igiaAk; vLj;J rNdhil nksdkh ele;J Nghwd;. ;Lk; Nfhtk; Mwhky; ,Uf;FJ. mJ g; NghFJ!


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v
df;F mOjplyhk; Nghy ,Ue;jJ. jutpwf;fk; nra;J itj;j ghl;Lf;fs; Ngha; tpl;ld. vdJ tFg;gpYk ez;gHfspilNaAk; rup vd;dple;jhd; e ,Ue;jd. ,e;jg; ghly;fSf;fhfNt vdJ tPl;Lf;F xypg;NgioAld; te;J ghl vLj;Jf; nfhz;L NghthHfs;. vd ngUikahf ,Uf;Fk; njupANk! mk;k tPl;by; ,y;yhj Neuq;fspy; ehNd , vt;tsT rj;jkhfg; Nghl;Lf; Nfl;Ngd;. , Ngha; tpl;ld. VNjh xU fz;lwpahj it vkJ fzpdpf;Fs; te;J NrHe;jJ njupatpy;iy. vdf;F xNu ftiyahf ,t;tsT ghly;fisAk; jpUg;gpj; jut vd;gJ ,Nyrhd fhupaNk!
vd;id tpl mz;zh ,d;Dk; ftiy mtdJ ghlrhiy tplanky;y

hk; Nghy ,Ue;jJ. ehd; Njbj;Njb itj;j ghl;Lf;fs; vy;yhNk mope;J vdJ tFg;gpYk; rup> vdJ ; rup vd;dple;jhd; epiwag; ghly;fs; hly;fSf;fhfNt vdJ ez;gHfs; vdJ ioAld; te;J ghly;fis vupj;J ;L NghthHfs;. vdf;F vt;tsT f;Fk; njupANk! mk;khTk;> mg;ghTk; Neuq;fspy; ehNd ,e;jg; ghly;fis g; Nghl;Lf; Nfl;Ngd;. ,g;NghJ vy;yhNk jh xU fz;lwpahj itu];. vg;gb mJ s; te;J NrHe;jJ vd;W vdf;Fj; f;F xNu ftiyahf ,Ue;jJ. ,dp isAk; jpUg;gpj; jutpwf;fk; nra;tJ fhupaNk!
;zh ,d;Dk; ftiyahf ,Ue;jhd;. lrhiy tplanky;yhk; ,e;jf;


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fzpdpf;Fs;jhd;. guPl;irAk; tUfpw Neuk vq;fs; fzpdpia Mf;fpukpj;J tpl;lJ. vd;W njupahky; KOrpf; nfhz;L ,U %d;W fpoikfshf ,uhg;gfyhf ,Ue;J vOjpdtd;. mJf;fhf thrpfrhiy> vj;jid ,uT gfy;fisr; nryto nra;jpUg;ghd;. mj;jidAk; tpoYf;F tpl;lNj. mjw;Fg; ghlrhiyapy; fpilf;Fk; vd;W ek;gpapUe;jtd;> , ghlrhiyapy; fhl;LtJ vd;w Nahrida ,Uf;fpwhd;.
“md;upitu]; GNuhf;fpuhik Vd; ju itf;Nfy;iy" vd;W mg;gh mz;zhit jukhfg; Ngrp tpl;lhH. mij mg;ghNt Mdhy; mz;zhthy; mg;ghitj; KbahJjhNd!
mg;ghTf;Fk; gaq;fuf; ftiyjhd;. mt fzf;Ffs;> tPl;Lf; fzf;Ffs;... vd;W vf;nry;ypy; vOjp itj;jpUe;jtH. mi cWg;gpdHfs; gw;wpa tpguq;fs;.. Nghd;w njhiye;J Ngha; tpl;ljpy; mg;gh k ,g;NghJ NrhHe;J NghapUf;fpwhH.
,e;jg; gpur;ridfspy; nghOJgl;L tpl ciwf;fhky;> kpd;tpsf;ifg; Nghl vz;zKk; ,y;yhky; ehq;fs; ,Uf;f> Kbj;J te;J fjitj; jpwe;j kpd;tpsf;ifg; Nghlhky; ,Ue;jhy; gpbf ntspr;rkhfg;  ́gspr; ́ vd;W ,Uf;f N tPl;Lf;Fs; EioAk; NghJ> mk;khtpd; re;Njhrj;jpy; ghjp Fiwe;J tpl;lJ Nghy vq;fs; Nfhyq;fisg; ghHj;jJk;
mjpUg;jpiaf; fhl;bf; nfhs;shky; “
fg;gy; ftpz;L NghdJ Nghy
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rupahfr; nrhy;ytpy;iy. mg;gh n
ghHj;Njd;. mtUk; nrhy;ytpy;iy. mtH
tpj myl;rpak;.  ́,g;g mij c

guPl;irAk; tUfpw Neuk; ghHj;J itu]; Mf;fpukpj;J tpl;lJ. vd;d nra;tJ KOrpf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpwhd;. ,uz;L hf ,uhg;gfyhf ,Ue;J xU upg;NghHl; f;fhf thrpfrhiy> ,izak; vd;W gfy;fisr; nrytopj;J> Njly;fs; j;jidAk; tpoYf;F ,iwj;j ePuhfp g; ghlrhiyapy; ey;y Gs;spfs; ek;gpapUe;jtd;> ,g;NghJ vijg; ;LtJ vd;w Nahridapy; Fok;gpg; Ngha;
Nuhf;fpuhik Vd; jutpwf;fk; nra;J ;W mg;gh mz;zhit ,uz;L %d;W l;lhH. mij mg;ghNt nra;jpUf;fyhk;. hthy; mg;ghitj; jpUg;gpg; Ngr
;fuf; ftiyjhd;. mtuJ fiykd;wf; f; fzf;Ffs;... vd;W vy;yhtw;iwAk; p itj;jpUe;jtH. mitfNshL kd;w ;wpa tpguq;fs;.. Nghd;w gy tplaq;fs; ; tpl;ljpy; mg;gh kpfTk; nud;rdhfp NghapUf;fpwhH.
spy; nghOJgl;L tpl;lJk; %isapy; pd;tpsf;ifg; Nghl Ntz;Lk; vd;w hky; ehq;fs; ,Uf;f> mk;kh Ntiy fjitj; jpwe;jh. mk;khTf;F hlhky; ,Ue;jhy; gpbf;fhJ. vg;NghJk; pr; ́ vd;W ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;. ,Uz;l k; NghJ> mk;khtpd; Kfj;jpy; ,Ue;j p Fiwe;J tpl;lJ Nghyj; njupe;jJ. ;fisg; ghHj;jJk; mk;kh jdJ
d;wh. ehq;fs; xUj;jUk; xU gjpiyAk;
hl;bf; nfhs;shky; “vd;d vy;yhUk;
tpy;iy. mg;gh nrhy;thH vd;W
 ́,g;g mij ckf;Fr; nrhy;yp
; nrhy;ytpy;iy. mtH ghHitapy; xU
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vq;fSf;F vd;d Mfg; NghfpwJ! ́ v myl;rpag; ghHit mJ.
mg;ghtpd; myl;rpag; ghHitia m nfhs;shkypy;iy. MdhYk; toik N fps;spa me;jf; fzNeu cWj;jiy mjpfkhd myl;rpaj;Jld; J}f;fp “gpur;ridiar; nrhy;Yq;Nfh. vd;dhi vz;L ghHf;fpwd;" vd;wh.
clNdNa mg;gh “,J nfhk;gpA+ ckf;nfq;if ,Jfisg; gw;wpj; n ehq;fNs vd;d nra;apwnjz;L njup nfhz;bUf;fpwk;. ePH gpwF nfhkhd;l; nfjpapiy Njj;jz;zpiag; NghL Njitapy;yhj Muha;r;rpais tpl vupr;ry;fis vy;yhk; nfhl;Ltjw;F xU tpl;l jpUg;jpapy;> mg;gh mtrukhff; nfh
vdf;F mk;khitg; ghHf;fg; ghtkhf mk;khTf;Ff; fzpdpapy; xd;Wk; njupa ehq;fs; ,y;yhj Neuq;fspy; mt VNjh f nfhz;Ljhd; ,Ug;gh. thrpg;gh. vOJth. mz;zhNth> mg;ghNth ahH te;jhYk Ntiyfisg; ghHf;fj; njhlq;fp tpLth. fzpdpf;F Kd;dhy; fjpiuapy; nj vd;whYk;> mg;gh Ngha; fjpiuf;Fg; g mt vij thrpj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jhy; vd nfhz;bUe;jhy; vd;d> miuFiwapy; m vOk;gp tpLth. mJ VNjh vOjhj rl mg;gh te;jhy; mk;kh fzpdpia mtU NtZk;. me;j Neuj;jpy; mk;khtpd; K Nfhgkh> ftiyah> ,ayhikah vd;gJ tiuf;Fk; gpbgltpy;iy.
,g;NghJk; mg;gbj;jhd;. mg;ghtpd; fij Kfj;jpy; te;jJ vd;d vd;gij vd;dhy fhz Kbatpy;iy. MdhYk; mk;kh tpl;l Kfj;Jld; miwf;Fs; nrd;W c nfhz;L te;jh.

Mfg; NghfpwJ! ́ vd;gJ khjpupahd mJ.
;rpag; ghHitia mk;kh czHe;J MdhYk; toik NghyNt kdirf; fzNeu cWj;jiy ,d;DnkhU gb l;rpaj;Jld; J}f;fp vwpe;J tpl;L nrhy;Yq;Nfh. vd;dhiy cjNtYNkh
vd;wh.
h “,J nfhk;gpA+l;lH gpur;rid. Jfisg; gw;wpj; njupag; NghFJ? nra;apwnjz;L njupahky; Kspr;Rf; ePH gpwF nfhkhd;l; gz;z te;jpl;BH. j;jz;zpiag; NghLk;. ckf;Fj; Muha;r;rpais tpl;bl;L.." jdJ hk; nfhl;Ltjw;F xU Ms; fpilj;J mg;gh mtrukhff; nfhl;bdhH.
g; ghHf;fg; ghtkhfj;jhd; ,Ue;jJ. pdpapy; xd;Wk; njupahJ vd;wpy;iy. Neuq;fspy; mt VNjh fzpdpapy; nra;J ;gh. thrpg;gh. vOJth. MdhYk; ehNdh> ;ghNth ahH te;jhYk;> vOk;gp NtW f;fj; njhlq;fp tpLth. jg;gpj;jtwp mt hy; fjpiuapy; njhlHe;J ,Ue;jh Ngha; fjpiuf;Fg; gpd;dhy; epd;wJk; f; nfhz;bUe;jhy; vd;d> vij vOjpf; d;d> miuFiwapy; mg;gbNa tpl;bl;L J VNjh vOjhj rl;lk; Nghyj;jhd;. k;kh fzpdpia mtUf;fhf tpl;L tpl euj;jpy; mk;khtpd; Kfj;jpy; tUtJ h> ,ayhikah vd;gJ vdf;F ,d;W py;iy.
j;jhd;. mg;ghtpd; fijapy;> mk;khtpd; vd;d vd;gij vd;dhy; ,dk; gpupj;Jf; y. MdhYk; mk;kh rl;nld;W thb miwf;Fs; nrd;W cilfis khw;wpf;


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mk;kh tPl;by; ,Uf;Fk; NghJ Nt te;jhYk; rup> ghlrhiyahy; ehq;fs vq;fspd; fisg;igAk;> NjitfisAk; “fisg;Ngh? rhg;ghL NtZNkh? Njj;jz vd;w Nfs;tpfSld; vq;fis mZFt Ntiyf;Fg; Ngha; te;jhy; “fisg Njj;jz;zp Nghll;Nlh?" vd;nwy;yhk; vq Njhd;whJ. khwhf> fisj;J tUk; mk cil khw;wp te;J ehq;fs; Fbj rhg;gpl;Nlhkh vd;W ghHf;f Ntz;b , nfjpahf te;J vq;fs; Njitfisf nrhy;tJ NghyNt mg;ghtpd; nra;iffSk; ,Uf;Fk;. Rk;kh nrhy;yf; mk;kh te;J NjePH Nghl;Lj; je;jh re;Njhrkhfj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;.
mk;khNthL rpy fiur;ry;fSk; ,U ghHj;jhYk; “tPL Vd; Fg;igahf; Ntiyf;Fg; NghNff;if vy;yhk; mLf;fp Nghddhd;.." vd;W Ngrpf; nfhz;L ,U nra;apwJ? vg;gbAk; mJ Fg;igahFJ.
,d;Wk; mg;gbj;jhd;. jpwe;J thrpj;j mLf;fp> %b itf;fg; glhky; miu mq;fhYk; ,q;fhYkhf vl;bg; ghHj;j fplf;fpwJ. thndhypf;Fg; gf;fj;jpy; xy ftH  ́M ́ ntd;W jpwe;j gb ,Uf xypg;Ngio ftUf;Fs; itf;fg; glhk Nky;. xU uPNrHl; fjpiug; gpbapy;.. Fb xd;Wf;Fg; gj;jha; b];NthrUf;Fs; nghWikapd;wpa mtruj;Jld; Frpd jz;zpj; njhl;bf;Fs;Sk;... vd;W Frpdp
,itfis vy;yhk; mLf;fp itf;fpwJ
,y;iyj;jhNd! Vd;jhd; mk;kh ,Jf
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,Uf;Fk; NghJ Ntiyahy; mg;gh ghlrhiyahy; ehq;fs; te;jhYk; rup gAk;> NjitfisAk; fUj;jpy; nfhz;L hL NtZNkh? Njj;jz;zp Nghll;Nlh?" d; vq;fis mZFth. ,Nj mk;kh a; te;jhy; “fisg;Ngh> mYg;Ngh> ;Nlh?" vd;nwy;yhk; vq;fSf;Ff; Nfl;fj; > fisj;J tUk; mk;khNt mtrukhf te;J ehq;fs; Fbj;Njhkh> ehq;fs; ;W ghHf;f Ntz;b ,Uf;Fk;.  ́,d;Dk; vq;fs; Njitfisf; ftdp ́ vd;W yNt mg;ghtpd; vjpHghHg;GfSk;> f;Fk;. Rk;kh nrhy;yf; $lhJ. vdf;Fk; jePH Nghl;Lj; je;jh vd;why; ey;y
,Uf;Fk;.
fiur;ry;fSk; ,Uf;fpd;wd. vg;g Vd; Fg;igahf; fplf;FJ. ehd; f;if vy;yhk; mLf;fp itr;rpl;Lj;jhNd Ngrpf; nfhz;L ,Ug;gh. ehd; vd;d k; mJ Fg;igahFJ.
hd;. jpwe;J thrpj;j Ngg;gH rupahf tf;fg; glhky; miuAk; FiwAkhf Ykhf vl;bg; ghHj;j gb fjpiuapy; hypf;Fg; gf;fj;jpy; xypg;Ngio xd;wpd; ;W jpwe;j gb ,Uf;fpwJ. ,d;ndhU f;Fs; itf;fg; glhky; thndhypf;F ; fjpiug; gpbapy;.. Fbj;j Nfhg;igfs; a; b];NthrUf;Fs; itf;ff; $lg; mtruj;Jld; Frpdp NkirapYk;> ;Fs;Sk;... vd;W Frpdp myq;Nfhykha;...
hk; mLf;fp itf;fpwJ ngupa Ntiy
j; njupahJ. mg;gh $l gy jlitfs;
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upa NtiyNa? Cupiy rhk;gy; Nghl;L
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mJ kl;LNk! “gbr;rdpNah? vd;d ,z;i ele;jJ?” vd;W vupr;ry; gLj;jpf; nfhz;N
Mdhy; ,d;W mk;kh %r;Rk; tpltpy;iy gpur;ridapy; Mo;e;jpUf;fpNwhk; vd;gij NjePiuj; jahupj;J vq;fSf;Fj; je;J czTfis Maj;jg; gLj;jpf; ,ilapilNa ehq;fs; %tUk; tpijj;J mLf;fpdh.
mg;gh kPz;Lk; jdJ vupr;riy itu]pd njhlq;fpdhH. “ve;j Ntiy ntl;b NtiyNah! Vd;jhd; ,g;gpb ituR nfhk;gpA+l;lUfis ehrkhf;fpwhq;fNsh> vd;whH. tpdhbfs; fopj;J “rpyUf;F ,e;j tpy;yq;fk; vy;yhk; nra;J nfh vd;whH.
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,e;jf; fijfs; rikayiwapy; e fhJfspYk; tpo mk;kh mtrukhf “vd;d> itu]; gpur;ridNa?" vd;wh.
,g;NghJ ehd; “Xkk;kh> vy;yhk; Nghap iturhiy nfhk;gpA+l;lupiy ,Ue;j v Nghl;LJ" vd;Nwd;. vdf;F mOifNa te

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j;jpaHfs; gw;whf;Fiwahk;. ghjpf;fg; k; jkpoHfs;jhd;. gj;Jf;F Nkw;gl;l likahw;w Ntz;ba %d;W ngupa f;Fkhf %d;Nw %d;W itj;jpaHfs; ; Nghd jkpoHfspy; vd; mg;ghTk; xUtH fhLikapd; jPtpuk; vd;idAk; FjwpaJ.
tTdpah Gifapuj epiyaj;Jf;F tUk; tapy;iy. mk;khitf; fl;bj; jOtp ; vd;idAk; kPwp Vf;fk; ngU%r;rha; Q;Rf;Fs; vd;dNth nra;jJ. mg;NghJk; . vq;Nf mk;kh mOJ tpLthNsh vd;w j; jLj;jpUf;f Ntz;Lk;.
N[Hkdpf;F njhiyNgrp miog;ig ;gh kuzj;jpd; thrypy; epw;fpwhH ́ vd;w > tpop frpa mtrukha; tpkhdNkwp


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tpl;Nld;. topnay;yhk; mg;ghit epidj N[Hkdpapy; tpl;L te;j vd; Foe;ijf mOjJ.  ́capUf;F cj;juthj kpy;y Nehf;fpa ,e;jg; gazk; rhpjhdh ́ vd;w File;njLj;jJ.
tTdpahtpd; itutH Gspaq;Fs ];Nurd tPl;Lf;Fs; Eioe;j NghJ> Vf;fk; Njh fhj;jpUe;j mg;gh> thb> tjq;fp Nehapd; Xb ,Ue;j tpopfs; xU fzk; gpufhr me;jj; Njhs;fs; rw;W xLq;fpg; ghrg;gputhfj;jpy; JbJbf;f “X..” ntd;W Muj;jOtp tpk;kpa NghJ File;njLj;j gwe;Njhl> mtH tpop Jilj;J> jiy Nf
vd;idj; jd; Njhspy; Rke;J> rK epkpHj;jp thOk; gbahf NeHj;jpahf t mg;ghTf;F jd; jiy rha;f;f> vd; gl;bUe;jJ.
VO ehl;fs;..! VNo VO ehl;fs;. gd;dpu gpd; mg;ghTldhd me;j VO ehl;fspy; mg;gh ele;J nfhz;l tpjk; vd; gaz $wpaJ. mdHj;jk; epiwe;j vdJ ehl;i tuTf;fhd mtrpaj;ijf; $wpa vd;dnty;yhNkh $wpaJ. mg;ghtpd; ehl;fspyhtJ> vq;Nfh me;jfhuj;Jf ghrj;ijj; Njl itahJ> Xb te ehl;fisAk; capHg;Gila jhf;fpajpy; epiwe;j jha;ikg; G+hpg;G Vw;gl;lJ.
mjdhy;jhNdh vd;dNth vl;lhtJ ehs;> mtiu tpl;Lg; Nghd NghJ> ehd; xU tpltpy;iy. vd; kdk; kl;Lk;> mg;ghTl vd; mofpa gUj;jpj;Jiw kz;zpy; mir Nghl;Lf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. xt;nt kPl;lg;gl;L kdk; rpypHj;jJ.
fz;zpd; kzp Nghyf; fhj;J> vd;id mg;ghit tpl;L... vg;gb Kbe;jJ vd;d tUlq;fs;... ehd;... vdJ fztH> vd vd;W xU tif Raeyj;Jld; ,Ue;J t

;yhk; mg;ghit epidj;J mOj kdR> te;j vd; Foe;ijfisAk; epidj;J ;F cj;juthj kpy;yhj jha;ehl;il azk; rhpjhdh ́ vd;w Nfs;tp vd;idf;
tH Gspaq;Fs ];Nurd; Nuhl;bd;> me;j ;j NghJ> Vf;fk; Njha;e;j tpopfSld; thb> tjq;fp Nehapd; typapy; Ntjid s; xU fzk; gpufhrpf;f> jpdntLj;j ; rw;W xLq;fpg; NghapUe;jhYk;> JbJbf;f “X..” ntd;W fjwpagb vid NghJ File;njLj;j Fw;w czHTfs; pop Jilj;J> jiy Nfhjpj; jhahNdd;.
Njhspy; Rke;J> rKjhaj;jpy; jiy gbahf NeHj;jpahf tsHj;njLj;j vd; jiy rha;f;f> vd; Njhs; Njitg;
o VO ehl;fs;. gd;dpuz;L tUlq;fspd; me;j VO ehl;fspy; xU Foe;ijaha; hz;l tpjk; vd; gazj;Jf;F mHj;jk; ; epiwe;j vdJ ehl;il Nehf;fpa vd; trpaj;ijf; $wpaJ. ,d;Dk; $wpaJ. mg;ghtpd; ,e;j ,Wjp vq;Nfh me;jfhuj;Jf;Fs; gps;isg; itahJ> Xb te;J ,e;j VO pHg;Gila jhf;fpajpy; vdf;Fs; epk;kjp
; G+hpg;G Vw;gl;lJ.
;dNth vl;lhtJ ehs;> mg;ghtpd; [Ptd; hd NghJ> ehd; xU nrhl;Lf; fz;zPH kdk; kl;Lk;> mg;ghTld; if NfhHj;J j;jpj;Jiw kz;zpy; ele;j ehl;fis nfhz;bUe;jJ. xt;nthU epidTfSk;
pypHj;jJ.
Nghyf; fhj;J> vd;id tsHj;j vd; vg;gb Kbe;jJ vd;dhy;? gd;dpuz;L ;... vdJ fztH> vdJ gps;isfs;... aeyj;Jld; ,Ue;J tpl;NlNd! ,e;jg;


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gd;dpuz;L tUlq;fspd; xt;nthU fzj ngw;nwLj;J> jhyhl;b> rPuhl;b tsHj;J elkhl itj;j mg;gh> mk;kh vd;w [Ptd;fSk; vg;gbf; fopj;jpUg;ghHfs;! gps;isfs; Kf;fpakhfp tpl;lhHfs;. , gps;isapy;iyah? ,tHfSf;F Kf;fpak ,Ue;J tpl;NlNd! js;shj ta ngw;wtHfisj; jtpf;f tpl;L> gps;is Vq;f tpl;L> ehd; Rke;J ngw;w vd; vd;id mhg;gzpj;J... kdR fple;J my ,Ue;jJ.
Chpy;> gUj;jpj;Jiwapy;> nrhe;j tPl Ngug;gps;isfs; Gil#o xU re;Njhr r fl;bahz;ltHfis> nrhe;jk; vd;W ,y;yhj gb jhz;bf;Fsk; jhz;b te jd;de; jdpahfj; jq;f tpl;L... epidTf kdir tpshrpf; nfhz;NlapUe;jd epidj;jpUf;fyhk;. N[Hkdpf;Fg; NghdN fy;yhfp tpl;lnjd;W. te;jtHfs; ahUk my;yH.
FUkd; fhl;Lr; re;jpapy; epw;Fk; rp gilfSf;F Nfl;Fk; gb FowpaOk; J ,y;iynad;whYk; mtHfs; vy;NyhUk; % nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;. %f;ifr; rPwp Nri Jilj;jhHfs;.
mg;ghTf;Fk;> mg;ghitr; Rw;wpf; nfhz ,tHfSf;Fk; ,ilapyhd gpizg;G n Mdhy; nrhy;ypy; tbf;f Kbahj ge;jk;.
mg;ghtpd; fhy; khl;by; ,Ue;J mOk vd;id tpl ,isats;. mts;jhd; nrhe;jf;fhhp. vz;gj;jhwpy; ele;j x mEuhjGuj;jpy; ,ts; fztDk; ntl;b tpl;lhdhk;. mg;gh..> mg;gh..> vd;W cUfp
mg;ghtpd; tyJ gf;fk; epd;wOk; ghpkshTk; mg;gh..> mg;gh..> vd;W t tajpypUf;Fk; mtSk; fztid ,

;fspd; xt;nthU fzj;ijAk; vd;idg; hl;b> rPuhl;b tsHj;J ,e;j r%fj;jpy; mg;gh> mk;kh vd;w ,e;j ,uz;L bf; fopj;jpUg;ghHfs;! vdf;F vd; pakhfp tpl;lhHfs;. ,tHfSf;F ehd; ,tHfSf;F Kf;fpakhd ehd; vq;Nfh d! js;shj tajpy; vd;idg; tpf;f tpl;L> gps;isg; ghrj;Jf;fhf ; Rke;J ngw;w vd; gps;isfSf;fhf ;J... kdR fple;J my;yhbf; nfhz;Nl
iwapy;> nrhe;j tPl;by; gps;isfs;> il#o xU re;Njhr rhk;uhr;rpaj;ijNa > nrhe;jk; vd;W nrhy;y ahUk; z;bf;Fsk; jhz;b te;J tTdpahtpy; jq;f tpl;L... epidTfs; rhl;ilfshf pf; nfhz;NlapUe;jd. te;jtHfs; N[Hkdpf;Fg; NghdNjhL vd; kdk; ;W. te;jtHfs; ahUk; nrhe;jf;fhuHfs;
re;jpapy; epw;Fk; rpq;fs ,uhZtg; ;Fk; gb FowpaOk; JzpT ahUf;Fk; ; mtHfs; vy;NyhUk; %r;rpOj;J mOJ %f;ifr; rPwp Nriyj; jiyg;ghy;
;ghitr; Rw;wpf; nfhz;L epd;W mOk; lapyhd gpizg;G nrhe;jk; ,y;iy. tbf;f Kbahj ge;jk;.
khl;by; ,Ue;J mOk; ehNf]; md;hp sats;. mts;jhd; ,e;j tPl;Lf;Fr; ;gj;jhwpy; ele;j xU nfh^uj;jpy; ts; fztDk; ntl;bg; gpsf;fg; gl;L .> mg;gh..> vd;W cUfp cUfp mOjhs;.
gf;fk; epd;wOk; gf;fj;J miw ..> mg;gh..> vd;W tpRk;gpdhs;. vd; mtSk; fztid ,oe;jts;jhd;.


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kjthr;rpapy; mts; fztd; fz;l fhyq;fs; Xb tpl;ljhk;.
,g;gbNa me;j tPl;Lf;Fs; ,Uf;Fk; V jkf;Fs; xt;nthU Nrhff; fijiar; Rk mg;ghTf;fhf tpk;kp tpk;kp mOjd.
mtHfs; vy;NyhUf;Fk; vd; mg;gh> m ,Ue;jhH. mk;kh> mk;kh Kiwahf ,Ue vd;id tpl ,isa ehNf]; md;hp vy;Ny md;hpjhd;. mg;ghTk; mtis ehNf]; $g;gpLthuhk;. ghjpf;fg; gl;ltHfs; mtHfs; jkf;Fs; mg;gh> mk;kh> jk;gp> vd;w cwT Kiwfis Vw;gLj;jp gh tho;e;J nfhz;bUf;fpwhHfs;.
vd; mg;ghtpy; mtHfSf;fpUf;Fk; chpi Nghy; xU Fw;w czHT vd;idf; Fj;jp mg;gh gLf;ifapy; tPo;e;j NghJ> ehd; N[ nrhe;jg; gps;isfs; Nghy;> rNfhjuHfs; nfhl;bg; ghHj;jtHfs; ,tHfs; jhNd! , Kd; Nerj;jpd; Kd; ehd; vk;khj;jpuk NghapUe;jJ.
vy;yhk; Kbe;J> md;iwa ,uT vq NghyNt mg;ghtpd; gLf;ifAk; ntWi  ́n\y; ́ fs; kl;Lk; ve;jj; jaf;fK fpopj;J> ,utpd; eprg;jj;ijf; Fiyj;Jf;
“mk;kh> ,dp ,q;if jdpa ,Ue;J Nghwpas;? ehisf;F ePq;fSk; vd;Ndhil mq;if nfhOk;gpiy ,Uq;Nfh. nfhOk vz;lhy; ehd; N[Hkdpf;Fg; Nghdhg; gpwF gpur;ridapy;yhky; njhlHG nfhs;syh nfhQ;rk; trjpahapUf;Fk;." mk;kh ghHj;Njd;.
“,y;iy. mg;ghTf;Fr; nra;a Ntz;b vy;yhk; nra;J Kbr;Rg; Nghl;Lj;jhd; tpl;L efUtd;." mk;kh xNuabahf kWj;J

s; fztd; fz;l Jz;lkhf;fg;gl;L ;ljhk;.
tPl;Lf;Fs; ,Uf;Fk; VO FLk;gq;fSk; Nrhff; fijiar; Rke;J nfhz;L vd; p tpk;kp mOjd.
Uf;Fk; vd; mg;gh> mg;gh Kiwahf mk;kh Kiwahf ,Ue;jhH. ,Nj Nghy; a ehNf]; md;hp vy;NyhUf;Fk; ehNf]; Tk; mtis ehNf]; md;hp vd;Wjhd; jpf;fg; gl;ltHfs; vd;w Kiwapy; ; mg;gh> mk;kh> jk;gp> jq;if> md;hp.. wfis Vw;gLj;jp ghrg; gpizg;Gld; f;fpwhHfs;.
tHfSf;fpUf;Fk; chpik vdf;fpy;iyg; zHT vd;idf; Fj;jpf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. ; tPo;e;j NghJ> ehd; N[Hkdpapy; ,Uf;f s; Nghy;> rNfhjuHfs; Nghy; ghrj;ijf; fs; ,tHfs; jhNd! ,tHfs; ghrj;jpd; Kd; ehd; vk;khj;jpuk;..! kdR $rpg;
md;iwa ,uT vq;fs; kdq;fisg; pd; gLf;ifAk; ntWikahff; fplf;f> ;Lk; ve;jj; jaf;fKkpd;wp fhw;iwf; prg;jj;ijf; Fiyj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jd.
q;if jdpa ,Ue;J vd;d nra;ag; ;F ePq;fSk; vd;Ndhil thq;Nfh. te;J iy ,Uq;Nfh. nfhOk;gpiy ,Ue;jpas; Hkdpf;Fg; Nghdhg; gpwFk; cq;fNshil ; njhlHG nfhs;syhk;. cq;fSf;Fk; pahapUf;Fk;." mk;khitf; Nfl;Lg;
f;Fr; nra;a Ntz;ba flikais Kbr;Rg; Nghl;Lj;jhd; ,e;j ,lj;ij k;kh xNuabahf kWj;J tpl;lh.


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mk;khTf;F mg;gh kPJs;s gpbg;Gk;> mwpahjjy;y. mg;gh $l taJ Nghd f kPJ kpfTk; gphpakhfNt ,Ue;jhH. mk;khit ve;j tw;GWj;jYk; mirf;fh ed;F czHe;J nfhz;Nld;.
mJf;fhf> mk;kh mg;ghTf;fhd flik tiu fhj;jpUf;f vdf;F mtfhrk; mtruk;. vdJ gps;isfs; N[Hkdpapy;. Ngha;r; Nru Ntz;Lk;. Ntiyf;F Nky ,ayhJ. ehisf;F /g;isl; (Fligh Nkyhy; tTdpah gh]; ehisAld; Kbt GJg;gpg;gnjd;why; nfhOk;G tiu Ng Ntz;Lk;. mjw;nfy;yhk; vdf;F ehl;fs gps;isfsplk; ehd; Ngha; tpl Ntz;Lk Gwg;gl;L tpl;Nld;.
capH je;J jd; clypy; vidr; Rke;j tpl capH nfhLj;J ehd; vd; cly gps;isfs; vdf;F Kf;fpakhfg; gl;ljhy jd;de;jdpahf tpl;L tpl;L ehd; Gwg;gl;L
tTdpah nuapy;Nt ];Nurdpy; nuapd fhj;jpUe;j NghJjhd; mJt itj;jpUe;jnjy;yhk; miz cilj kdKilj;J ntspg; gha;e;jJ.
ehd; FYq;fpf; FYq;fp moj; nj gf;fj;jpy; epd;w ngz;jhd; vd; Nrhfj;jpd njhpahtpl;lhYk; Nrhfk; gw;wpj; njhpe;j rkhjhdg; gLj;jpdhs;.
nuapd; te;J rpypg;gNul;]; nfhk;ghHl;nkz Vwpa gpd;Gk; vd; tpRk;gy; mlq;ftpy jd;de;jdpahf tpl;Lr; nry;fpNwd; vd;idf; nfhd;wJ.
,whfktpy; rpq;fs ,uhZtg; gilfs; nrf;fpq; vd;w ngahpy; vk;ikf; F tpopNahuk; frpe;J frpe;J nfhz;NlapUe;j

h kPJs;s gpbg;Gk;> gphpaKk; ehd; ;gh $l taJ Nghd fhyj;jpYk; mk;kh pakhfNt ,Ue;jhH. ,e;j epiyapy; w;GWj;jYk; mirf;fhJ vd;gij ehd; fhz;Nld;.
mg;ghTf;fhd flikfis Kbf;Fk; vdf;F mtfhrk; ,y;iy. vdf;F s;isfs; N[Hkdpapy;. ehd; mtHfsplk; ;Lk;. Ntiyf;F Nkyjpf yPT Nghl ;F /g;isl; (Flight). vy;yhtw;wpw;Fk; gh]; ehisAld; Kbtilag; NghfpwJ. nfhOk;G tiu Ngha; jpUk;gp tu y;yhk; vdf;F ehl;fs; fhzhJ. vd; d; Ngha; tpl Ntz;Lk;. mjdhy; ehd;
clypy; vidr; Rke;j vd; mk;khit j;J ehd; vd; clypy; Rke;j vd; Kf;fpakhfg; gl;ljhy; vd; mk;khitj; l;L tpl;L ehd; Gwg;gl;L tpl;Nld;.
t ];Nurdpy; nuapd; tUk; tiu NghJjhd; mJtiu mlf;fp hk; miz cilj;j nts;skha;
pg; gha;e;jJ.
FYq;fp moj; njhlq;fp tpl;Nld;. gz;jhd; vd; Nrhfj;jpd; KOf; fhuzk; Nrhfk; gw;wpj; njhpe;jtsha; vd;idr; hs;.
g;gNul;]; nfhk;ghHl;nkz;l; fjT jpwe;J ; tpRk;gy; mlq;ftpy;iy. mk;khitj; tpl;Lr; nry;fpNwd; vd;w epidNt
.
,uhZtg; gilfs; nuapDf;Fs; Vwp ngahpy; vk;ikf; Filfpwtiu vd;
frpe;J nfhz;NlapUe;jJ.


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gf;fj;jpypUe;j ,sk;ngz; fl;bf; nfhz;L ghHriyf; $l jpwe;J fhl;lr; nrhy;yp m fpswpg; ghHj;j NghJ> tpop ePH ciw kwe;J gaj;jpy; ntl ntlj;jJ. kplW Jzptpy;yhJ capiuf; ifapy; gpbj;J ehd; kl;Lky;y. me;j nfhk;ghHl;nkz midtUe;jhd;. Jzpthff; fhl;rpaspj;j gpJq;f tpiwj;jJ Nghy ,Ue;jhHfs;.
nfhOk;Gf; Nfhl;ilapy; epk;kjp %r;Rld rpy Nghpd; epk;kjpfs; ,uhZtj;jpd gl;bUg;gJ njhpe;jJ. mWgijj; j rpyUk;> gUt tajpYs;s ngz;fs; rpy Nghpy; ifjhfp ,Ue;jhHfs;. mtHfs; Ngha; tplyhk;. my;yJ fSj;Ji Ntnwq;Nfh milj;J itf;fg;glyhk;.
epidTfs; Rikfshf mOj;j uz nts;stj;ij te;j vdf;F xj;jlkhf ghy;a fhyj;J ez;gpahd ,e;j ,e;Jjhd
xj;jlj;ijAk; kPwpa typ vdf;Fs;. flw;fiuapd; ,aw;if mofpNyh> , thHj;ijfspNyh rkhjhdg;gl kWj;jJ v ehd; N[Hkdpia Nehf;fpg; gwf;fg; mk;khitj; jdpahf tpl;L tpl;L> N[Hkd vd; Foe;ijfsplk; Xlg; NghfpNwd;.
vd; KbT rhpjhdh? vd; Foe;ijfS ngw;w nja;tj;ij tpl;Lr; nry;tJ czHTfs; vd;idf; Fj;jpf; fpopj;Jf; nf
Ngr;rpNy> ghl;bNy> ftpijapNy ngw;w vd;W Gfo;tJ kpfTk; Rygk;. e nja;tj;ij jtpf;f tpl;L tpLtJjhd mijj;jhd; ehDk; nra;aj; jahuhfpapUe
1997

k;ngz; fl;bf; nfhz;L te;j ,bag;gg; we;J fhl;lr; nrhy;yp mtHfspy; xUtd; ghJ> tpop ePH ciwe;J> kdR mo ntl ntlj;jJ. kplW tpOq;ff; $l piuf; ifapy; gpbj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jJ me;j nfhk;ghHl;nkz;Lf;Fs; ,Ue;j zpthff; fhl;rpaspj;jtHfs; $l tpop Nghy ,Ue;jhHfs;.
lapy; epk;kjp %r;Rld; ,wq;fpa NghJ ;kjpfs; ,uhZtj;jpduhy; #iwahlg; ;jJ. mWgijj; jhz;ba Mz;fs; jpYs;s ngz;fs; rpyUk; re;Njfj;jpd; ,Ue;jhHfs;. mtHfs; ,dpf; fhzhkw; my;yJ fSj;Jiwr; rpiwapNyh j;J itf;fg;glyhk;.
fshf mOj;j uzkhd kdj;Jld; ;j vdf;F xj;jlkhf ,Ug;gts; vdJ
;gpahd ,e;j ,e;Jjhd;.
Pwpa typ vdf;Fs;. nts;stj;ijf; w;if mofpNyh> ,e;Jtpd; MWjy; rkhjhdg;gl kWj;jJ vd; kdk;. ehis Nehf;fpg; gwf;fg; NghfpNwd;. vd; hf tpl;L tpl;L> N[Hkdpapy; tpl;L te;j k; Xlg; NghfpNwd;.
hdh? vd; Foe;ijfSf;fhf vd;idg; j tpl;Lr; nry;tJ rhpjhdh? Fw;w
f; Fj;jpf; fpopj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jd.
> ftpijapNy ngw;wtisj; nja;tk; kpfTk; Rygk;. epaj;jpNy me;j ;f tpl;L tpLtJjhd; ,q;F mjpfk;.
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df;F xz;LNk gpbf;Nfy;iy. vy;yh Nfhgkh tUJ. vJf;nfLj;jhYk; “nghk;g vz;L nfhz;L..! Vd;jhd; ,g;gpb gps;isahg; gpwe;jNdh!
Qhapw;Wf;fpoik vz;lhy; vy;yhUk; vt gLtpdk;. vdf;F kl;Lk; QhapWfs; tUNjh vz;bUf;F.
gpd;id vd;d> QhapW vz;L nrhy;yp $l tpl khl;bdkhk;. “nghk;gpisg; nta;apy; gL kl;Lk; epj;jpiu nfhs;SwN rj;jk; Nghl;L vOg;gpg; Nghl;lhH. ,e;j ,g;gpbj;jhd;. mk;khTk; mg;gh nrhy;Y xz;Lk; nrhy;y khl;lh.
mk;kh nrhy;yyhk; jhNd “mtis Vdg Qhapw;Wf;fpoikjhNd nfhQ;rk; gLf;fl vz;L. mjpy;iy> mg;gh CJw rq;if nfhQ;rk; ngyj;jh CJwJjhd; jdf epidf;fpwh mk;kh. ehd; vd;d nra;apwJ
vd;iu tFg;Gg; gps;isansy;yhk; nrhy Qhapw;Wf; fpoikapiy gd;dpuz;L kz nfhz;l fijaisAk;> ,uz;L kzp nfhz;l fijaisAk;. mijnay;yhk; nghwhikah ,Uf;Fk;. vdf;F mJfis epj;jpiuf;nfy;yhk; topNa ,y;iy.

gpbf;Nfy;iy. vy;yhupiyAk; Nfhgk; f;nfLj;jhYk; “nghk;gpisg; gps;is eP" .! Vd;jhd; ,g;gpbg; nghk;gpisg; Ndh!
vz;lhy; vy;yhUk; vt;tsT re;Njhrg; kl;Lk; QhapWfs; vy;yhk; Vd;jhd; .
hapW vz;L nrhy;yp vd;idg; gLf;ff; dkhk;. “nghk;gpisg; gps;is ,g;gpb k; epj;jpiu nfhs;SwNjh” vz;L mg;gh Og;gpg; Nghl;lhH. ,e;j mg;gh vg;gTk; ;khTk; mg;gh nrhy;YwJf;F kWj;J hl;lh.
; jhNd “mtis Vdg;gh vOg;gpwpq;fs;. hNd nfhQ;rk; gLf;fl;Lkd; tpLq;Nfh" mg;gh CJw rq;if jhd; ,d;Dk; h CJwJjhd; jdf;F moF vz;L . ehd; vd;d nra;apwJ?
ps;isansy;yhk; nrhy;Yq;fs;> jhq;fs; apiy gd;dpuz;L kzp kl;Lk; epj;jpiu sAk;> ,uz;L kzp kl;Lk; epj;jpiu sAk;. mijnay;yhk; Nff;f vdf;Fg; ;Fk;. vdf;F mJfisg; Nghy ePz;l ; topNa ,y;iy.


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vdf;Fg; ghHj;jhy; rpy Ntis mk;khf;Nf Neuk; epj;jpiu nfhs;s Mir ,Uf;fpw Mdhy; mg;gh tpbaf; fhj;jhiy fz;i mtUf;F Njj;jz;zp Fbf;fpwJf;F mk Njj;jz;zp NghLwJ ngupa NtiyNa. Nghl;Lf; Fbf;fpwJjhNd. xU Nj mk;khd;iu epj;jpiuiaf; Fog;gp vOg;Ng vOg;gpg; NghLthH. mk;kh ngl;(bed) Njj Nghiyjhd; mtH gLf;ifia tpl;L vOk
,e;j ngl;-Nfhg;gp> ngl;-uP vy;yhk; ntspe elf;Fk;. me;j ];iuYk; mg;ghf;F kl gy;iyj; jPl;b Kfj;ijf; fOtpg; Nghl;L Fbf;fyhe;jhNd! Nfl;fj;jhd; kdk; tU ehd; Nfl;fg; Nghf mg;gh fj;j> gpwF m me;jf; fNsgunky;yhk;! me;jf; fNsgu gpur;rid jPHe;jpLnkz;lhYk; guthapy;i KaYf;F vg;gTk; %z;L fhy;jhd;. nrhy;ypr; nrhy;ypNa mk;khf;Fk; gofPl ehDk; Xnkz;NlYNk!
epj;jpiu kl;Le;jhd; gpur;rid vz;lh Qhapw;Wf; fpoik vz;lhNy ehs; KO tPl;Lf;Fs;isjhd; milQ;R Ngha;f mz;zh> jk;gp ,uz;L NgUk; NtZnkz;lhYk; %rp %rp epj;jp vOk;Gthq;fs;. gpwF rhg;gpl;bl;L NghLthq;fs;.
ehd; kl;Lk; ,q;if jdpa ,Ue;J vg;gTk ghHj;Jf; nfhz;L... vdf;F mg;ghtpiy Nfhgkha; tUJ. mk;khthtJ rpy mEkjpg;gh. Mdhy; mtTk; rkak; thw gf;fk; rha;Q;rpLth.
,z;ilf;F kpifyhtpd;iu gpwe;jehs;. ,Ue;J gj;J kzp tiu ghHl;b. gps;isas; vy;yhUk; Nghtpdk;.
“mnjd;d ,utpiy ghHl;b! ehq;fs tho;e;jhYk; rpwPyq;fd;];jhd;. mij kw mg;gh Nfhtkhr; nrhy;ypj; jLj;Jg; Nghl

; rpy Ntis mk;khf;Nf Qhapwpiy fd hs;s Mir ,Uf;fpw Nghiy njupAk;. pbaf; fhj;jhiy fz;iz Kopr;rpLthH. ;zp Fbf;fpwJf;F mk;kh NtZk;. xU wJ ngupa NtiyNa. vOk;gpg; Ngha; pwJjhNd. xU Njj;jz;zpf;fhz;b uiaf; Fog;gp vOg;NghZNk. MdhYk; . mk;kh ngl;(bed) Njj;jz;zp FLj;jhg;
gLf;ifia tpl;L vOk;GthH.
ngl;-uP vy;yhk; ntspehl;L ];iuypiy ;iuYk; mg;ghf;F kl;Le;jhd;. vOk;gp j;ijf; fOtpg; Nghl;L Njj;jz;zpiaf; Nfl;fj;jhd; kdk; tUk;. k;..Fk; gpwF mg;gh fj;j> gpwF mk;kh fj;j... Vd; y;yhk;! me;jf; fNsguj;Njhil vd;iu nkz;lhYk; guthapy;iy. mg;gh gpbr;r ; %z;L fhy;jhd;. mij Xnkz;L pNa mk;khf;Fk; gofPl;LJ. mJf;fhz;b
Nk!
hd; gpur;rid vz;lhy; guthapy;iy. vz;lhNy ehs; KOf;f ehd; ,e;j ; milQ;R Ngha;f; fplf;NfhZk;. ,uz;L NgUk; vt;tsT Neuk; %rp %rp epj;jpiu nfhz;bl;L gpwF rhg;gpl;bl;L CH Rj;jg;
f jdpa ,Ue;J vg;gTk; ,e;j uPtP iag; ... vdf;F mg;ghtpiy rupahd Nfhgk; mk;khthtJ rpy Neuk; rpyJf;F ; mtTk; rkak; thw NghJ mg;ghd;iu h.
yhtpd;iu gpwe;jehs;. MW kzpapiy zp tiu ghHl;b. vd;iu tFg;Gg; Uk; Nghtpdk;.
iy ghHl;b! ehq;fs; N[Hkdpapiy q;fd;];jhd;. mij kwe;jplhij" vz;L rhy;ypj; jLj;Jg; Nghl;L Frpdpf;Fs;is


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Ngha; mk;khl;il “,Q;ir ghUk;> ,g ,njz;L Ngha;j;jhd; gps;isas; nf mtSf;Fr; nrhy;yp itAk;> , tpraq;fSf;Fg; Nghg;Nghwd; vz;L v $lhnjz;L" vz;L fj;JwhH. vdf;F m ,Ue;jpr;R.
ehd; mOjhYk; ,itaSf;nfhz;Lk; mk;khitg; ghHj;jhy; rpyNtis vdf;f gLwh Nghiy ,Uf;Fk;. Mdhy; xz;Lk;
VNjh> ntspehl;Lf; fhuH gps;isai rupapy;iy vz;l khjpup vd;iu mitaspd;iu rpNdfpjHfs; vy;y fijg;gpdk;. Mdhy; cz;ikapiy nts gps;isaspd;iu kd czHTfSf;F tsHf;fpdk; vz;lJ ,itaSf;Fj ,Jfis ehd; nrhy;yg; Nghdhy; ,ita
xU gjpdhY taRg; gps;isf;F vj ,Uf;Fk;. vd;iu taRg; gps;isans re;Njh\kh vq;ifnay;yhk; Rj;jpf; nf ehd; kl;Lk; ,g;gpb tPl;Lf;Fs;is m fplf;NfhZk; vz;L ,itas; epid vd;ndz;L ehd; ,ijnay;yhk; ,ita gLj;JwNjh njupNay;iy.
ntspapiy Nghdhy; ,g;g vd;d te;j jk;gpaitas; kl;Lk; ey;y  ́`hah ́ vq Rj;jpg; Nghl;L tUtpdk;. mJf;F mk xz;LNk nrhy;y khl;bdk;. Vndz Mk;gpisg; gps;isashk;.
mitas; Rj;jpg; Nghl;L te;J “xU N vz;Ltpid. “Vd;... eP Nghl;Lf; nrhy;yj;jhd; vdf;F kdk; tUk;. mk;khNt nrhy;ypg; NghLth “gps;is> tiliaAk; vLj;Jf; FL" vz;L. gps;isaSf;F if> fhy; xz;Lk; ,y;i vLj;Jf; FLf;NfhZk;! ,ijnay;yh Nghiy ,Uf;Fk;. vd;ndz;L Nfl;fpwJ!

“,Q;ir ghUk;> ,g;gpb ghHl;b mJ ;jhd; gps;isas; nfl;Lg; NghwJfs;. hy;yp itAk;> ,dp ,g;gpbahd Nghg;Nghwd; vz;L vd;idf; Nfl;ff; ;L fj;JwhH. vdf;F mNohZk; Nghiy
,itaSf;nfhz;Lk; gpur;ridapy;iy. ;jhy; rpyNtis vdf;fhz;bf; ftiyg;
f;Fk;. Mdhy; xz;Lk; nrhy;y khl;lh.
;Lf; fhuH gps;isais tsHf;fpwJ ;l khjpup vd;iu mg;gh> mk;kh> rpNdfpjHfs; vy;yhUk; NrHe;J y; cz;ikapiy ntspehl;Lf; fhuHjhd; kd czHTfSf;F kjpg;Gf; FLj;J ;lJ ,itaSf;Fj; njupNay;iy. hy;yg; Nghdhy; ,itas; Nfl;gpdNk!
aRg; gps;isf;F vj;jpid Miras; taRg; gps;isansy;yhk; vt;tsT fnay;yhk; Rj;jpf; nfhz;L jpupAJfs;. ;gpb tPl;Lf;Fs;is milQ;R Ngha;f; ;L ,itas; epidf;fpwJ rupNah! ,ijnay;yhk; ,itaSf;F tpsq;fg; ay;iy.
hy; ,g;g vd;d te;jpl;LJ! mz;zh> ;Lk; ey;y  ́`hah ́ vq;ifNah vy;yhk; Utpdk;. mJf;F mk;khTk; mg;ghTk; khl;bdk;. Vndz;lhy; mitas; ashk;.
Nghl;L te;J “xU Njj;jz;zp NghL" d;... eP Nghl;Lf; Fbad;" vz;L f;F kdk; tUk;. mJf;fpilapiy pg; NghLth “gps;is> mtDf;F me;j j;Jf; FL" vz;L. Vd; Mk;gpisg; f> fhy; xz;Lk; ,y;iyNah! Vd; ehd; fhZk;! ,ijnay;yhk; Nfl;NfZk;
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mtq;fSk; Nyrpy;iy. Rk;kh GJik NrHl;il khj;Jw khjpup mbf;fb Nf khj;Jthq;fs;. jhq;fs; ntspehl;Lg; cjl;Nlhil cjL curp md;igg; gu jg;gpy;iyahk;. Mdhy; jq;fil ngbaq;fisf; fz;lhy; rpupg;igf; $ cjpHf;NfhZkhk;.
mJ kl;LNk> jq;fSf;F kidtpah gaq;fu Rj;jkh ,Uf;NfhZkhk;. m jhafj;jpiy ,Ue;J mlf;fkhd> gz tNuhZkhk;> vg;gpbapUf;F ,itaspd;iu
,Jfisg; gw;wp ehd; %r;Nr tplf; $lh mk;kh> mg;ghTk; mz;zhitaspd;iu ey;y rg;NghHl;. mk;khNthil rhil gw;wp xU ehs; fijr;Rg; ghHj;jd;. m gps;isashk;. mk;kh nrhy;yp me;j rg njhlu tplhky; FNsh]; gz;zPl;lh.
mk;khthiy vd;ndz;Ljhd; ,g;gpb KbANjh> vdf;nfz;lhy; njupNay;iy. vy;yhUf;Fk; VjhtJ nrhy;NyhZk; vd;ndz;L nrhy;YwJ! clid mg;gh f tha; fhl;bg; gofhij. nghk;gpisg; g tsHe;jpUf;fpwha;!" vz;L. mJ mk;khNthilAk; fj;JthH> “ey;y tsHg itr;rpUf;fpwPH" vz;L.
vdf;F xz;L tpsq;Nfy;iy. Vd; ngh fijr;rhy; mij tha; fhl;LwJ vz;L vd;iu fUj;ij ehd; nrhy;YwJf;F ,y;iyNa!
vdf;F vy;yhiuAk; tpl mg;ghtpiy Nfhtk;. mg;ghitf; $g;gpl;L ,ijnay;y vz;L ,Uf;Fk;.
VNjh rdehafk;> rHthjpfhuk;... vz murpay; fijg;ghH mg;gh. ,J rHthjpfhuk;jhNd.

py;iy. Rk;kh GJik fijg;ghq;fs;. khjpup mbf;fb NfHs;; gpuz;ilAk; hq;fs; ntspehl;Lg; ngl;ilaNshil L curp md;igg; gupkhWwJ xz;Lk; Mdhy; jq;fil rNfhjup kl;Lk; z;lhy; rpupg;igf; $l mse;Jjhd;
q;fSf;F kidtpah tug; Nghwts; ,Uf;NfhZkhk;. mts; fz;bg;gh e;J mlf;fkhd> gz;ghd jkpor;rpah bapUf;F ,itaspd;iu epahaq;fs;.
ehd; %r;Nr tplf; $lhjhk;. Vndz;lhy; mz;zhitaspd;iu nfhs;ifaSf;F mk;khNthil rhil khilah ,ijg; fijr;Rg; ghHj;jd;. mit Mk;gpisg; ;kh nrhy;yp me;j rg;liuNa vd;idj; Nsh]; gz;zPl;lh.
;ndz;Ljhd; ,g;gpb vy;yhk; tho z;lhy; njupNay;iy. thw Nfhgj;Jf;F htJ nrhy;NyhZk; Nghiy fplf;F. wJ! clid mg;gh fj;JthH> “cg;gpb fhij. nghk;gpisg; gps;is khjpupNa vz;L. mJ kl;LNk! gpwF fj;JthH> “ey;y tsHg;Gj;jhd; tsHj;J
;L.
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Ak; tpl mg;ghtpiyjhd; gaq;fuf; f; $g;gpl;L ,ijnay;yhk; Nff;NfhZk;
;> rHthjpfhuk;... vz;nly;yhk; ngupa ;ghH mg;gh. ,J $l xU tpj


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vd;id N[Hkd; ];iuypiy gpwe;jehs; Ntz;lhnkz;L nrhy;ypg; Nghl;L> jhd; k ];iuypiy Nkirapiy Nghj;jYfS itr;Rf; nfhz;bUe;J jd;iu rpNdfpj nfhz;bUf;fpwhH. vdf;F xNu vupr;rY tUJ. vt;tsT Neuj;Jf;nfz;L (njhiyf;fhl;rp) iag; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;b mg;ghf;Fk;> mtw;iw rpNdfpjUf;Fk; gpb kl;Lk;.
mk;kh Nu];Uf;F(taste)  ́Nuhy;]; ́ nra;J FLj;jpl;L> ,bag;gKk; mtpr;R nrhjpnay;yhk; nra;jpl;lh. mg;ghitas rhg;gpl;L Kbr;rpl;bdk;. mjhiy Nu] ,d;Dk; VjhtJ NtZkhk;. mg;gh t fhJf;Fs;is FRFRj;Jg; Nghl;Lg; fisr;Rg; Nghl;lh vz;bwJ vdf;Fj; n mk;kh KLf;fp tpl;l nghk;ik khjpu nfhz;L  ́fl;yl; ́ nra;a MAj;jg; gL $g;gpl;L ntq;fhak; ntl;bj; jur; nrhy;Y
vdf;F mk;khNthil fijf;ff; $l ehisf;F gs;spf;$lj;jpiy vd;iu vy;yhUk; Nfl;gpdk; “Vd; eP birthday vz;L. VjhtJ ngha; nrhy;NyhZk;. m vd;iu epiyik XusT tpsq;fPl;LJ. “ khjpup cd;iu mg;ghTk; nghy;yhjtNu ,lKk; tplkhl;lhNu?" vz;L mz Nfl;lts;. vdf;F vt;tsT ntf;fkh , mk;khf;Nfh> mg;ghf;Nfh tpsq;FNk?
,Jf;Fs;is gpwF mk;kh nrhy;Ywh Nfhg;igaisf; fOT" vz;L.  ́k nrhy;NyhZk; Nghiy gaq;fuf; Nfhtk Mdhy; vd;ndz;L nrhy;YwJ Nfhg;igaNshil NrHj;J vd;iu Mir nfhz;bUf;fpwd;.
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;iuypiy gpwe;jehs; tpohTf;Fg; Nghf hy;ypg; Nghl;L> jhd; kl;Lk; ntspehl;L rapiy Nghj;jYfSk;> fpshRfSkh Ue;J jd;iu rpNdfpjNuhil Fbr;Rf; vdf;F xNu vupr;rYk;> NfhgKk;jhd; Neuj;Jf;nfz;L ,e;j  ́uPtP ́ iag; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fpwJ. mJTk; ;iw rpNdfpjUf;Fk; gpbr;r epfo;r;rpais
ste)  ́Nuhy;]; ́ nra;J mg;ghitf;Ff; ag;gKk; mtpr;R fwp> nghupay;> ra;jpl;lh. mg;ghitas;  ́Nuhy;]; ́ Ir; ;bdk;. mjhiy Nu];Uf;F(taste) f;F NtZkhk;. mg;gh te;J mk;khd;iu RFRj;Jg; Nghl;Lg; NghwhH. mk;kh vz;bwJ vdf;Fj; njupAJ. MdhYk; tpl;l nghk;ik khjpup thia %bf; nra;a MAj;jg; gLj;Jwh. vd;idf; k; ntl;bj; jur; nrhy;Ywh.
hil fijf;ff; $lg; gpbf;Nfy;iy. pf;$lj;jpiy vd;iu gpuz;l;];(friends) k; “Vd; eP birthday partyf;F tNuy;iy" gha; nrhy;NyhZk;. mJfSf;F ,g;g XusT tpsq;fPl;LJ. “JUf;fp mg;ghkhH g;ghTk; nghy;yhjtNu? cd;id xU ;lhNu?" vz;L mz;ilf;F ];nugp vt;tsT ntf;fkh ,Ue;jnjz;L ,e;j f;Nfh tpsq;FNk?
F mk;kh nrhy;Ywh “gps;is> ,e;jf; fOT" vz;L.  ́khl;ld; ́ vz;L hiy gaq;fuf; Nfhtk; vdf;F tUJ. dz;L nrhy;YwJ. Ngrhky; NrHj;J vd;iu MiraisAk; fOtpf;


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,e;j mfhy Ntisapy; ,g;gb njhiy mJ CupypUe;J tUk; miog;ghfj;jhd; mtDf;Fj; njupAk;.  ́NtW ahH ,Uf;Fk;. ́ kdJf;Fs; epidj;Jf; nfhz;l
Kd;dH vd;why; CupypUe;J tUk; njhi fhR fiue;jhYk;> mg;ghTld; NgRt cw;rhfk; gpwf;Fk;. ,g;NghJ Nghl;b Nghl nuypNghd; fhHl;Lfs; te;J njhiyN Fiwj;jpUe;jhYk; mtdJ cw;rhf Nghypy;yhJ Fiwe;J tpl;lJ.
Cupy; cs;stHfs; ghL f\;l ,y;iynad;W nrhy;ytpy;iy. khL Ng mg;gbr; nrhy;tijAk; tpl mjpfkhfj; cioj;J cioj;J CUf;Fj;jhd; mDg
gjpide;J tUlq;fspd; Kd; 84 ,y; m te;j NghJ> mtd; ,UgJ taJ $l thypgd;. tho;f;ifapd; fdTfs;> tre;j vy;yhNk mtDs;Sk; epiwa ,Ue;jd.

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Hfs; ghL f\;le;jhd;. mtd; hy;ytpy;iy. khL Nghy; cioj;J... jAk; tpl mjpfkhfj; jd;id tUj;jp> ;J CUf;Fj;jhd; mDg;gpdhd;.
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Mkpaplk; gpbgl;L G+rhtpy; milg mepahakhfr; RLglNth tpUk;ghky; m MNyhridAld; nrhe;j ehl;il tpl;L X
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NfhGTld; ,d;ndhU jkpoidAk; mtDf;F me;j efH gpbf;ftpy;iy

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; INuhg;gh... Nfhl;> #l;Lld;>  ́iu ́Ak; mofpa epidTfSk;> ,dpa fdTfSk; ;fSf;Fs; vl;Lg; Ngiu my;yJ xd;gJ wf;Fs; tpl;l NghJ KOtJkhff; Yk; nfhQ;rq; nfhQ;rkhff; fiuaj;
vOjTk;> rpy;yiwr; nryTfSf;Fk; mtHfs; nfhLj;j nghf;fw;kzp yAk; ,y;yhJ NtW ,lk; Nghf hJ ,Ue;jjpy; ntnwJTk; nra;a top ]; ,w;Fk;> rpfnul;Lf;Fk; mbikahfpg; ;jtHfSld; $l itj;Jf; fhzhkw;
p gok; gpLq;Fk; Ntiy nra;jjpy; rpwpJ ; mofha; ,Ue;j iffSk;> Rfkhf Wf;fTk;> typf;fTk; njhlq;fpd.
;Jg; Nghd fd;dq;fisAk;> ntbj;Jg; Ak; ghHj;J kdk; rpwpJ ntWj;Jg; mDg;gg; gzk; fpilj;jjpy; njhlHe;J k; kWf;ftpy;iy.
;Fk; N[Hkdpar; rhg;ghl;ilr; rhg;gpl ;F 1khHf; vd;W KfhkpypUe;j vy;yhj; hl;L thq;fpa kpd;rhu mLg;ig miwf;F fl;bYf;Ff; fPNo xspj;J itj;J ,w;Fj; njupahky; rikg;gNj xU Nfhopia xd;gJ NgH gfpHe;Jz;gJ upa rhjidahfp> nfhl;Lk; gdpapy;> apy; tho;f;ifNa Ntjidahfpajpy;> ;> INuhg;gpa tho;f;if gw;wpa fdTk; hd; MSf;nfhU efukha; mDg;gg;
;ndhU jkpoidAk; mDg;gpdhHfs;.
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gpbj;J> vg;gbNah fijj;J fdlh tpl;lhd;.
Kfhik tpl;L ntspapy; te;j re;Njhrj nrhy;yf; $l xU jkpo;f;FUtp ,y;yhJ Ngha; tpl;lhd;. jdpikapy; Ngrp> jd Ntiy nra;a mDkjpNah> NtW ef tpjpNah ,y;yhj epiyapy; igj;jpa jpupe;jhd;.
tho;f;ifr; nryTf;nfd mtHfs; nfh tpl;l 350khHf;fpy; NrhiwAk;> NfhopiaA kPjpia CUf;F mDg;gpdhd;. gz mk;khTk;> mg;ghTk;> jq;if jk;gpkhUk kfpo;thHfs; vd epidj;Jj; jdf;Fs; kf
“vd;iu uhrh...” vd;w gb ghrk; nghq;f fbjq;fs; epakhfNt ghrj;ijr; Rke;J Nghf “rhkhd; tpiyNaw;wk;> $l mDg;G
ghi\ njupah tpl;lhYk; gbfs; Vwp “ vd;W Nfl;ljpy; Ngf;fup> gpw;Nrupah> nu] Ntiyfs; fpilj;jd. Ntiyf;fhd m ,y;yhJ fstha; Ntiy vd nfhLj;jtHfSk; Nghjpa Cjpak; nfhL Ntiyia kl;Lk; ed;whf thq;fpdh cwTfspd; Njitfs; mtdhy;jhd; jPH vd;gjhy;  ́Ntz;lhk; ́ vd;W Ntiyia top njupahJ $l;ly;> fOty;> J fOTjy;... vd;W vy;yh tifahd nra;jhd;.
,g;gbNa tho;f;if khwp> mofpa thypgdhd NfhG FspupYk;> gdpapYk;> N tUlq;fisf; fopj;j gpd;Nd Ntiy efuk; nry;yTk; mDkjp fpilj;jJ.
,dpahtJ tho;f;if rpwg;ghfp tpLnkd Xb Xb Niy Njbdhd;. NtW efuq ez;gHfisr; re;jpj;jhd;.

h fijj;J fdlh Ngha;r; NrHe;J
spapy; te;j re;Njhrj;ij tha; tpl;Lr; jkpo;f;FUtp ,y;yhJ NfhG jdpj;Jg; jdpikapy; Ngrp> jdpikapy; rpupj;J DkjpNah> NtW efuk; nry;y xU epiyapy; igj;jpaf;fhud; Nghyj;
f;nfd mtHfs; nfhLf;fj; njhlq;fp ; NrhiwAk;> NfhopiaAk; rhg;gpl;L tpl;L mDg;gpdhd;. gzk; fpilj;jJk; k;> jq;if jk;gpkhUk; vg;gbnay;yhk; pidj;Jj; jdf;Fs; kfpo;e;jhd;.
d;w gb ghrk; nghq;f CupypUe;J te;j Nt ghrj;ijr; Rke;J te;jhYk; Nghfg;
yNaw;wk;> $l mDg;G.” vd;wd.
pl;lhYk; gbfs; Vwp “Ntiy ,Uf;fh?” gf;fup> gpw;Nrupah> nu];Nuhwd;w;... vd;W ;jd. Ntiyf;fhd mDkjpg; gj;jpuk; ha; Ntiy vd;gjhy; Ntiy Nghjpa Cjpak; nfhLf;f kWj;jhHfs;. k; ed;whf thq;fpdhHfs;. CupYs;s fs; mtdhy;jhd; jPHf;fg;gl Ntz;Lk; hk; ́ vd;W Ntiyia tpl;Lg; NghfTk; $l;ly;> fOty;> Jilj;jy;> ryhl; vy;yh tifahd NtiyfisAk;
;if khwp> mofpa ,UgJ taJ FspupYk;> gdpapYk;> NtiyapYk; MW pj;j gpd;Nd Ntiy nra;aTk;> NtW
Dkjp fpilj;jJ.
;if rpwg;ghfp tpLnkd;w ek;gpf;ifapy; Njbdhd;. NtW efuq;fSf;Fr; nrd;W pj;jhd;.


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ghi\ njupahj ehl;by; gbj;j gbg;G Ntiyf;Nfh ,lkpy;iy vd;gij Ntiy ez;gHfSld; Ngrpa NghJk; njupe;J nf
gbf;f vd;W Mir te;jJ. CUf;Fg Ntz;ba ghupa gpur;ridapy; Mir Mi fstha; nra;j NtiyfisNa mDkjpA
Cupy; jq;ifkhH tsu tsu> xU Nt gzk; Nghjhky; ,uz;L Ntiy> %d;W Njb tho;f;if gzj;Jf;F XLtjha; khw
“gf;fj;J tPL khbaha; vOe;J tpl;lJ ,g;gpb ,Uf;fpwJ cdf;Fj;jhd; mofpy;i
“jq;ifr;rpf;F xU tud; rup te;jpUf;F. MW ,yl;rk; rPjdk; Nfl;fpdk;. fypahzj;ij itf;NfhZkhk;... cd;i mtspd;iu tho;f;if jq;fpapUf;F...”
,g;gbahfj; njhlHe;j CHf; fbj gzj;Jf;fhfj; Juj;jpd. g];rpYk;> n fisj;jtd; nrhe;jkhff; fhH thq;f fisj;jhd;. ghrk;  ́NgrhNj ́ vd;W fl;bg;
cioj;J cioj;J mDg;gpatd;> Kg gpd;Dk;  ́cdf;nfhU fy;ahzk; vkf;fhir ́ vd mk;khNth> mg;gh vOjhjjpy; kdJf;Fs; rypj;jhd;.
tho;f;ifapd; MirfSk;> tre;jj;j Vf;fq;fsha; khwpd. eiuNahlj; njhlq;f nky;ypa tOf;ifAk; tpoj; njhlq;fpaJ
mbf;fb fz;zhbiag; ghHj;J Mjq;f INuhg;gpaj; jkpo; ,isQHfspd; tupira njhl;L epw;Fk; gpukr;rhupahf mtDk; mtd; kJitf; fz;L nfhz;lhd;.
kJtpd; rpNdfk; mtidj; njd;wyha; md;gpy; jdf;Fs; khw;wk; Vw;gLtij cz

ehl;by; gbj;j gbg;Gf;Nfh> gfl;lhd py;iy vd;gij Ntiy Njba NghJk;> pa NghJk; njupe;J nfhz;lhd;.
ir te;jJ. CUf;Fg; gzk; mDg;g pur;ridapy; Mir MirahfNt ,Uf;f iyfisNa mDkjpAld; njhlHe;jhd;.
tsu tsu> xU Ntiyapy; fpilj;j ,uz;L Ntiy> %d;W Ntiy vd;W
j;Jf;F XLtjha; khwp tpl;lJ.
baha; vOe;J tpl;lJ. ehq;fs; kl;Lk; cdf;Fj;jhd; mofpy;iyj; jk;gp!”
tud; rup te;jpUf;F. fdlhg; ngbad;. rPjdk; Nfl;fpdk;. ,e;jpahtpiy tf;NfhZkhk;... cd;iu ifapiyjhd; ;if jq;fpapUf;F...”
hlHe;j CHf; fbjq;fs; mtidg; uj;jpd. g];rpYk;> nuapdpYk; Xbf; e;jkhff; fhH thq;fp Xb ,d;Dk; ;  ́NgrhNj ́ vd;W fl;bg; Nghl mYj;jhd;.
;J mDg;gpatd;> Kg;gijj; jhz;ba ;nfhU fy;ahzk; nra;J ghHf;f mk;khNth> mg;ghNth xU tup ;Fs; rypj;jhd;.
irfSk;> tre;jj;jpd; Njly;fSk; . eiuNahlj; njhlq;fp tpl;l jiyapy; Ak; tpoj; njhlq;fpaJ.
iag; ghHj;J Mjq;fg; gLk; gyE}W ,isQHfspd; tupirapy;> 35 taijj; pukr;rhupahf mtDk; epd;w NghJjhd; z;L nfhz;lhd;.
mtidj; njd;wyha; jOtpaJ. mts; khw;wk; Vw;gLtij czHe;jhd;.


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jdf;Fk; xU tho;T tug; Nghfpwnjd;w gw;wp CUf;F vOjpdhd;.
“,d;DnkhU jq;if ,Uge;ij fy;ahzkhfhky; ,Uf;f... cdf;nfd;d vd;wJ CHf;fbjk;. tho;f;if Mir mt rk;kjKkpd;wp gjpTj; jpUkzk; kidtpahf;fpf; nfhz;lhd;.
mJjhd; ,g;NghJ gpur;rid. “jq;i fy;ahzk; nra;jJ khngUe;jg;G” v mg;ghTk; kl;Lky;y> khkh> khkp> rpj;jg vy;NyhUNk kdq; nfhz;l kl;Lk; jpl;b v
kdk; rypj;J tpl;lJ. ahUk; mtDf;F vOJtjpy;iy. MdhYk; khrk; jtwhJ te;J> njhiyNgrpapy; mioj;J> gz %yk; vLj;Jg; Nghf mg;gh kwg;gjpy;iy.
Xbg;Nghdtd;> nuypNghid vLj;jh miog;Gj;jhd; mJ. xU epkpl miog;g vd;W nrhy;yp tpl;L mg;gh itj;J vLj;jhd;. CH epiyik gw;wp> f\;lq epiwar; nrhd;dhH. mk;kh> rNf ehj;jOjOf;f tprhupj;jhd;.
“jk;gp> ,e;j Kiw nfhQ;rq; $lth mDg;gpwJ xU %iyf;Fk; NghJjpy;iy nfhf;fhd;iu gps;isf;Fk; gpwe;jehs; nguprhr; nra;ahl;b cdf;Fj;jhd; kupa MapukhtJ $l mDg;G... ehisf;Ff; fh je;jpLtpidjhNd?” mg;gh %r;R t Kbj;jhH.
Vw;nfdNt Vn[d;rpf;Ff; fhR fl;btpl ,uz;L tUlq;fshf epw;Fk; jk;gpia ,d;Dk; rpy Mapuq;fs; Vn[d;rpf;Ff; n me;jg; gzg; gpur;ridNa NfhGtpd; ji ,Uf;f> mg;gh ,d;DnkhU Mapuk; $lf;

o;T tug; Nghfpwnjd;w kfpo;tpy; mJ jpdhd;.
jq;if ,Uge;ije;J tajpy;> ,Uf;f... cdf;nfd;d mtruk;?” ;. tho;f;if Mir mtid thl;l> ahH jpTj; jpUkzk; nra;J kJit hz;lhd;.
J gpur;rid. “jq;if ,Uf;f> eP ;jJ khngUe;jg;G” vd;W mk;khTk;> ;y> khkh> khkp> rpj;jg;gh rpj;jp... vd;W nfhz;l kl;Lk; jpl;b vOjp tpl;lhHfs;.
;lJ. ahUk; mtDf;F ,g;NghJ fbjk; dhYk; khrk; jtwhJ tTdpah tiu rpapy; mioj;J> gzj;ij cz;bay; hf mg;gh kwg;gjpy;iy.
nuypNghid vLj;jhd;. mg;ghtpd; J. xU epkpl miog;gpy; “jpUg;gp vL” pl;L mg;gh itj;J tpl;lhH. jpUg;gp piyik gw;wp> f\;lq;fs; gw;wp mg;gh ;dhH. mk;kh> rNfhjuq;fs; gw;wp
hupj;jhd;.
w nfhQ;rq; $lth mDg;G jk;gp! eP iyf;Fk; NghJjpy;iy. vy;yhk; tpiy. ;isf;Fk; gpwe;jehs; tUJ. mJTk; ;b cdf;Fj;jhd; kupahijapy;iy. xU Dg;G... ehisf;Ff; fhR nfhz;L te;J ” mg;gh %r;R tplhky; nrhy;yp
;rpf;Ff; fhR fl;btpl;L nkh];Nfhtpy; hf epw;Fk; jk;gpia ntspapy; vLf;f puq;fs; Vn[d;rpf;Ff; nfhLf;f Ntz;Lk;. ;ridNa NfhGtpd; jiyf;Fs; Rikahf
;DnkhU Mapuk; $lf; Nfl;fpwhH.


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Vw;nfdNt Fw;wthspf; $z;by; cwT gl;l mtdhy; mg;ghtpd; Ntz Kbatpy;iy.
“Xkg;gh> ehd; mDg;Gwd;. ehisf;Nf te;J jUtpdk;.” vd;whd;.
“cd;iu kidtp kJ vg;gpb ,Uf;fpwh xU thHj;ij Nfl;ftpy;iy. njhiyNgr tpl;lJ.
NfhGtpd; kdk; Ntjidg; gl;lJ.  ́, vg;gbr; rkhspf;fyhk; ́ vd;w Nahr Fok;gpaJ. MWjy; gLj;j ,Uf;Fk; ki ,Ue;J Ngr Neukpy;iy. mLj Nghtjw;fpilapy; ,d;Dk; xU gLf;fyhk;. Xbg; Ngha;g; gLj;jhd;. mtid tpl;Lj; J}u tpyfpapUe;jJ.
3.10.2000

hspf; $z;by; cwTfshy; epWj;jg; mg;ghtpd; Ntz;Ljiy kWf;f
Dg;Gwd;. ehisf;Nf fhirf; nfhz;L d;whd;.
kJ vg;gpb ,Uf;fpwhs;?” vd;W mg;gh l;ftpy;iy. njhiyNgrp itf;fg; gl;L
Ntjidg; gl;lJ.  ́,e;j Mapuq;fis ;fyhk; ́ vd;w Nahridapy; %is y; gLj;j ,Uf;Fk; kidtpAlDk; Mwp Neukpy;iy. mLj;j Ntiyf;Fg; ,d;Dk; xU kzpj;jpahye;jhd; Ngha;g; gLj;jhd;. Mdhy; J}f;fk; }u tpyfpapUe;jJ.


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d;iwa Rkjpapd; fdT kpfTk; ,Ue;jJ. toikahd fdTfs; Nghy njhg;ngd;W tpOtjhNah> jpLf;fpl;L tpo ,Uf;ftpy;iy.
New;wpuT gLf;ifapNyNa Rkjpf;Fk; mt fhurhukhd rz;il te;J tpl;lJ. r toikahf tUk;> CUf;Fg; g tplaj;jpy;jhd; Muk;gpj;jJ.
Rkjpapd; mk;khtplkpUe;J New;Wf; fb mjpy;  ́nghk;gpisg; gps;isiaf; Nfl MdhYk; vd;d nra;apwJ gps;is> vd;d rkhspf;Nfyhky; fplf;F. rhg;ghl;Lf;Nf VjhtJ cjtp nra; gps;is... ́ vd;W vO
Rkjp ,ijg; gw;wp KjNy fzt fijf;fj;jhd; tpUk;gpdhs;. Mdhy; khjt gw;wpf; fijj;J tpLthNs ́ vd;w Kf;fpakhd Ntiyapy; ,Ug;gJ Nghy Kd; ,Ue;J VNjh NjLtJ khjpupA Kf;fpa tplaq;fs; NgRtJ khjpupAk; g nfhz;bUe;jhd;.
,ts; fhj;jpUe;J rypj;J gLf;iff;F kzpj;jpahyj;jpd; gpd;Ng mtd; gLf;f t

pd; fdT kpfTk; tpj;jpahrkhdjhf hd fdTfs; Nghy fl;bypy; ,Ue;J jhNah> jpLf;fpl;L tpopj;J mOtjhNah
apNyNa Rkjpf;Fk; mts; fztDf;Fk; l te;J tpl;lJ. rz;il vd;dNth k;> CUf;Fg; gzk; mDg;Gk; uk;gpj;jJ.
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gw;wp KjNy fztd; khjtNdhL k;gpdhs;. Mdhy; khjtNdh  ́,ts; ,J tpLthNs ́ vd;w gaj;jpy;> jhd; yapy; ,Ug;gJ Nghy nfhk;gpA+l;lupd; Njh NjLtJ khjpupAk;> nuypNghdpy; ; NgRtJ khjpupAk; ghrhq;F gz;zpf;
rypj;J gLf;iff;Fg; Ngha; miu gpd;Ng mtd; gLf;f te;jhd;.


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mk;khtpd; fbjk;> rhg;ghl;Lf;Nf fhrpy;i Nfl;L te;j epiyapy; ve;j kfshy; epk nfhs;s KbAk;. Rkjp epk;kjpapd;ikNa Guz;l gbNa “,Q;rUq;Nfh..! mk ghHj;jdpq;fs;jhNd. jk;gpatq;fs; gLwhq;fNsh njupNay;iy. vd;iu rk;gsj;jpiy nfhQ;rf; fhR mDg;gl Nfl;lhs;.
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Rkjpf;Fk; Nfhgk; te;J jpUg;gpf; fijf tYj;jJ.
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“vd;iu FLk;gj;Jf;F ePq;fnsd;d m Nghl;bq;fs;. ehd; te;J gj;J tU\k kl;biy xU Mapuk; khHf; $l ePq;fs tpNly;iy. ehDk; Ntiy nra;apwd;jhN tPl;Lr; nryTf;F vLj;Jf; nfhz;L cq;fil mz;zd;khH mnkupf;fhtpiyAk; tPL Ntz;LwJ nfhz;bUf;fpwpq;fs;." RkjpAk; Mf;Nuh\k

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ksde;jhd; gjpyha; te;jJ.
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cd;iu FLk;gKk; fiwahd;fs; Nghiy ; fhR> fhnrz;Nl mupr;nrLg;gPq;fs;." k; ghuhky; fj;jpdhd;.
f;F ePq;fnsd;d mDg;gpf; fpspr;Rg; ; te;J gj;J tU\khg; Nghr;R. ,g;g puk; khHf; $l ePq;fs; vd;id mDg;g ; Ntiy nra;apwd;jhNd. vd;iu fhir vLj;Jf; nfhz;L cq;fil fhir mz;zd;khH fdlhtpiyAk;> ; tPL Ntz;LwJf;F mDg;gpf; ;." RkjpAk; Mf;Nuh\khfr; rPwpdhs;.


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khjtDf;F Nuhrk; nghj;Jf; nfhz FLk;gj;Jf;Ff; fhR mDg;Gwijg; gw fijf;fpwha;. ehd; Mk;gpis mDg;Gtd ePnad;d Nfl;;fpwJ?" fj;jpa gbNa v jiyiaf; fPNo mkj;jp> KJfpNy X tpl;lhd;.
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Rkjpahy; typiaj; jhq;f Kbatpy;iy kdJf;Fs; jpl;bathW mg;gbNa gLj;J
khjtd; tplhky; jpl;bf; nfhz;Nl mUf Rkjp vJTNk Ngrtpy;iy. nksdkha kdJf;Fs; Ngrpagb.
fz;zPH fiue;Njhb jiyaizi nfhz;bUe;jJ. kdir epiwj;jpUe;j Nr ntspNawpf; nfhz;bUe;jJ.
Rkjp gLj;jpUe;jhs;. khjtdpd; jpl;ly;f fhJfspy; tpotpy;iy.
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Re;jNurd; mikjpahfj; Jhq;fpf; nfhz ,e;j kDrdhy; KbfpwJ? ́ vd;w tp kdij tps;s fjpiuapy; mkHe Kbatpy;iy. mOifAk;> gaKk; mts Fiyj;jd.  ́,e;jf; Fspupy; mtd; nrhe;jk; vd;W nrhy;y ahUk; ,y;yhj tPLfSf;Fk; ,e;j eLeprpapy; vg;gbg; ciwe;J tpLthNdh? ́ mtSf;F eL rg;ghj;ijAk;> [f;fw;iwAk; Nghl;Lf; n gbapy; ,wq;fpdhs;.

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g; ghHj;jhs;. mtd; Jhq;fp tpl;lhd; Jthf [f;fw;iw vLj;Jg; Nghl;L> hl;Lf; nfhz;L ntspapy; ,wq;fpdhs;. ia miwe;jJ. rg;ghj;ijAk; jhz;b Crpahff; Fj;jpaJ. mtNsh jd; Lj;jhJ  ́ftpd; ,e;jf; Fspupy; vq;F hNdh ́ vd;w gijg;NghL tPl;ilr; ,lq;fisAk; Xb Xbj; Njbdhs;. d Mq;fhq;F itf;fg; gl;bUf;Fk; ufs; vd;W vy;yhtw;iwAk; ghHj;jhs;.
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VNjh xU eg;ghirapy; ntspf;fji nfyUf;fhd(epytiw) gbfspy; ,wq;fp> mq;Fk; mtHfSf;fhd miwapd; j ,y;iy. MdhYk; xU juk; jpwe;J gh mtd; ,y;iy. Vkhw;wk; ,d;Dk; xU gb itf;f me;j tPl;bd; gpshw;Wf vy;NyhUf;Fk; nghJthd irf;fps miwf;Fr; nrd;W vl;bg; ghHj;jhs;. mq njupatpy;iy. VNjh xU ce;Jjypy; Ngha;g; ghHj;jhs;.
k;.. clnyq;Fk; kpd;rhuk; gha;e;jJ Ng mtd; ,Ue;jhd;. $dpf; FWfp FspH iffisf; FWf;fhfg; Nghl;L jd;id gpbj;j gb> ftpd; eLq;fpf; nfhz;L ,U NeuKk; mlf;fp itj;jpUe;j mOif m gPwpl> re;jpah FKwpf; nfhz;L m gpbj;jhs;.
“Vdlh> Vdlh ,g;gpbnay;yhk; nra Fspupiy ,g;gpbf; nfyUf;if(epyf;fPo; m cdf;F ey;yhapUf;Nfh? th> Nkiy th."
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,g;gpbnay;yhk; nra;apwha;. ,e;jf; ; nfyUf;if(epyf;fPo; miw) ,Uf;fpwJ f;Nfh? th> Nkiy th."
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CH $l;b> cwTfSf;nfy;yhk; nrhy;yp> me;jj;jpypUe;J ,e;j me;jk; tiu  nuypNghdha; mbj vOjp jk;gl;lk; mbj;J> N`hy; vLj;J ,y;yhj mUe;jjp ghHj;J vy;yhUk jpUkzk; ele;jJ. Ie;J khjq;fs efutpy;iy. mjw;fpilapy; ,tSf;F v ,g;gb mjpub KbntLj;jhs;? Nfhkjpf;F tpOe;jJ Nghy ,Ue;jJ.
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xypf;f> mg;gbNa fz;fs; gdpf;f N fl;bg; Nghl;L tpLths;.
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Nfhkjpapd; rpe;jid gy tpjkhf vz ehd;F taJg; ngz;Zf;F mbj;Nj xd;iwAk; jpzpf;f KbahJ. mJTk NghyNt gpbthjf;fhhp. mtsplk; md vijahtJ rhjpf;f KbAk;. Nfhkjpf njhpAk;.
vd;d nra;ayhk;> Jsrpia vg;gb t tuyhk; vd;w NahridfNshNl mikjpapd;wpa miu Fiwj; J}f;f epiwe;j tpopg;Gkha; mtSf;Ff; fo tpbahj nghOjpNyNa J}f;fk; KOtJ tpl vOe;J tPl;L Ntiyfisf; ftd tpl;lhs;. epidT kl;Lk; JsrpAld; vg;g xj;jpif ghHj;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. f ,d;Dk; epiyikiar; nrhy;ytpy;iy. xU Fjp Fjpj;J> MHg;ghl;lk; gz;zp “ey tsHj;J itr;rpUf;fpwha;" vd;W Nfhkjpi Ntiyf;Fg; NghapUg;ghH. mtspd; vz fhJf;F tplak; vl;lhkNy Jsrpapd; kd Ntz;Lk; vd;gJjhd;.
mts; epidTfSld; Nghuhbagb ,Uf Nrhk;gy; Kwpj;Jf; nfhz;L te;jhs;. vd;dthk;;" vd;whs;.
“mg;ghf;F ehndhz;Lk; nrhy;Nyy;iy. xU gpusanky;Nyh ele;jpUf;Fk;. VN New;Wj;jhd; cdf;F mg;ghitj; njhpAk cd;iu Nfs;tp. ,ij vd;ndz;L nrhy;YwJ!" Nfhkjp jdJ vhpr;riyA ntspapy; fhl;lhky; Jsrpapd; tpdhTf;F
“mk;kh> ,J kiwf;fpw tprakpy;iy. vz;lJf;fhz;b KOg; G+rzpf;fhia kiwf;NfyhJ." Jsrp fj;jpdhs;.

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d gy tpjkhf vz;zpaJ. ,Ugj;jp ngz;Zf;F mbj;Njh> cijj;Njh ;f KbahJ. mJTk; Jsrp mg;gh f;fhhp. mtsplk; md;ghy; kl;Le;jhd; pf;f KbAk;. Nfhkjpf;F mJ ed;F
;> Jsrpia vg;gb topf;Ff; nfhz;L NahridfNshNl md;iwa ,uT miu Fiwj; J}f;fKk;> Nahrid ha; mtSf;Ff; fope;jJ. tpbe;Jk; yNa J}f;fk; KOtJkha;f; fiye;J ;L Ntiyfisf; ftdpf;fj; njhlq;fp kl;Lk; JsrpAld; vg;gbg; Ngryhnkd;W f; nfhz;bUe;jJ. fztUf;Ff; $l iar; nrhy;ytpy;iy. nrhy;ypapUe;jhy; MHg;ghl;lk; gz;zp “ey;y tsHg;Gj;jhd; ;fpwha;" vd;W NfhkjpiaAk; rhb tpl;L pUg;ghH. mtspd; vz;zk;> fzthpd; l;lhkNy Jsrpapd; kdj;ij khw;wp tpl d;.
ld; Nghuhbagb ,Uf;f Jsrp vOe;J ; nfhz;L te;jhs;. te;jts; “mg;gh ;.
z;Lk; nrhy;Nyy;iy. nrhd;dhy; ,g;g yh ele;jpUf;Fk;. VNjh ,z;ilf;F ;F mg;ghitj; njhpAk; Nghiy ,Uf;F ,ij vd;ndz;L mg;ghl;il ehd; kjp jdJ vhpr;riyAk;> Nfhgj;ijAk; y; Jsrpapd; tpdhTf;Fg; gjpyspj;jhs;.
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“,Q;ir ghH Jsrp. ,q;if fj;jpwjpiy gz;ZwjpiyNah xU mHj;jKk; ,y;i ajhHj;jj;ij Nahrpf;NfhZk;. fypa Mapuk; fhyj;Jg; gapH. mij eP> vwpQ;rpl;L thw tprankz;L kl;Lk; ep mtUf;Fk; cdf;Fk; ,ilapiy v ele;jJ? ,d;ndhUf;fhy; mtNuhi ghHf;fyhe;jhNd!" Nfhkjp Jsrpapd; Fz Jsrpia MWjy; gLj;Jk; tpjkhff; fi
“mk;kh> ehDk; mtUk; fijr;Rj;jhd; te;jdhq;fs;. vdf;Fk; mtUf;Fk; xj;J ,d;nu];w; Ntiw> mtw;iw ,d;nu] jhd;..." Jsrp ,Oj;jhs;.
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“gpd;id vd;d cq;fis khjphp v nrhy;Ywpq;fNs? ePq;fs; Mir M gujehl;baj;ij mg;ghf;fhz;b tpl;lJ Ng
mk;kh> ehd; tho Mirg;gLwd;. MUf Mirais> fdTfis Gijf;f ehd; xUtUf;nfhUtH tpl;Lf; FLj;Jj;jhd; t Ngr;Rf;Fr; nrhy;yyhk;. Mdhy; mg;ghf;fhz;b ePq;fs; vy;yhj;ijAk; tpl cq;fSf;fhz;b mg;gh vd;dj;ij tpl;L xUf;fhy; nrhy;Yq;Nfh ghg;gk;. v xUj;jUf;nfhUj;jH tpl;Lf; FLf;fpwJ mJf;F mHj;jk; nghk;gpisas; vy;yh FLf;NfhZk; vz;bwJjhd;. vd;dhiy Jsrp Mf;Nuhrkhff; fj;jpdhs;.
Nfhkjp rpy epkplq;fSf;F thailj;Jg epiyik tpghPjkhfg; Nghfg; Nght nfhz;ltsha; “vd;d nra;apwJ J

rp. ,q;if fj;jpwjpiyNah> MHg;ghl;lk; xU mHj;jKk; ,y;iy. nfhQ;rkhtJ ahrpf;NfhZk;. fypahzk; vz;bwJ ; gapH. mij eP> ,g;gpbj; J}f;fp tprankz;L kl;Lk; epidf;fhij. Vd;> f;Fk; ,ilapiy vd;d gpur;rid dhUf;fhy; mtNuhil fijr;Rg; Nfhkjp Jsrpapd; Fzk; njhpe;jtsha; gLj;Jk; tpjkhff; fijj;jhs;.
mtUk; fijr;Rj;jhd; ,e;j KbTf;F f;Fk; mtUf;Fk; xj;J tuhJ. vd;iu > mtw;iw ,d;nu];w; Ntiw. mJ Oj;jhs;.
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cq;fis khjphp vd;idAk; thor; ePq;fs; Mir Mirahg; gbr;r g;ghf;fhz;b tpl;lJ Nghiy...
Mirg;gLwd;. MUf;fhz;bAk; vd;iu fis Gijf;f ehd; jahuh ,y;iy. tpl;Lf; FLj;Jj;jhd; thNohZk; vz;L y;yyhk;. Mdhy; thOw NghJ ;fs; vy;yhj;ijAk; tpl;Lf; FLj;jpq;fs;. g;gh vd;dj;ij tpl;Lj; je;jtH vz;L ;Yq;Nfh ghg;gk;. vq;fil Mf;fs; H tpl;Lf; FLf;fpwJ vz;L nrhd;dhy; nghk;gpisas; vy;yhj;ijAk; tpl;Lf; ;bwJjhd;. vd;dhiy mJ KbahJ.” f; fj;jpdhs;.
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vz;lhy; mg;gpb ,g;gpbj;jhd; nghk;gpisas;jhd; xU khjphp rkhspr;R nfl;bj;jdkh thNohZk;. ,Q;ir ghH e tUrkh cd;iu mg;ghNthil thNoy rkhspf;Fk; tifapy; fijj;jhs;.
“mk;kh> ePq;fs; thOwJ xU tho;f thOwpq;fNs> mJf;Fg; NgH tho;f;i nrhy;yhijq;Nfh. jpUkzk; vz;l Nghpi rhrdk; vOjp> mJf;F tho;f;if vz itr;rpUf;fpwpq;fs;. vdf;Fg; gpbf;fhj> juhj tho;f;ifia ehd; thNohZnkz fl;lhag; gLj;jpwpq;fs;?” kpfTk; vhpr;rY Nghl;lhs;.
Nfhkjpf;F xd;W kl;Lk; njhpe;jJ. fijj;Nj Jsrpapd; fhjiyf; fj;jhpj;jJ ehd;F tajpy; Jsrpiaf; fijj;J nt tplaky;y vd;gJ. fl;Lg;ghLfs;> Vkhw;wq;fs; kl;Lk; vd;wpy;yhky;> Gyk; gy;fiyf;fofg; gbg;Gk; Jsrpiag; vLj;jpUe;jJ.
,dp vd;d elf;fg; NghfpwJ> vd Nfhkjpapd; kdk; ftiy nfhs;sj; njhl ey;y ,lj;jpy; fl;bf; FLj;jpl;lha;” Gfo;e;jtHfs; vy;NyhUk; ,g;Ngh Kd;dh tbj;jpl;L> gpd;dhy;> Kftha;f;fl;ilia ,bj;J “ghud; ey;y tsHg;G tsHj;j nrhy;yp ieahz;b gz;zg; NghfpwhHfs Nfhkjpf;Fr; rq;flkhf ,Ue;jJ.
,dp nra;tjw;nfhd;Wk; ,y;iy. filr kDrd;jhd;. mg;ghit vjpHf;Fk; ij ,Ue;jjpy;iy> vd;W epidj;Jf; n nksdkhfp tpl;lhs;.
MdhYk; khiyapy; fztd; te;jJ gpusaNk elf;fg; Nghfpd;wJ vd;w ga Nghuhbdhs;.

pb ,g;gpbj;jhd; ,Uf;Fk;. ; xU khjphp rkhspr;R> tpl;Lf; FLj;J ohZk;. ,Q;ir ghH ehd; ,Ugj;ijQ;R mg;ghNthil thNoy;iyNa?” vd;W py; fijj;jhs;.
thOwJ xU tho;f;ifNa! ePq;fs; Jf;Fg; NgH tho;f;ifnaz;L kl;Lk; jpUkzk; vz;l Nghpiy xU mbik mJf;F tho;f;if vz;L xU ngaH ;. vdf;Fg; gpbf;fhj> vdf;F re;Njhrk; a ehd; thNohZnkz;L Vd; vd;idf; ;fs;?” kpfTk; vhpr;rYld; Jsrp rj;jk;
kl;Lk; njhpe;jJ. gjpdhW tajpy; d; fhjiyf; fj;jhpj;jJ Nghy> ,Ugj;jp srpiaf; fijj;J nty;tJ Rygkhd J. fl;Lg;ghLfs;> mjdhy; te;j k; vd;wpy;yhky;> Gyk; ngaH kz;zpd; gbg;Gk; Jsrpiag; Glk; Nghl;L
f;fg; NghfpwJ> vd;w Nahridapy; ftiy nfhs;sj; njhlq;fpaJ. “kfis fl;bf; FLj;jpl;lha;” vd;W thahug; ;NyhUk; ,g;Ngh Kd;dhy; ePypf; fz;zPH y;> Kftha;f;fl;ilia Njhs; %l;by; ey;y tsHg;G tsHj;jpUf;fpwh” vd;W gz;zg; NghfpwhHfs;> vd;w epidg;Ng khf ,Ue;jJ.
hd;Wk; ,y;iy. filrp MAjk; ,e;j ;ghit vjpHf;Fk; ijhpak; Jsrpaplk; vd;W epidj;Jf; nfhz;L Nfhkjp s;.
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mtH Ntiyahy; te;J rhg;gpl;L Kb mkHe;j NghJjhd; nkJthf tplaj njhlq;fpdhs;.
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,Wjpapy;> Nfhkjpia jhd; fPwpa itj;jpUf;Fk; mtH> Jsrp mg;gbna epw;fj; Njitapy;iy vd;gij MNkhjpj;j
vy;yhk; gpiof;fg; Nghfpd;wJ vd;gij “vd;dg;gh> ePq;fSk; mtNshil NrHe vd;W njhlq;fpa NghJ “cdf;nfd;d n %bf; nfhz;bU. vq;fil gps;isia ,g;gpb tsHj;J itr;rpUf;fpwk;. mtd gps;isapiy ,g;gpb Mjpf;fk; nrYj;j...”
Jsrpaplk; nrhd;dhH “cd;iu Kbit e mtNdhil tho;f;if ruptuhJ vz;L cd;id vd;dj;Jf;F ehd; gbf;f i cd;iu fhy;iy epf;NfhZk; vz;LjhNd epjhdkh Nahrpr;R vJ ey;yJ> vJ nf jPHkhdp. eP ,d;Dk; rpd;dg;gps;is ,y;iy
Nfhkjpahy; mtuJ epahaj;ijg; Kbatpy;iy. kidtpf;Fk;> kfSf;Fk; , ghHitapd; Ngjk; mtis Mr;ru gpusaj;ij vjpHghHj;j gb fhj;jpUe;jts epd;whs;.
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mJ gy fhyq;fs; MfpapUe;jhy; MfpapUf;fhJ. Vndz;lhy; epak; ghHf ghHj;J> ,uz;L tUr fbjf; Fbj;jd jpBnud;W xU ehs; khg;gps;isiaj; J Nghl;Ll;lhq;fshk;. vd;d> mtH xz;L tpNly;iyahk;. J}s; tpj;jtuhk;. fwpf;F ,y;iy> kw;wJ.
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tug;Nghw khg;gps;isiaNa kdR nfhz;bUe;jpr;RJ.
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nfhz;L ,Ue;jpr;R. tz;z rPiyaspiy nghk;gpisas;> rpl;Lf;fsh  ́,tH kl;Lk; vq;if? ́
“rq;ftP..! ntsPiy th" mk;kh $g nky;ypa Vkhw;wj;Njhil ntspa vy;yhupd;iu ghHitaSk; rq;ftpf;F gpwF ghHftpf;F Nkiy gha;Q;rd fz;fNsh khg;gps;isiaj; Njbf; nfhz fhNzy;iy. “vq;if> mtH tNuy;iyN tpl;b l;Lf; Nfl;bl;lhs;.
,g;g vy;yhupd;iu ghHitaSk; xUkpr;R mJjhd;  ́nfhy; nfhy; ́ vz;L ,Uk xUtupd;iu gf;fk; jpUk;gpd.  ́,tH rq;ftpahiy ek;gNt KbNay;iy. tpupQ rpwFfs; rl;nld;W kbQ;rd. x Rjhupr;rpl;lhs;.
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jpUk;gp tuf;if khkh NgaiwQ;rJ mitas; n`hl;Nly; Gf; gz;zpapUf;f Nghl;Lg; Nghapl;bdk;. rq;ftp vjpH khg;gps;is mtNshil jdpah xz;LNk fbjq;fspiy fijr;r khg;gps;is ,g;g gl;Lg; NghdhH Nghiy czHe;jhs;. NgNry;iy. ftiyah ,Ue;jhH.

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khkh NgaiwQ;rJ Nghiy te;jhH. ;Nly; Gf; gz;zpapUf;fpwjhr; nrhy;ypg; ;bdk;. rq;ftp vjpHghHj;j Nghiy shil jdpah xz;LNk fijf;Nfy;iy. jr;r khg;gps;is ,g;g rw;W me;epag; Nghiy czHe;jhs;. khkh epiwag;
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rq;ftpf;F> khg;gps;is tuKd;dk; kdR FOFOg;ghd epidTfs; vy;yhk; ,g;g Nghiy xUtpj ntWikah ,Ue;jpr;R Rk;kh Rk;kh rPz;bf; nfhz;bUe;jhs;.
,uT neL Neuj;Jf;Fg; gpwF> kh FRFRf;fpwJ rq;ftpapd;iu nrtpfs tpOe;jpr;R.
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rq;ftpf;F> thdk; jiuapiy , NghiynahU gpuik.
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“rq;ftpf;Fj;jhd; tho;f;if mikNay;i thol;Lk;" vz;L mk;khTk; khkhTk mtspd;iu fhJfspiy tpNoy;iy.
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uj;Jf;Fg; gpwF> khkh mk;khl;il q;ftpapd;iu nrtpfspiy ehuhrkha;
nghk;gpisia MuhtJ fypahzk; ;L mj;jhd;fhud; Nfl;lhd;. rq;ftpd;iu nkz;lhy; khg;gps;is fl;Lwhuhk;. 35 f; fl;b vd;d gpuNahrdkhk;."
k; jiuapiy ,bQ;R tpOwJ k.
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tho;f;if mikNay;iy. ghHftpahtJ mk;khTk; khkhTkhj; jPHkhdpr;rJ spiy tpNoy;iy.


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gj;J kzpf;Nf Culq;fpg; NghFk; gbahf epiyia kdJf;Fs; vz;zp tUe;jpa G+l;b tpl;L cs;Ns te;jtd; gLj;if m nfhz;lhd;.
%d;W gps;isfSk;> fztDk; j ,Uf;fpwhHfs; vd;w vz;zk; nry;t epiwj;jpUf;f gLf;ifapNyNa fztDl Ngrpf; nfhz;bUe;jts; mg;gbNa J}q;f gd;dpuz;L kzpiaAk; jhz;ba me;j m fdT Nghy; me;jr; rj;jk; Nfl;lJ.
“fdfRe;juk;... fdfRe;juk;... fjitj; jpw

b $bapUe;J fijj;J tpl;L gj;J
Maj;jkhdhHfs;.
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j;jpd; fw;gopg;GfSk;> fhl;Lkpuhz;bj; k; nry;tkyupd; tPL tiu tutpy;iy dr;rupf;ifahf mts; ftpjhitAk;> fspd; miwfspy; gLf;f tplhky; jdJ a gLf;f itg;ghs;. kfd; uh[idAk; l;fSk; jdJ nghpa gLf;if miwapd; jhd; gLf;f itj;jhs;. ,d;Wk;> f;fpukpg;G ,d;Dk; mtdpy; ,Ue;jjhy; q;fyha; gpbj;Jf; $l;bf; nfhz;L Ngha; a gLf;f itj;jhs;.
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ulq;fpg; NghFk; gbahf ehl;Lf;F te;j ;Fs; vz;zp tUe;jpathNw Nfw;iwg; s te;jtd; gLj;if miwf;Fs; GFe;J
Sk;> fztDk; jd; mUfpNyNa d;w vz;zk; nry;tkyupd; kdij f;ifapNyNa fztDld; ePz;l Neuk; ;jts; mg;gbNa J}q;fp tpl;lhs;. ,uT aAk; jhz;ba me;j mHj;j uhj;jphpapy; r; rj;jk; Nfl;lJ.
fRe;juk;... fjitj; jpw."


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Kjypy;> VNjh fdntd;Wjhd; nry;tk fjT gykhfj; jl;lg;gLk; rj;jk; N Mo;e;J J}q;fpapUe;jts; Jbj;Jg; gijj;J
 ́%d;W khjq;fspd; gpd; ,d;WjhNd Foe;ijfSld; J}q;FfpNwd; ́ vd;w epk nfhz;bUe;j fdFTk; jpLf;fpl;Lf; fz Gupahky; tpopj;J> vJNth ciwf;f tpl;lhd;.
 ́mJ ,e;jpag;giljhd;. ́ gpwo;e;j mt Gupe;J nfhz;l fdFTk;> nry;tkyUk jpifj;jhHfs;. jLkhwpdhHfs;.
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“Nla;> mg;G vOk;glh. ,e;jpad; Mk nry;tkyH Fuy; vOg;gpf; fijf;f K Fuiyj; jdf;Fs; mlf;fp> fpRfpRg;ghf> uh[idf; fl;bg;gpbj;J vOg;gpdhs;.
“fdfRe;juk;> fjitj; jpw!"
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“mg;G> ehd; Ngha; Kd; fjitj; jpw gpd;gf;fj;jhiy Xbg; Nghapllh." n mOif gPwpl;lJ. uh[d; kdjstpy; c nfhg;Gspg;ghdpy; nte;J> Jtz;L Ngh cly; mtd; kdjpd; Ntfj;Jf;Nfw;g ,a
“jk;gp> th. ehd; cd;idf; $l;bf; gpd;Df;F tpLwd;." ftpjh mtdpd; i nfhz;L ehw;rhu tPl;bd; eL Kw;wj;j FNuhl;ld;fs;> ky;ypiff; nfhbfs;> Nu

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ljhd;. ́ gpwo;e;j mtHfspd; jkpopy; fdFTk;> nry;tkyUk; nra;tjwpahJ khwpdhHfs;.
ifapy; kPz;Lk; mjpHe;J gjwpdhHfs;.
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uh[Dk; crhuhfp tpl;lhd;.
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ftpjh Frpdpf;Fg; gf;fj;jpypUe;j gpd nkJthfj; jpwf;f> uh[d; vJTk; njup ntspapy; fhiy itj;jhd;. mtd; fh Kd;dNu glglntd;W Jg;ghf;fp Ntl;Lf;f
ftpjh ntyntyj;Jg; Nghdhs;. “j ,q;fhiy th" nky;ypa Fuypy; gij nfhz;L mg;gbNa Frpdpr; RtUld; epd;whs;. mtSf;F ntspapy; vd;d njhpatpy;iy.
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“INah... vd;iu gps;isaSk;> kD fjwpdhs;. mts; fjwypy; n fyf;fkilahj fy;neQ;Rf; fhuH jPgpfhitAk;> fdFitAk; ntspapNy te;J nry;tkyupd; mUfpy; ,Uj;jp tpl;L Jg;ghf;fpiaf; Fwp ghHj;J ePl;ba gb epd
fdFjhd; Kjypy; fjitj; jpwf nry;tkyHjhd; mtid mDg;gg; g miwapNyNa ,Uf;fr; nrhy;yp tpl;L fjitj; jpwe;jts;. vg;gbahtJ

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; gf;fj;jpypUe;j gpd; gf;ff; fjit > uh[d; vJTk; njupahj Fk;kpUl;by; itj;jhd;. mtd; fhy; epyj;jpy; gl d;W Jg;ghf;fp Ntl;Lf;fs; ntbj;jd.
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q;fpj; jaq;fp Kd; fjitj; jpwe;j r; rj;jj;jpy; mts; neQ;Nr mjpu> nfhz;L> thrypy; epd;w ,e;jpa $lf; fz;L nfhs;shky; jpUk;gp ;.
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gps;isfisAk; ,tHfs; fz;fspy; gl tplyhk; vd;Wjhd; Kjypy; ek eLr;rhkj;jpy; eLtPjpapy; ,Uj;jg; gLt Jsp $l epidf;ftpy;iy. ,njy;yhk; e my;yJ nfl;l fdth vd;Wk; mtSf gpd; gf;fk; Nghd ftpjhTk;> uh[Dk; vd;gJk; mtSf;Fj; njhpatpy;iy.  ́vg gps;is jg;gpNahbapUg;ghd;. ́ nghq;fp t ek;gpf;if epidTfshy; miz Nghl;lhs
mts; neQ;irj; Jisg;gJ Nghy; tPl nfhz;bUe;j Jg;ghf;fp Ntl;Lf;fs; nk Mdhy; mtspd; rpW miritf; $l Jg;ghf;fp Kidnahd;W mtis Nehf tPl;L thrypy;> gag;gpuhe;jpiaj; Kfq;fSldhd ,e;jpa ,uhZtj;jpdH mtHfSf;Fs; Kf%b Nghl;l vl;l epd;whd;.
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gps;isfs; ,uz;L NgUk; vd;d MdhHfs gaj;jpy;> ntwp Nfhgkha; khwp mi Kbahky; jpzwp mOifaha; rpjwpaJ ghuhky; tPjpapy; Guz;L Gyk;gpdhs;. Jhuj;jpypUf;Fk; me;j itutH Nfhap Gl;lisapypUf;Fk; Gl;lisg; gps;isa $lj; jpuhzpapd;wpg; gpjw;wpdhs;.
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NgUk; vd;d MdhHfs; vd;W njhpahj Nfhgkha; khwp mijf; nfhg;Gspf;f mOifaha; rpjwpaJ. eLtPjp vd;Wk; Guz;L Gyk;gpdhs;. fz;Zf;nfl;ba me;j itutH Nfhapy; itutiuAk;> ; Gl;lisg; gps;isahiuAk; $g;gplf; pg; gpjw;wpdhs;.
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,Oj;J tug;gl;l ftpjhTk; ,g;NghJ eL gl;lhs;. ,Ul;bYk;> mts; neQ;Rr; ,Ug;gJ njhpe;jJ. gpRgpRj;jJ jk;gpapd mtSf;Fj; njspthfg;; Ghpe;jJk;> “jk;.. tPl;il Nehf;fp Xbdhs;.
kPz;Lk; Kul;Lf;if mtis ,Wfg; nfhz;L te;J eLtPjpapy; ,Uj;jpaJ.
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vdf;F ,jw;F Nky; Nfl;f Kbat mtSf;F czHj;Jtjw;fhf ,uz;lhtJ vOe;J nrd;W NjePH Nghl;L> Frpdpf Fbj;J tpl;L te;Njd;.
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“ehisapiy ,Ue;J vdf;F tpLjiy. m vt;tsT ghLglg; Nghwhd; vz;L.." kPz;L
“,g;g eP ,ij vj;jidahtJ juk; nr E}whtJ jlitah? ,UEhwhtJ jl MapukhtJ jlitah?" ,uz;lhtJ N nufPdh vupr;rYk;> NfhgKk; gPwpl N Nfl;lhs;.
“eP Rk;khapU. cdf;nfd;d njupAk; m gw;wp.. ,Jf;F NkiyAk; vd;dhi thNoyhJ. ehd; jPHf;fkhd KbTf;F te mtid tpthfuj;Jr; nra;ag; Nghwd;."
“vdf;F cd;iu fztidj; njupAN cd;id ey;yhj; njupAk;. cd;Ndhil ,e;jg; 13 tUrj;jpiy.. ehd; epid jlitf;F Nkiy cd;iu fzti nra;apwjha; nrhy;ypg; Nghl;lha;. M nra;Nay;iy. ehd; cdf;Fr; nr vd;ndz;lhy; cldbah tpthfuj;ijr; ehq;fs; njhlHe;J ,e;j Ntiyapi ,y;iynaz;lhy; cd;iu njhznjhz vq;fSf;Fj; jiy ntbr;rpLk;."

New;W kjpaKk; ,ts; rikj;j gd;wpg; isf;fpoq;F ryhl;Lk; mtDf;Fg; gpbf;fhjjw;Ff; fhuzk; Rit Kjy;ehspuT mtd; Fbj;J tpl;Lj; te;jjhy;> ,ts; eha;f;fj;jy; fj;jp tuNtw;giwapy; gLf;f tpl;bUf;fpwhs;.
;Gj;jhd; mJ.
pbf;ftpy;iy vd;W mtd; rhg;gplhky; tSf;F ,j;jid J}uk; Nfhgk; hDk; ,e;jj; njhznjhzg;gpy; ,Ue;J td; mijr; rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhz;Nl yq;fhuj;ijg; gw;wp ieahz;bahfr; ;. “cd;id tplf; Fuq;F tbT" vd;W l;bapUf;fpwhd;. mJjhd; ,tis
j;Jf;Fj; js;spapUf;fpwJ.
e;J vdf;F tpLjiy. mg;g ghud; ,td; Nghwhd; vz;L.." kPz;Lk; njhlq;fpdhs;.
j;jidahtJ juk; nrhy;ypg; Nghl;lha;? ah? ,UEhwhtJ jlitah? my;yJ tah?" ,uz;lhtJ Nkirapy; ,Ue;j ;> NfhgKk; gPwpl Nfypj; njhdpapy;
df;nfd;d njupAk; me;j ];itidg; NkiyAk; vd;dhiy mtNdhil PHf;fkhd KbTf;F te;jpl;ld;. fz;bg;gh
r; nra;ag; Nghwd;."
fztidj; njupANkh ,y;iyNah> njupAk;. cd;Ndhil Ntiy nra;apw j;jpiy.. ehd; epidf;fpwd;> Mapuk; y cd;iu fztid tpthfuj;Jr; hy;ypg; Nghl;lha;. Mdhy; ,d;Dk; hd; cdf;Fr; nrhy;yf; $baJ ldbah tpthfuj;ijr; nra;. mg;gjhd; ;J ,e;j Ntiyapiy ,Uf;fyhk;. cd;iu njhznjhzg;igf; Nfl;Nl ntbr;rpLk;."


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“V...a;. fj;jhij. vd;iu GUrd; vdf;F fhZk;. ePAk; gpwF vd;iu vupr;riyf; Kiw fz;bg;gh tpthfuj;Jj;jhd;. e ghHj;jpl;ld;. jsghlq;fs;jhd; gpur;rid. tq;fpapiy flndLj;jhtJ Ntz;bg; Ngh
,k;Kiw mts; nrhy;tijg; ghHj;j tpthfuj;Jr; nra;J tpLths; Nghy ,U tPL khwf; $ba tpjkhf xU ez;gp mt khbia xJf;fpf; nfhLj;J tpl;lhshk;.
vd;d ,Ue;jhYk; 13 tUlq;fshf v ghHf;fpwhs;. mtisr; rkhjhdg; gL vz;zj;jpypUe;J kPl;f Ntz;Lk;. nfhz;lJ.
“,Q;ir ghH. tpthfuj;Jr; nra;J thOwJ kl;Lk; ngupa ey;y tprak; vz nkhf;F Ntiy ghHf;fhky; ey;yh Nahrp tpthfuj;J vz;bwJ tpisahl;L ,y;iy
“ehd; ey;yh Nahrpr;Rj;jhd; ,e;j Kb ,tNdhil vd;dhiy thNoyhJ."
“tpthfuj;Jr; nra;J Nghl;L vj;jpid fh thog; Nghwha;! mLj;jjh fpilf;fg; N tpl ey;ytdh ,Ug;ghd; vz;bwJf;F vd
“Rk;kh Nga;f;fij fijf;fhij. ,tid ,e;j cyfj;jpiyNa ,Uf;f khl;lhd;."
me;j Neuk; mtNshL njhlHe;J fi gaDk; ,Ug;gjhf vdf;Fj; njupa elf;FNkh> vd;W kdJ rw;W mr;rg njhlHe;Jk; njhznjhzj;Jf; nfhz fyfyg;ghff; fopa Ntz;ba vq;fs ,tsJ njhznjhzg;gpy; tpuakhff; Ntiyfs; $l rupahd Kiwapy; Kbat
New;iwa rz;il fhuzkhf “fhiuj; nj mtd; nrhy;yp tpl;lhdhk;. mtru

vd;iu GUrd; vdf;Ff; fLg;Ngj;jpdJ F vd;iu vupr;riyf; fpswhij. ,e;j tpthfuj;Jj;jhd;. ehd; tPL $lg; hlq;fs;jhd; gpur;rid. mJfis ehd; Lj;jhtJ Ntz;bg; NghLtd;."
; nrhy;tijg; ghHj;jhy; epakhfNt ;J tpLths; Nghy ,Ue;jJ. ehisf;Nf pjkhf xU ez;gp mtsJ tPl;bd; Nky; nfhLj;J tpl;lhshk;.
; 13 tUlq;fshf vd;NdhL Ntiy isr; rkhjhdg; gLj;jp tpthfuj;J kPl;f Ntz;Lk;. kdk; vz;zpf;
tpthfuj;Jr; nra;J Nghl;Lj; jdpa gupa ey;y tprak; vz;L epidf;fpwpNa. hHf;fhky; ey;yh Nahrpr;R xU KbntL. J tpisahl;L ,y;iy."
hrpr;Rj;jhd; ,e;j KbTf;F te;jdhd;. iy thNoyhJ."
;J Nghl;L vj;jpid fhyj;Jf;Fj; jdpa mLj;jjh fpilf;fg; Nghwtd; ,tid g;ghd; vz;bwJf;F vd;d cj;juthjk;?"
fijf;fhij. ,tid tplf; $lhjtd; Na ,Uf;f khl;lhd;."
NshL njhlHe;J fijg;gjpy; ve;jg; hf vdf;Fj; njupatpy;iy. vd;d kdJ rw;W mr;rg; gl;lJ. mts; hznjhzj;Jf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jhs;. pa Ntz;ba vq;fs; Ntiy Neuk; hzg;gpy; tpuakhff; fiue;J NghdJ. pahd Kiwapy; Kbatpy;iy.
fhuzkhf “fhiuj; njhlf; $lhJ" vd
tpl;lhdhk;. mtrukha; [f;fw;iwg;


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Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L ifg;igiaAk; nf R+];(bye bye) nrhy;ypa gb vq;fSf;f ypg;Wf;Fs; GFe;J nfhz;lhs;. Ng Ntz;Lnkd;w mtruk; mtSf;F.
mtis tpl mtrukha; ypg;w; ,w kw;wtHfSk; epjhdkhf vkJ [f;fw;W nfhz;Nlhk;. mtSf;fhf xU rpyH gu fztid kdq; nfhz;l kl;Lk; jpl;l. cjl;il nespj;Jr; rpupj;jhs;. “,g Filr;ry; jPHe;jJ. gpwF njhznjhzf;fhijq;Nfh" vd;whs;.
xUtUk; ad;diyg; G+l;Ltjhfj; njupat vd;W fij msg;gjpNyNa Fwpah f];jhdpad; kuq;fspd; mirtpy; ad Mbf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jd. Xbr; nrd;W Kide;j ehd; VNjh xU  Nwh fztDk; cjl;NlhL cjL gjpj;J... ,W
ehd; fz;fisf; frf;fpg; ghHj;Njd;.  ́vd;id kd;dpr;Rf;nfhs; ́ vd;w thf;fp nrhUfg; gl;bUg;gJ njspthfj; njupe;jJ
vd; fhJfSf;Fs; ,d;Dk; mtsJ xl;bf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jJ. mtHfNsh x xUtH> iffshy; tisj;j gb elf;fj; ,il ,ilNa fz;fshy; Nehf;fp> cj cyfpd; mjp mw;Gjkhd fhjy; N[hbf Nghy...
jpUk;gpNdd;. ,tHfs;> mJjhd; vdJ Njhopfs; Nwhrpapd; tpthfuj;Jg; gw;wp mJ rupah> gpioah vd;gJ gw;wp tpthjpj;Jf; nfhz;L ypg;iw Ne nfhz;bUe;jhHfs;.
12.9.2004

ifg;igiaAk; nfhOtpf; nfhz;L hy;ypa gb vq;fSf;fhff; fhj;jpuhky; ;J nfhz;lhs;. Ng&e;ijg; gpbf;f ruk; mtSf;F.
trukha; ypg;w; ,wq;fpaJ. ehDk;> hdkhf vkJ [f;fw;Wfisg; Nghl;Lf; Sf;fhf xU rpyH gupe;Jiuj;J mts; nfhz;l kl;Lk; jpl;l.. nufpdh kl;Lk; ;Jr; rpupj;jhs;. “,g;gj;jhd; fhJf; jPHe;jJ. gpwF ePq;fSk; jq;Nfh" vd;whs;.
g; G+l;Ltjhfj; njupatpy;iy.  ́tstsh ́ sg;gjpNyNa Fwpahf ,Ue;jhHfs;. ;fspd; mirtpy; ad;dy; Nriyfs; ,Ue;jd. Xbr; nrd;W ad;diyg; G+l;l VNjh xU  NwhrpAk;> mtsJ hL cjL gjpj;J... ,Wf mizj;J..
; frf;fpg; ghHj;Njd;. mtHfNsjhd;. f;nfhs; ́ vd;w thf;fpak; G+q;nfhj;jpy; J njspthfj; njupe;jJ.
s; ,d;Dk; mtsJ njhznjhzg;G ,Ue;jJ. mtHfNsh xUtupd; ,Lg;ig tisj;j gb elf;fj; njhlq;fpdhHfs;. z;fshy; Nehf;fp> cjLfisf; ft;tp... ;Gjkhd fhjy; N[hbfspy; xU N[hb
Hfs;> mJjhd; vdJ rf Ntiyj; pd; tpthfuj;Jg; gw;wp mEjhgj;NjhLk;> oah vd;gJ gw;wp mf;fiwNahLk; hz;L ypg;iw Nehf;fp tpiue;J
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ntntntnt
spapiy ikjhdj;jpiy rpd;dr; rp vy;yhUk; tpisahbf; nfhz;bU gps;isaNshil mitaspd;iu jha epw;fpdk;.
,tiu ,d;Dk; fhNzy;iy. tof kzpf;nfy;yhk; te;jpLthH. ,z;il kzpahfpAk; fhNzy;iy. ad;dyhiy topiag; ghHj;Jg; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;L ghlhNt njupNay;iy. ey;yh Ntiy F gps;isaSk; upA+rDf;Fg; Nghapl;bdk;.
Nk khjk; vz;l gbahy; gdp Ngha; nta ,e;j N[Hkd; rdk; nta;api tPl;Lf;Fs;isNa ,Uf;fhJfs;. vg;gTk epf;Fq;fs;.
vdf;nfd;dNth N[Hkdpf;F te;J %z xz;biyAk; kdR xl;l khl;lndz;LJ ,iy N[Hkdpf;F te;jdhd;. ,z;ilf;F vz;L fhl;LJ. ,e;j %z;L tUrj;jpiy vg;gpb vg;gpbnay;yhk; fple;J jtpf;FJ gps;isaisAk;> vd;iu fztiuAk; xz;ilANk vdf;fpq;if gpbf;Nfy;iy.

jhdj;jpiy rpd;dr; rpd;dg; gps;isas; sahbf; nfhz;bUf;fpdk;. rpy mitaspd;iu jha;> jfg;gd;khUk;
; fhNzy;iy. tof;fj;jpiy ehY te;jpLthH. ,z;ilf;nfd;d IQ;R Nzy;iy. ad;dyhiy mtH thw ; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;L epw;fpwd;. tUfpw ;iy. ey;yh Ntiy FLj;jpl;lhq;fNsh? Df;Fg; Nghapl;bdk;.
bahy; gdp Ngha; nta;apYk; te;jpl;LJ. rdk; nta;apiyf; fz;lhy; ,Uf;fhJfs;. vg;gTk; ntspapiyjhd;
[Hkdpf;F te;J %z;L tUrkhfpAk; xl;l khl;lndz;LJ. ehd; 10.5.1986 te;jdhd;. ,z;ilf;F fyz;lH 2.5.1989 e;j %z;L tUrj;jpiyAk; ,e;j kdR ;yhk; fple;J jtpf;FJ. vd;iu %z;L vd;iu fztiuAk; tpl;lhy; Ntiw ;fpq;if gpbf;Nfy;iy.


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vg;gTk; Cupiy tpl;bl;L te;j jq;fr;rpkhiuAk;> mz;zidAk;> mg;gh kdR epidr;Rf; nfhz;L ,Uf;FJ. vg;g ehd; xU Raeyf;fhupjhd;. vdf;F kd mJfis mq;if tpl;bl;L ,q;if kl;L ,Ue;J Gyk;gpwd;. vd;d gpuNahrdk;..!
vdf;F mq;if NghNfhZk;. mk;khd ghHf;NfhZk;. jq;ifr;rpkhNuhil rpd ,Ue;J murpay; tiu vy;yhj;ijg; g mbf;NfhZk;. Kf;fpakh jk;gpiag; gpbr;R nfhQ;NrhZk;.
mtid ,e;jpad; Mkpas; NjLwhq;fshk mtd; vq;if..?" vz;L Nfl;Lf; rNfhjuq;fis kl;Lkpy;iy> C rpj;jputijg; gLj;jpwhq;fshk;. jq;ifr;r vdf;F vOjpwts;.
New;Wk; rhkj;jpiy fdtpiy jk rhg;gpLwJf;nfz;L Nkirapiy ,Uf;f Nghl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;f> Mkp te;jpl;lhd; rhg;gplhkNy XLw khjphpAk; fdT. e vdf;F xNu mOifah te;jpl;LJ.
vj;jpid ehisf;nfz;Ljhd; vd;iu jk;g Fbahky;> epj;jpiu nfhs;shky; Xbj; j flTNs..! vy;yhj;ijAk; epw;ghl;L. kl;Lkpy;iy. vy;yhg; gps;isaS NghapNlhZk;.
jiyf;F kl;Lk; jNyzp(jiyaz Nghjhnjz;L fhYf;nfhU jNyzp> ifA vz;L itr;Rg; gLf;fpwtq;fs; vd;iu vq;if> ve;jf; fy;ypiyAk;> gLf;fpwhq;fNsh!
ehd; NghNfhZk;. mtq;fNshil thN mlf;Nfyhky; mOif te;jpl;LJ. tpf njhlq;fPl;ld;. rj;jj;Jf;F ,tH vOk;gPl;l

tpl;bl;L te;j jk;gpkhiuAk;> mz;zidAk;> mg;gh mk;khitAe;jhd; nfhz;L ,Uf;FJ. vg;gpbr; nrhd;dhYk; f;fhupjhd;. vdf;F kdR te;jJjhNd> tpl;bl;L ,q;if kl;Lk; Xb tu. ,g;g vd;d gpuNahrdk;..!
NghNfhZk;. mk;khd;iu Kfj;ijg; q;ifr;rpkhNuhil rpdpkhg; ghl;biy tiu vy;yhj;ijg; gw;wpAk; mul;il ;fpakh jk;gpiag; gpbr;R> fl;bg; gpbr;Rf;
Mkpas; NjLwhq;fshk;. “mtd; vq;if> " vz;L Nfl;Lf; Nfl;L vd;iu kl;Lkpy;iy> CHr;rdq;fisAk; ;jpwhq;fshk;. jq;ifr;rpjhd; ,njy;yhk; ;.
piy fdtpiy jk;gpjhd;. mtd; Nkirapiy ,Uf;f> mk;kh NrhW f;f> Mkp te;jpl;lhd; NghiyAk;> jk;gp khjphpAk; fdT. ehd; Kopr;rpl;ld;. fah te;jpl;LJ.
fz;Ljhd; vd;iu jk;gpkhH rhg;gplhky;> u nfhs;shky; Xbj; jpupag; Nghwhq;fs;. j;ijAk; epw;ghl;L. vd;iu jk;gpkhH vy;yhg; gps;isaSk; tPl;Lf;Fg;
k; jNyzp(jiyazp) ,Ue;jhy; f;nfhU jNyzp> ifAf;nfhU jNyzp gLf;fpwtq;fs; vd;iu jk;gpkhH. ,g;g f; fy;ypiyAk;> Ks;spiyAk;
;. mtq;fNshil thNohZk;. vdf;F Oif te;jpl;LJ. tpf;fp tpf;fp moj; ;jj;Jf;F ,tH vOk;gPl;lhH.


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“vd;d ,g;g ele;jpl;Lnjz;L ,g Mjutha;j;jhd; Nfl;lhH.
“ehd; Nghg;Nghwd;> CUf;F. vdf ghHf;NfhZk;. gujidg; gpbr;Rf; nfhQ ,Uf;F."
“vd;d> ,g;gpbg; igj;jpaf; fij fi mq;if Nghnad;d rhfg; NghwpNa? ,Uf;fpwhnaz;L nfhk;khTk;> nfhg epk;kjpah ,Ug;gpdk;."
“..................."
“,d;Dk; xU tUrj;jpiy gpur;rid vy mJf;Fg; gpwF ehq;fNsd; ,q;if ,Uf;f NgUkhg; Nghtk;. ,g;gg; gL. ehis vOk;NghZnky;Nyh!"
“Xk;" vz;L nrhy;ypg; gLj;jpl;ld;. M tNuy;iy. fz;iz kl;Lk; %bf; nfhz kdR kl;Lk; mg;gpbNa nfhl;lf; nfhl;l ,Ue;jpr;R.
 ́vd;iu jk;gpkhiuf; fhg;ghw;W. jq;ifr;rpkhUf;F xz;Lk; ele;jplf; $l fhg;ghw;W. ́ vz;L kdR vy;yhj; kd;whbf; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;bUe;jpr;R. epj;jpiuahfPl;ld;.
fhiyik vOk;gp ,tiuAk; Nti gps;isaisAk; gs;spf; $lj;Jf;F m vdf;F Ntiy nra;a mDkjp efuj;ijAk; tpl;L xU ,lKk; Nghff mjpiy vy;yhk; ftiy ,y;iy. Chpiy ,Uf;fpw vd;iu cwTfi vz;lhYk; fsth xU ];&bNahtpiy kzpj;jpahyq;fs; Ntiy nra;apwd ,y;yhky; Ntiy ju me;j Nyb gQ;rpg; VNjh Xnkz;L je;jpl;lh. ey;yt.

ele;jpl;Lnjz;L ,g;gpb mOwha;?" l;lhH.
d;> CUf;F. vdf;F mk;khitg; idg; gpbr;Rf; nfhQ;NrhZk; Nghiy
igj;jpaf; fij fijf;fpwha;. ,g;g ;d rhfg; NghwpNa? ePahtJ ,q;if nfhk;khTk;> nfhg;gUk; vt;tsT k;."
rj;jpiy gpur;rid vy;yhk; KbQ;rpLk;. q;fNsd; ,q;if ,Uf;fg; Nghwk;. mQ;R ,g;gg; gL. ehisf;F Neuj;Jf;F h!"
y;ypg; gLj;jpl;ld;. Mdhy; epj;jpiuNa kl;Lk; %bf; nfhz;L gLj;jpUe;jd;. pbNa nfhl;lf; nfhl;l tpopr;Rf; nfhz;L
iuf; fhg;ghw;W. mk;kh> mg;gh> xz;Lk; ele;jplf; $lhJ. vy;yhiuAk; ;L kdR vy;yhj; nja;tq;fisAk; ; nfhz;bUe;jpr;R. gpwF vg;gpbNah
;gp ,tiuAk; Ntiyf;F mDg;gp> gs;spf; $lj;Jf;F mDg;gpg; Nghl;ld;. nra;a mDkjp ,y;iy. ,e;j xU ,lKk; Nghff; $lhJ. vdf;F ; ftiy ,y;iy. ftiy vy;yhk; w vd;iu cwTfisg; gw;wpj;jhd;. xU ];&bNahtpiy ,uz;L> %z;L Ntiy nra;apwd;. workpermit ju me;j Nyb gQ;rpg; gl;ltjhd;. gpwF ;jpl;lh. ey;yt.


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gps;isas; gs;spf;$lj;jhiy tuKd Kbr;rpl;L Xb te;J rikr;Rg; NghLtd;.
vd;id mwpahkNy vd;iu fz;fs; vz;L ad;dYf;fhiy ghHj;Jf; nfhz ghHj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;fNt mtH thwhH.
vd;d..! xU khjphp jsHe;J Ngha; thwh Ntiy thq;fpg; Nghl;lhq;fNsh! Chpiy jdf;Ff; fPio itr;R Ntiy thq;fpdt ,tq;fSf;Ff; fPio..!
Vd; ,g;gpbnay;yhk; ele;jJ? Vd; ,e jdpahf te;J NrHe;jk;. vy;yhk; VNjh Kbahjjha;...
vdf;F Xbg; Ngha; mk;khd;iu kbapiy mNohZk; Nghiy ,Uf;F. mk;kh jiyiaf; Nfhjp tpLth. mg;ghd;iu if fijr;Rf; nfhz;L Cnuy;yhk; Rj;NjhZ Mirah tUJ. vq;ifahYk; Nghl;L fisr;Rg; Nghl;bas;. ,e;jhq;Nfh ,i vz;L jq;ifr;rpkhH VjhtJ Fbf;fj; md;G NtZk; vdf;F. mjpiy ehd; Fs
kdR nrhy;Yf; Nfshky; mlk; g CiuAk;> cld; gpwg;Gf;fisAk; Rj;jpr; epf;FJ.
,g;gpbNa ehd; kdir miya tpl;Lf; n tPl;Lf;Fs;is te;jpl;lhH. e ftiynahz;ilAk; ,tUf;Ff; fhl;l lf;nfz;L rphpr;Rf; nfhz;L “vd;d> Nyw;wh thwpq;fs;?" vz;L Nfl Frpdpf;Fs;is Ngha; Njj;jz;zpiag; Ng
Njj;jz;zpNahil ntspapiy te;J g xU khjphpj;jhd; ,Uf;fpwhH. to K];ghj;jpAk; tpNly;iy. rpupf;fTk; ,y;i ,Uf;f khl;lhH. K];ghj;jp tpLthH. , gLthH. ftiyg; gLw khjpup vy;yhk

pf;$lj;jhiy tuKd;dk; Ntiyia ;J rikr;Rg; NghLtd;.
y vd;iu fz;fs; mtH thwhNuh hiy ghHj;Jf; nfhz;Ljhd; ,Ue;jd.
f;fNt mtH thwhH.
hp jsHe;J Ngha; thwhH. ghtk;> ey;yh ghl;lhq;fNsh! Chpiy vj;jpid Ngiuj; tr;R Ntiy thq;fpdtH. ,q;if te;J o..!
hk; ele;jJ? Vd; ,e;j N[Hkdpf;Fj; He;jk;. vy;yhk; VNjh gpuikaha;... ek;g
; mk;khd;iu kbapiy Kfj;ij itr;R y ,Uf;F. mk;kh KJifj; jltp> tpLth. mg;ghd;iu ifiag; gpbr;r gb Cnuy;yhk; Rj;NjhZk; Nghiy Mir vq;ifahYk; Nghl;L te;jhy; “mf;fh> as;. ,e;jhq;Nfh ,ijf; FbAq;Nfh." hH VjhtJ Fbf;fj; jUtpdk;. me;j f;F. mjpiy ehd; Fspf;NfhZk;.
Nfshky; mlk; gpbr;Rf; nfhz;L gpwg;Gf;fisAk; Rj;jpr; Rj;jpf; nfhz;Nl
ir miya tpl;Lf; nfhz;bUf;f ,tH te;jpl;lhH. ehd; vd;iu k; ,tUf;Ff; fhl;lf; $lhnjz;L> f; nfhz;L “vd;d> Ntiy $lNt! s;?" vz;L Nfl;Lf; nfhz;Nl ha; Njj;jz;zpiag; Nghl;ld;.
ntspapiy te;J ghHj;jhYk; ,tH ; ,Uf;fpwhH. tof;fk; Nghiy ly;iy. rpupf;fTk; ,y;iy. ,tH ,g;gpb K];ghj;jp tpLthH. ,y;yhl;b Nfhgg; ; gLw khjpup vy;yhk; fhl;l khl;lhH.


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,z;ilf;nfd;d ele;jpl;L! Vd; ,g;gpb , fijf;fTk; khl;lhuhk;.
ehd; ,tw;iw  ́%l; ́ I ey;yjhf;f gfpbaisr; nrhy;ypg; ghHj;jd;. fpz nrhd;d fijaisAk; nrhy;ypg; ghHj;jd khl;lhuhk;. mg;gpbNa ,Uf;fpwhH.
,g;g VNjh nrhy;y thwhH Nghiy mtiuNa ghHj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jd;.
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“gujd; vq;fisnay;yhk; tpl;bl;Lg; Ngh kPz;Lk;. ,g;g vdf;F vJNth ciw MNuh vd;iu neQ;rpiy Rj;jpayhiy Nghiy ,Ue;jpr;R. mg;gbNa neQ;irg; ehd; ,Ue;jpl;ld;.
“vd;iu jk;gp..! gujh..! Nghapl;bNah. njhlq;fPl;ld;.
,Uf;fhJ. mtd; nrj;jpUf;f khl;lhd ghHf;NfhZk;. VNjh xU eg;ghirN ghhHj;jd;. vd;d nra;apwnjz;L njhpa ,Uf;fpwhH.
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vdf;F mtd; nrj;jpl;lhd; vz;L ek;gNt jfty; eLtq;fSf;F mbr;Rg; ghHj;j mg;ghd;iu ngaH> taR vy;yhk; rupahr  ́Nk Kjyhe;jpfjp gUj;jpj;Jiwg; gpuNj nkhwp]; ,e;jpa ,uhZtj;Jld; Ne

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tPukuzkile;J tpl;lhH. ́ vz;L gUj;jpj;Jiwnay;yhk; fHj;jhyhk;. fjti nfhbahk;.
flTNs..! ,e;jr; nra;jpnay;yhk; ngha;a ehd; gs;spf;$lj;jhiy tPl;il kj;jpahd nghOJ mg;gpbNa jtz;L te;J “%..% nfhz;L IQ;R tpuiyAk; vd;iu nts;i gjpr;rpLthd;. ehd; mtidj; J}f;fp> nfhQ;Rtd;. mk;khjhd; “nts;isr;rl;il vz;L fj;Jth.
vdf;Fg; gj;J tarhapUf;fpw nghOJ mtd; gpwe;j clid mg;ghNt M];gj;jpupf;Fg; Ngha;g; ghHj;jdhd;. ,Ue;jtd;. vd;iu tpuiyf; FLf;f m nghj;jp itr;rpUe;jtd;. mg;gh> mk;khN nfhz;bUf;f ehd; mtidj;jhd; ghH njhl;Lf; nfhz;Lk; ,Ue;jdhd;. vdf;F m NghfNt kdk; tNuy;iy.
Nthr;rH te;J “MW kzpahr;R. vy;y vz;bl;lhd;. mg;gh mtd;iu ifAf &ghitj; jpzpr;R tpl;lhH. ,d;Dk; nf tpl;lhd;.
vdf;F mg;ghNthil tPl;il jpUk;gpg; mtd;iu nkj;njd;w ghjk;jhd; ,Ue;jpr;R. RUl;il kapNuhil vt;tsT
,g;g mtd; ,e;j cyfj;jpiyNa ,y fiuQ;R> fz;zPuha; Xbf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue
Kjd; Kjyh mtd; elf;fj; njh vt;tsT re;Njhrkha; ,Ue;jpr;R. nfh Nghiy> ,uT gLf;f itf;fpw Neuj;j fij nrhy;Yq;Nfh." vz;L mlk; gpb ehSk; nrhy;ypr; nrhy;yp vdf;Fj; njhpQ KbQ;rpLk;. “%j;jf;fh> fij nrhy;Yq gLf;f khl;ld;." vd;ghd;.

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nra;jpnay;yhk; ngha;ah ,Uf;NfhZk;. hiy tPl;il kj;jpahdk; rhg;gplg; Nghw jtz;L te;J “%..%...j;jf;fh" vz;L puiyAk; vd;iu nts;isr; rl;ilapiy ; mtidj; J}f;fp> fl;bg; gpbr;Rf; hjhd; “nts;isr;rl;il Cj;ijahFJ."
tarhapUf;fpw nghOJjhd; gpwe;jtd;. clid mg;ghNthil ke;jpif Ngha;g; ghHj;jdhd;. gQ;R khjphp tpuiyf; FLf;f mg;gpbNa ,Wf;fpg; ;jtd;. mg;gh> mk;khNthil fijr;Rf; ; mtidj;jhd; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;Lk;> ; ,Ue;jdhd;. vdf;F mtid tpl;bl;Lg; uy;iy.
MW kzpahr;R. vy;yhUk; Nghq;Nfh." ;gh mtd;iu ifAf;Fs;is ,uz;L tpl;lhH. ,d;Dk; nfhQ;r Neuk; epw;f
il tPl;il jpUk;gpg; Nghw nghOJk; njd;w ghjk;jhd; epidTf;Fs;is
kapNuhil vt;tsT tbthapUe;jtd;.
cyfj;jpiyNa ,y;iyNah..! neQ;R a; Xbf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;jpr;R.
mtd; elf;fj; njhlq;fpd nghOJ kha; ,Ue;jpr;R. nfhQ;rk; tsHe;jhg; Lf;f itf;fpw Neuj;jpiy “%j;jf;fh> h." vz;L mlk; gpbg;ghd;. xt;nthU nrhy;yp vdf;Fj; njhpQ;r fijnay;yhk; f;fh> fij nrhy;Yq;Nfh. ,y;yhl;bg; d;ghd;.


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gpwF> ehNd ,aw;wp ,aw;wpf; fijnay mg;gpbNa vd;id ,Wf;fpf; fl;bg; g epj;jpiuahg; NghLthd;.
,g;g vdf;F mtidf; fl;bg; gpbf;NfhZ me;jukh ,Uf;FJ. neQ;nry;yhk; V mtidg; ghHf;NfhZk;. epiwaf;  ́%j;jf;fh ́ vz;L $g;gpLwijf; Nff;Nf gy;nyy;yhk; fhl;bf; Foe;ijah rpu ghHf;NfhZk;.
flTNs..! ,dp ,njy;yhk; VyhNj!
cyfj;Jr; Nrhfnky;yhk; vd;id mOj;j mOifahf te;J nfhz;Nl ,Uf;FJ.
,d;Dk; tsHe;jhg; Nghiy vg;gpbnay tpLthd;. ehd; mtDf;Fr; nrhd;d fi mtd; vd;iu gps;isaSf;Fr; nrhy;Yt vd;idr; irf;fpspiy $l Vj;jpf; n vd;iu gps;isaNshil vg;gpbnay nfhQ;Rthd;.
jk;gp..! mtd; nrj;jpUf;f khl;lhd;. flTs;fis vy;yhk; kd;whbddhd;. mg;g
mtidNa epidr;R epidr;R> mOJ Mw;W ePupd;iu fzf;fpiy Xbf; nfh tj;jNtapy;iy.
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bf;NfyhJ.
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ghHj;jd;. ,uz;L ehisf;F Kd fpz;lHfhHbdpiy ,Ue;J  rh Nfhg;igapiy Nghl;Lk; je;jhH. vd itf;fNt jk;gp ,e;j cyfj;jpiyNa epidtpiy mOif te;jpl;LJ. cg;Gf; f
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Rk;kh Rk;kh rpd;dr; rpd;d tpraj;Jf;nf juk; ftiyg; gl;bUg;gd;. mOjpUg;gd;. , mnjy;yhk; xz;LNk ,y;iynaz;L. Nrhfk; Ntiwnahz;Lk; ,y;iy. MuhtJ nrj;jhNy ftiyg; gLwk;. ,sk; gps;is Nfl;lhy; tapW nfhjpf;FJ. kdR gi ftiyaSk;> Nrhfq;fSk; vy;yhUf;Fk vy;yhUk; mDgtpr;Rk; ,Ug;g mDgtpr;rpUf;fpwd;.
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cq;fSf;Fg; gphpakhdit MuhtJ gphpakhdit vz;L kpfkpfg; gphpakhd mg;gh> mz;zh> mf;fh> jk;gp> jq;if... ,
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பிறந்தது 1959இல், ஈழத்தில், பருத்தித் என்னும் கிராமத்தில்,
1975இல் எழுதும் எண்ணம் உந்த, கணினி விசைப் பலகையிலும் தீட்டி
வடமராட்சி இந்து மகளிர் கல்லூரியில் இன்று எழுத்துலகில் ஒரு படைப்பாளி
ஈழத்தில் எழுதும் போது இலங்கைத் எனது எழுத்துக்களுக்கு அங்கீகாரம் த ஜேர்மனியில் வாழும் போது ஐபிசி த எனது எழுத்துக்களை உள்வாங்கிக் கெ
கவிதைகள், கட்டுரைகள், சிறுகதைகள், தரப்பட்டு எழுதும் போதும், அவை வாெ இணையத்தளங்கள் எனப் பலவற்றிலு திருப்தியே ஏற்படுகிறது.
எழுத்தும், அதனுாடான எனது கருத்துக்
நட்புடன் சந்திரவதனா
 

துறை பிரதேசத்தில் உள்ள ஆத்தியடி
பேனாவைத் தொட்ட கைகள், இன்று க் கொண்டிருக்கின்றன.
கல்வி கற்று, கற்றதனாலான பயனாக ரியாக வலம் வந்து கொண்டிருக்கிறேன்.
தமிழ் ஒலிபரப்புக் கூட்டுத்தாபனம் நந்து உள்வாங்கிக் கொண்டது. இன்று தமிழ் வானொலி உற்சாகமாக வரவேற்று 5ாண்டது.
ஆய்வுகள், விமர்சனங்கள் எனப் பல
\னாலிகள், பத்திரிகைகள், சஞ்சிகைகள், ம் பரவி நிற்கும் போதும், நிறைந்த
களும் தொடரும்,